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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: jeon wonwoo x f.reader

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞(𝐬): romance, smut without plot

𝐚𝐮(𝐬): nonidol

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 2.7k

𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: cussing

𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: unprotected sex (mc has an iud), creampie, dom wonwoo, needy/horny reader, big dick wonwoo,dirty talk, pussy streching, oral (both receiving), face sitting, 69, dirty talk, breeding kink, cum eating, deep throating, fingering, pussy whipped womwoo, p in v intercourse, spanking, nicknames: baby, brat, good girl, baby (hers)

𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 18+ nsfw

𝐚𝐧: this is inspired by house tour by sabrina carpenter. Thank you @haologram for making this banner for me. Thank you @hongcherry for beta reading

🎧: bed chem - sabrina carpenter | house tour - sabrina carpenter | tears - sabrina carpenter

𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬.

Admin: Candi Request: “Can I request a smut scenário with Jooheon sub, please? - anon” Fandom: Monsta X Member/reader: Jooheon, female Genre/warning(s):  smut, sub!Jooheon, strong language, violence Words: 1.4k

Admin: Candi Request: “three words. Monsta X. Minhyuk. Smut – anon” Fandom: Monsta X Member/reader: Minhyuk x Reader Genre/warning(s): smut, dom!Minhyuk, daddy kink (I was saving this one for a good fic ;) ), public sex if bathroom counts as public??, choking, orgasm denial, slight language Words: 3.2k Authors note: Boy oh boy am I excited for you all to read this. He’s my wet dream tbh. Also, I know I’m shading starship in this a lil but they deserve it lmao I hate what they do to Monsta X bye.

Minhyuk: Hey princess, I have a photoshoot today that I completely forgot about so I’m gonna have to cancel our plans

Y/N: That’s okay baby, we can rearrange them

Minhyuk: You can come to the photoshoot but it might be a bit boring

Y/N: No omg that’ll be so much fun, I’ll make my way to the studio now so I can go with you!

Minhyuk: Perfect, I’m so excited, I’m glad you’re coming. I’ll see you in a few

Admin: Candi Request: “Hi~ i would like to request a kihyun fluff/smut? Something that starts off very sweet and then becomes teasingly if you get what i mean🙈 Keep up the writing! I’m looking forward for more💕 – anon” Fandom: Monsta X Member/reader: Kihyun x Reader Genre: Bitta fluff and a whole lotta smut Warnings: Spanking, body worship, scratching Words: 1.5k Authors note: Kihyun needs to marry me and all of us who stan him tbh. Today was my last day at a job that ruined me mentally and I thought I’d celebrate by writing a fic.

Being in Kihyuns bed in his room alone was a normal occurrence while he was performing. Instead of waiting for him backstage, you’d wait in his bed, endlessly scrolling through your social media and catching a glimpse of the livestreams of Monsta X’s performance. You preferred waiting in his dorm rather than backstage because they usually took a while to finish the show and being in the comfort of his bed seemed better than leaning against a cold wall, seeing thousands of girls screaming his name.

Admin: Candi Request: “Can I get a dom!Kihyun smut with riding where Kihyun is super needy, vocal, rough, and desperate but while 100% in control – anon” Fandom: Monsta X Member/reader: Kihyun x Reader Genre/warning(s): smut, toys, spanking, slight language, Words: 3.3k Authors note: I went to a sex shop few days ago and I got inspired lmao. Also, we’re very sorry we haven’t been active, this week has been busy for the both of us!

Gif is not mine, Kihqun owns the gif.

Admin: Candi Fandom: Monsta X Member/reader: Hyungwon, female Genre/warning(s):  smut, teacher kink, spanking, body worship Words:  2.9k Summary: You and your lecturer have been dating in secret.

Pairing: Shownu x Reader

Mafia!AU

Genre: Angst

Word count: 760

Warnings: none 

Prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5 , part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 part 10 

“We’ve prepared a room for you as well.” His voice sounded from behind you. You didn’t realise how long the two of you had stayed in silence until he spoke. You stood from the couch and turned towards him to see him approaching you. For some reason you found yourself slowly backing away from his large form until your legs hit the opposite couch. He stopped in his track as soon as he noticed but still stood a meter away. “Are you feeling okay?” He asked. At first you thought he was concerned, but not a hint of it could be heard in his voice, or read from his expression. So you merely nodded, not knowing how else to answer. The others had already helped you calm. Jaebum’s story had helped you understand.

