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i was planning on spending some time writing but it turns out im gonna be busy for work!! thats right im finally employed hahahah it was my first day earlier and oh boy what a ride it was. aside from running on 5 hours of sleep, my legs were fucking sore from biking during the morning. i feel so guilty, my friend and i were supposed to meet our other friend at the ph arena but i couldnt make it. i was so tired i couldnt breathe i got pALE. i told my friend to go ahead bc i could go back on my own but he didnt wanna leave me so in the end our other friend went to the arena alone hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i quit my job after 10 days. my boss is a pervert and id rather be broke than go through that kind of trauma again.
i was planning on spending some time writing but it turns out im gonna be busy for work!! thats right im finally employed hahahah it was my first day earlier and oh boy what a ride it was. aside from running on 5 hours of sleep, my legs were fucking sore from biking during the morning. i feel so guilty, my friend and i were supposed to meet our other friend at the ph arena but i couldnt make it. i was so tired i couldnt breathe i got pALE. i told my friend to go ahead bc i could go back on my own but he didnt wanna leave me so in the end our other friend went to the arena alone hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i dont think i can write any more fics to be honest. im not really that connected with kpop anymore. i can no longer grasp their personalities to write them accurately. it's fine, im moving on with life. im going out more, drinking with friends more, getting into spontaneous galas more!! hahahah never knew i was the outgoing type until i actually lived it. ive never felt more free, or happier. i feel very content these days. more inspired and free-spirited. unfortunately this kind of lifestyle comes with a catch...... ive been to the hospital twice already this year hahahha but no regrets. wouldnt have it any other way :))))))))))) one day, when im not so busy with acads, im going to write about all of my ~adventures~ hahahha
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i am back to writing, folks! it's a feature article for our magazine though, but it's a good start. im hoping that when i finish this, i'd have the energy that i need to write a fanfic heheheh
just finished the cursed article zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz im not sure if it's good, but im gonna ask my friend to read it so they could tell me if i should pass it or start over again
it was a pretty good article, but our editorial board decided to scrap it hahahhaha they also scrapped my friend's article, the smart one whom ive mentioned before. she says theyre probably insecure about our articles but we'll never know i guess

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not writing related but i am OBSESSED with the 1975's it's not living if it's not with u!!! i heard it on tiktok yesterday and it's been on repeat ever since godddd
another song that i reallllllyyyy like right now is niki's every summertime!!! #tiktokfinds hahahha
i am challenging myself to publish a fic next month !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dreams? what dreams?
They say that life is not a race. Maybe- yes, that is the truth isn’t it?
But it doesn’t really feel that way for me. In fact, I don’t just see people my age as my peers; I look at them and I see them beside me, competitors on different lanes in a race track. In my perspective, life is a race, and no matter how fast I run, I can’t seem to catch up.
Life is a race and I’m losing.
I had an opportunity to get a job at a BPO company with good salary. I’ve tried getting in twice, and of course, I failed both times. At first I thought, maybe I was overqualified, and they probably thought I cheated for doing good at the assessment exams. But at my second try, I knew I fucked up. I failed the interview, and I couldn’t blame anyone else at that point, not even the company, only myself.
I am not equipped for job interviews, much less the jobs themselves. I wonder how people my age do it. I guess I’m not only disappointed at myself for failing, maybe my ego is hurt too. I know others who passed the interview who aren’t as “smart” as I am. I feel bad for even thinking that, but it’s the truth. Or is it? Maybe I overestimated myself despite hating the feeling of being overestimated by other people. I thought I was good enough to at least get the job, and yet I couldn’t. Twice.
I’m only twenty-one but I feel like my life is already passing me by like a bullet train. I think of my dreams and the possibility of them not coming true. I think of living in a big city, with all the blinking lights and the chaotic night life only the urbanized grandeur could offer. I think of Paris, with all the romance in the air accompanied by the stink of dead rats and dirty streets and angry Parisians. Oh, what I wouldn’t give to experience all that.
I’m scared of not being able to enjoy my life to the fullest, or at least get to achieve one of my dreams- considering that there are only two of them.
My fear of failure eats me up on the inside. I am afraid that it would hinder me from moving forward in my life. But also, I think that embracing the thought of failing gives me a sense of comfort and security that no matter how bad it gets, hell, I expected worse.
not writing related but i am OBSESSED with the 1975's it's not living if it's not with u!!! i heard it on tiktok yesterday and it's been on repeat ever since godddd
im currently writing an 800-word film review and it is kicking my ass. it's supposed to be easy, after all i've already written the draft and it was fine but i think my mind isn't up for the task anymore hahahaha

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i wrote so much today i AM TIRED bruh i did three fucking activities. almost 1.3k words in total and then wrote a letter for our magazine's partnership and then finished my ojt tasks and then proofread my feature article AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i dont like this at all i feel so fucking drained
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i am back to writing, folks! it's a feature article for our magazine though, but it's a good start. im hoping that when i finish this, i'd have the energy that i need to write a fanfic heheheh
just finished the cursed article zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz im not sure if it's good, but im gonna ask my friend to read it so they could tell me if i should pass it or start over again
i told myself that i would try to start writing again next year, which is (unfortunately) this year, but something happened................. im very very sick right now. i had the worst fever on dec 31, but it went down the day after. but THEN ive had a cough ever since and i dont think it's going away soon so im gonna get swabbed tomorrow. i hope all goes well aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i know it's late and im feeling better now anyways, but i tested positive... again. i know, i have the worst luck in the world but hey! im feeling better again that's why im able to do some acad stuff *cries*
i am not. writing well. WHAT DO I DO
im having a bit trouble writing though hmmm it's not supposed to be too long because it's not a fucking cover story and it doesnt have much relevance compared to the other topics, but i have so much to say!! ill probably just make a shorter and longer version just in case

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i am back to writing, folks! it's a feature article for our magazine though, but it's a good start. im hoping that when i finish this, i'd have the energy that i need to write a fanfic heheheh
fuck. our eic just sent the schedule for our magazine release. i guess i cant escape writing then.... im gonna have to face it sooner than later goddamn it