“I’m going to keep you safe. You’ll stay in the suite.” The air had become thick, hard to breath as you had started to feel uneasy for the first time in his presence.

“Oh no, I’ll just go back to my apartment. I’m sure I’ll be fine.” You nodded, more confidently than you felt.

“That wasn’t a request.” His statement was clear, cold, almost demanding you to obey, leaving you in a momentary state of shock. Never did he ever demand anything of anyone, not even his employees that he treated as colleagues, as friends. Yet here he was, demanding for you to stay in the large apartment that you hadn’t a clue existed until that very evening.

“Hyunwoo, you can’t keep me here.” It felt odd, calling this man by that name. he didn’t feel like the Hyunwoo you knew not long before. He actually seemed like the stoic figure you had met on that dark night. You feared it to be his true nature as you stared in his dark emotionless eyes as his body towered above yours.

“I can and I will.” With this statement he left the room, leaving you alone in the near dark.

You let out a breath you didn’t know you had been holding. You weren’t sure why you were suddenly so uneasy when he had entered the room. Being alone with him felt like you were in a room with a tiger. You had a sense of fear yet had no clue what you were fearful of.

The next few weeks he did as he had said and kept you in the suite. You hadn’t been outside since that day and there was always someone there with you. The door was even locked. Yet not once had you seen him. Not once had he visited let alone explained how long he was going to keep you there.

“I’m sure he’ll come to his senses soon. He cares for you, he just doesn’t know how to show it.” Hyungwon stated as he had noticed your frown.

“I want to get out of here Hyungwon.” You sighed “does he not see that keeping me locked up is madness.” In fast you were going mad. You had been keeping contact with your family, not wanting them to worry, but apart from that you didn’t have much to do but watch random dramas and videos online. You didn’t even have your own laptop. “Can’t you talk to him.”

Hyungwon stared at you blankly for a while before nodding. “I will.”

And you were sure that he did as Hyunwoo now stood before you, in the same spot you had been before, yet this time you were angry and he was clearly conflicted, not meeting your gaze. “I’m sorry.” He suddenly said. “I didn’t mean to harm you, I just didn’t want you getting hurt again.”

Suddenly the pieces fell into place, and you wondered why you hadn’t considered it before. He blamed himself for what had happened. For getting close to you and for letting you out of his sight. Yet in this moment you wanted nothing more than to leave and never return. Your eyes were drawn to the door he hadn’t locked after he entered. You were always hyperaware of the sound of the mechanism turning as they locked the door, so you were sure of it. So you slowly walked up to him, his saddened, guilt-ridden face almost making you hesitate as you walked on to leave trough the front door. Leaving behind the clothes he had bought you, the rooms you had been trapped in, and the broken man that wanted nothing more than your safety and happiness. Yet he had proven to himself he couldn’t give you either.

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Is there more to this story of the two silent lovers? Did Y/N truly decide to run before coming to the same point as Jaebum’s wife? or had that point already arived?

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Pairing: Shownu x Reader

Mafia!AU

Genre: Angst

Word count: 541

Warnings: none tbh

Prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5 , part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 part 10 

Hyunwoo had taken you as well as Jaebum to the building you had gotten so used to. Even though you had worked there for 2 months, you didn’t know this room they had taken you to even existed. Through the back door they led you upstairs to what you first thought would be regular apartments. Yet the first floor had been turned into what from the inside looks like a villa. There were offices, bathrooms quite possibly bedrooms, a large kitchen and you two were seated in the living room the size of a small apartment. “Who lives here?” You asked Minhyuk whe was seated with the both of you.

“We all do once in a while, sometimes we have guests staying here. People who need to get away for a while.” He nodded matter of fact.

“Away from what?” You wondered, still in the middle of taking in the room.

He shrugged in response “Whatever’s in their life.”

You heard Jaebum chuckle. And your gaze shifted to him.

“Why can’t you just tell her already.” He turned straight to you and before he could be stopped “We’re the f*cking mafia.” He deadpanned. You blinked a few times, unsure if you were to believe him. But he seemed so serious, and honestly with everything that had been going on the past 24 hours, it wasn’t hard to believe.

“We’re not the damn mafia.” Minhyuk seemed to be itching to slap him but decided not to.

“We might as well be! That’s what they’ll have everyone believe!” Jaebum abruptly rose from his seat, seeming in rage but you could see it was pure frustration once you looked closer. You decided to observe and learn what you could from the two men. You didn’t even have to ask as they both turned to you.

“Look,” Minhyuk started “They news isn’t as honest as you might want to believe.” He nodded hoping you’d understand “And neither are the politicians.” Jaebum added as Minhyuk confirmed with a nod.

“We protect those who fall victim to the corrupt system. Jaebum for example gives them a new identity, a disguise of some sort. We, of MX, take care of the legal shenanigans.” He explained as you blankly stared at him and listened.

“Thing is, even though we’re mostly not breaking the law.”

“Most of the time.” Jaebum added again.

“The government wants us gone. All of us, every organisation you saw at the party a while back. We go against the government, and that’s why we are seen as the mafia. But we truly believe this is the right thing to do.” Both of them stayed silent for a moment, awaiting your reaction. You were mulling this new information over in your head before speaking. “So, you’re saying, the government, the news, the police, they’re all corrupt? They’re wronging innocent people?” They both nodded and you went on “And your … organisations, help these people?” Again, they nodded. “Then, do you ever help bad people?” They looked at each other, both unsure of what to say. “It’s highly likely.” A voice came from behind you. There stood Jooheon against the doorframe. “People come to us for help. We do look into their cases, as we have some people in the police department, but we can’t be sure all of them were as innocent as they claimed. We defend people in the court of law that the law wants gone. Why they want them gone, we’re not always sure.”

You let out a deep sigh at this information. You were sure they didn’t have bad intentions, but that what they were doing was against the law was also plausible. “What about the guns?” You asked.

“Drastic measures for drastic situations. As I said, people want us gone, and people inside our groups could possibly get bribed or break under pressure. We need to be able to protect ourselves.” Minhyuk stated clearly. You could see they didn’t have their guns on them at that moment, or at least you didn’t think they did. You weren’t sure if that calmed you or frightened you more.

You stayed silent for another moment, until another thought struck you. “How did you know about my aunt?” You turned to Jaebum and he looked embarrassed in a way. “We have some people that are pretty good at finding that type of information.” He stated before his eyes widened in panic. “We weren’t actually planning to set anything on fire, we just needed you to come quietly. Ah, I really am stupid.” His hands ran trough his hair in added frustration. “And an emotional wreck.” Jooheon added earning a glare from Jaebum. Suddenly another figure joined you in the room. “Jaebum, she agreed to speak with you, she’ll let us know when. You should all get some rest in the rooms for now.” Hyunwoo’s voice came from behind you. They all nodded and left the room, But you stayed seated. Your eyes fixed on your hands as you didn’t dare to look up. What were you to do? What were you to say? were they really the good guys? Or was it all a well thought out story? Could you really go back like how you once were?

Did you still feel the same about hyunwoo after finding his hidden side?

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Do you guys believe they’re actually the good guys? What do you think Y/N will do?

♥ Thanks for reading!  ♥

Pairing: Shownu x Reader

Mafia!AU

Genre: Angst

Word count: 541

Warnings: none tbh

Prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5 , part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 , part 10 

You weren’t sure what he meant with ‘I’m taking what’s his’, But you were too scared to ask. The man stayed silent, going back to his chair. He looked at his computer monitor and back at you, an offsetting kind smile on his face.  He found it fitting to start talking to you, to pass the time. About rather random subjects at that. He spoke of the books in his book case, the writers he admired, his wife that you could see with a beaming smile in picture frames all over the room, even his odd profession in the fashion industry. He said he could make anyone look like a completely different being. 

“What did you always wish you looked like?” He questioned, looking you over once more. But you didn’t answer as a notification chimed from his pc, and he let out an annoyed sigh. “He’s early as usual.” He turned the screen for you too see. There stood all of your past colleagues at the front door, waiting not so patiently. “We’re making our exit sooner than expected.” He didn’t wait for a moment, grabbing your wrist and forcefully dragging you through the halls, away from where you had been before. He dragged you across the large estate, the yard further then you could se int the dark, oddly enough, none of the men you had seen before were still around.

“You can’t run Jaebum! Not with her!” Someone yelled from behind you. You whipped your head around, to see Jooheon and Hyunwoo standing there, side by side, guns pointed in your general direction. your eyes winded at the sight of these men in legal preffecions holding very illegal weaponry. The man turned around smugly and suddenly you were spun into his grasp. “Yes, I can. You wouldn’t be able to shoot without hitting your precious pet.” His grin was sickly wide, his eyes crazy yet a hint of agony hidden behind.

“They can’t, but we can.” Another two men appeared, not far to both sides of you. It was Minhyuk and Hyungwon . Kihyun and Changkyun (and Wonho … I’m not over it) soon joined and Jaebum knew he had no chance, yet he wasn’t the man to give up. That much you had figured. You soon felt icy cold metal rest firmly against your temple, and you knew exactly what it was. You wished to wiggle free but in the same moment feared for your life. A number of hot tears started streaming down your cheeks.

You wondered what if. What if you had tried to run earlier? What if you hadn’t been home? What if you hadn’t met these men who seemingly seemed to have gotten you in this situation? What if you never went to your aunt’s and just went to live with your parents instead? 

But that was not the case, all of those things had happened, and now this too was happening.

“You took everything away from me Shownu! Everything when you took my love! Now I’ll take Y/N away from you as well!” He yelled in despair. You felt the true pain in his words, you could nearly feel a sob from his chest that was pressed against your back.

“We didn’t take her from you Jaebum, she came to us. She wanted out. She felt trapped.” Hyunwoo stated loudly, obviously pained as he watched Jaebum’s every move, the gun still shakily placed on your temple.  

“You’re lying!” The gun moved from your temple to pointing in Hyunwoo’s direction.

“She didn’t know how to handle our world. She was scared of what might happen, not only to herself but to you as well. She loved you, just too much too stay with you.” Hyunwoo inched closer as he spoke “I can get you to speak with her one more time, if she’ll allow it. She’s safe, not too far from here actually. Just let Y/N go.” The man behind you shivered, with fear, with agony, with regret, possibly with many emotions. You felt wet drops fall to your shoulder.

It was raining.

Not from clouds above you.

But from those within the man’s heart.

A storm had been building for so long.

Grey hues had overtaken him.

But now it was pouring, and you hoped the storm would soon pass.

Without a second thought, you did the unthinkable. You turned in his grip, wrapping your arms around his neck in a hug you weren’t all too sure about. You felt him tense for a moment, but he oddly relaxed rather quickly. “This isn’t a solution.” You spoke. “This will not help you in your despair, this will only create more darkness, more pain in this world. I know you love her; from the way you spoke of her before. So take his offer, talk to her. Try to understand how she feels. No one deserves to be punished like this, not even you. Let go of your pain, let go of the thoughts that our crowding your mind. Look to the future. Let go.” With your words you heard a muffled thud as the gun dropped to the ground, you saw Minhyuk lower his gun, as the situation was slowly being controlled. The man in your arms that before seemed so dangerous now violently sobbing in your arms.

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Now I’m thinking of doing a (sort of) prequel on Jaebum and his wife. Let me know what you think! :) 

~HyeJin

♥ Thanks for reading!  ♥

Pairing: Shownu x Reader

Mafia!AU

Genre: Angst

Word count: 541

Warnings: none tbh

Prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5 , part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 , part 10

You had expected them to bring you to some dingy, grimy deserted building. Yet instead they had brought you to a rather big house, a villa almost. Yet it still didn’t seem very inhabited. Rooms were clean and empty, some men in dark suits walking around the halls but no one actually paying notice to you.

They halted in front of a large wooden door, knocking and waiting politely. You didn’t know what to do, where you were or what would happen to you, so you waited along in suspense.

“Come in.” A man called after a moment. The doors swung open and you were met with the dark eyes of the man sitting at the desk in the dimly lit room. Another shiver ran down your spine. He looked very intimidating as he walked up to you, eyes still locked on target. He was tall, possibly as tall as Hyunwoo, and his dark locks framed his cold expression.

He stopped in front of you. Another man studied your face, they all acted as if you were a prize, or a puzzle needing solving.

“Leave us for a moment.” The men bowed and walked out, closing the door on their way, leaving the room all the more darker. But his gaze never left you.

“What do you want from me?” You said, voice unwavering, emotionless. You were afraid that if you showed any emotion it would work in your disadvantage.

“Straight to the point huh.” A swift smile appeared on his face as he finally turned away from you, allowing you to breath. “Come, sit.” He motioned to the seat at the other side of his desk as he took his. You slowly made your way there, sitting down and looking back up to him. It was so dark you almost had to squint to see him.

“Oh, apologies, I dim the lights when I need to think.” He reached under his desk, adrenalin running trough your veins, never sure what might happen, until the light behind him surged to life. It took you a moment to adjust your eyes once more.

The man was smiling at you, not a sinister smile, almost a kind one. If you had met in different circumstances, you wouldn’t have thought he was up to any wrong. Then again you had misjudged once before, you thought you had to right to judge as such in this case.

“So, you want to know why you’re here.” You nodded as if he needed a response to know. He stood from his chair, pensively gazing over a few books and photographs. “You’re here to repay a dept.” He answered vaguely.

A dept? Was this about the renovation bill? But they said they knew Hyunwoo. It didn’t exactly seem they were very friendly either, so they likely weren’t planning to help you pay your dept.

“What debt?” you finally asked. “How much?” Your question made him laugh.

“A lot.” He walked towards you once more, leaning down to your level, his face inches from yours. “But, we’re not talking money like you might be thinking.” His lips formed to a smirk. He placed a light had on your cheek.

“He took what was mine, so I’m taking what’s his.”

♥ Thanks for reading!  ♥

Pairing: Shownu x Reader

Mafia!AU

Genre: definite Angst

Word count: 808

Warnings: threats of burning (?) It’s a mafia!AU, come on haha

Prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5 , part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 , part 10

You had fallen into the same routine. Look for a job, get interviewed for a job, get rejected because you didn’t have a car or some other reason they saw you unfit for, eat food not so great for you because you were on your own anyway, scroll through social media and watch drama.

That was just about a summary of your life.

It had only been a week since you got back, and it already felt like you had never left in the first place. The only thing different being the short conversations you would have with Hyunwoo over text. In all honesty he was too awkward to talk over the phone.

You didn’t mind it that way, but it made you realise how much of your relationship, if you could call it that, was just sitting together in comfortable silence.

You turned over onto your back, letting your phone drop to the mattress, and let out a deep sigh. Not a sigh of sadness, or content, or frustration, just a deep meaningless breath as you stared up to the ceiling.

You listened to the sounds around you, closing your eyes.

The tacking of rain on your window, the heating blowing hot air into your room, the cars driving passed outside, the dogs barking, people talking through the thin walls, an occasional door closing, and a knock. Several knocks.

You opened your eyes again, sitting up slowly, waiting to hear if there would be another one, and if it was at your door. When you finally realised it was, you slowly made your way there, the soles of your slippers scrapping on the floor as you tiredly made your way there. When you opened the door, there were three young men standing before you. The tiredness fleeted you at the sight of them.

“Are you Y/N?”

“Yes.” You nodded in confusion. He signalled to the men behind him.

“Don’t mind if we come in do you?” They all pushed past you, there was no way you saw of stopping them. Fear filled you up, but you tried not to let it show.

“I very much do actually. Do you mind me asking what you are doing here?” Your tone sounded angered, or annoyed, you weren’t sure. You were just glad it didn’t quiver. You held the door open in your hand, but the men stayed quiet, motioning for you to close the door. “No, either you get out or say what you have to say. And I’d much prefer the first one.” You stated. But the man who had spoken before stood up slowly and walked over to you. He stopped close in front of you, closing the door himself and you didn’t dare to protest. He walked closer to you, until your back was flush against the door.

“Now, I’m going to tell you what’s going to happen, because I’m not a patient man and my patience is already being tested by your pretty little being. You’re going to come with us, very calmly. You won’t yell, you won’t run, you won’t make this difficult for us in any way. Because if you do, we will set your building on fire, along with your aunt’s.” You stared up at him in horror. You did believe every word he said, but you were also scared of what might happen to you.

You swallowed with some difficulty; your throat dry. “Who are you?” You managed to ask.

“We’re friends of your boyfriend’s.” He shrugged.

“I don’t have a boyfriend.” You stated, with some regret as he scowled.

“Yes, of course. Then, of your very close acquaintance Hyunwoo. Better?” He gave you a sickly grin.

You paused for a moment, looking away from the man, as he still held you in a prison of his arms and the door.

“He would never be friends with the likes of you.” You protested with a mumble.

“Oh sweet, sweet, baby.” He took your chin between two fingers, making you look up at him. He harshly moved your face right to left as if he were studying you.

“He is the likes of me.” His icy voice and his breath on you face made a shiver run down your spine and you pinched your eyes closed, hoping when you’d open them again, they’d be gone.

Yet, they quickly snapped back open as a hard smack came across your cheek, not hard enough to hurt, but enough to scare you. “Now go.”

You did as you were told, taking your shoes and opening the door, seeing no other way. You didn’t want anyone to die. Maybe everything would be fine, if you just listened to them.

Maybe they wouldn’t hurt you, maybe they wouldn’t hurt your family, maybe Hyunwoo would come and find you wherever they were taking you.

Maybe was good enough.

♥ Thanks for reading!  ♥

Pairing: Shownu x Reader

Mafia!AU

Genre: fluff

Word count: 746

Warnings: none (yet)

Prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5 , part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 , part 10

You lay in bed, early morning, sun barely rising. The mattress was soft, like the sating sheets that lay across your bare skin, like the rays of sun shining through the window, like the sound of his breath that fanned across your neck, like his touch instinctively running along your skin. You were still there, in his apartment, in his bed, in his arms. And you couldn’t pry yourself away from there. Because it warmed your heart and brightened your soul, during these cold dark winter months. Because he did.

His eyes gently opened. He blinked the sleep from his eyes before they met yours.

You hadn’t noticed you were staring at him, perched on your elbow, before they did. “Good morning” his voice husky, even more so than usual, almost making you forget to answer. “Morning.” You mumbled as you lay back down next to him with a sigh. He didn’t speak for a while, neither did you, as you just enjoyed the moment.

“What are we doing?” You asked, you didn’t regret anything, you just questioned the future. It took him a while to answer, his forehead scrunched lightly but his frown didn’t look concerned as much as it looked pensive.

“We’re enjoying … each other. No matter what might come, now is what matters. We’re doing what we should in this moment.” You registered his poetic words for a moment, before a chuckle escaped. “That’s not vague at all.” Your grin widened as you leaned down leaving a peck on his lips. “Enjoy the moment.” You nodded.

And you did enjoy the moment, up until the moment ended. Your apartment was finished, and your contract, and you feared your relationship with Hyunwoo as well. Yes you’d keep in touch, but the way your relationship was, you doubted you would seem like any more than friends. No one knew about your relationship either, so maybe that’s what you were.

“I’ll drive you home.” Hyunwoo smiled, hands holding your arms. You went to protest but were soon stopped as he took your bag from you and already walked to his car that stood down the street. “Well wait a second, let me say goodbye first.” You laughed and turned back to your aunt. She immediately went to hug you, having gotten a lot closer than you were before.

“Come visit me when you can okay?” He hands ran across your back firmly.

“I will, imo. I first need to find another job.” You laughed, before releasing from her grip. You had to get going if you wanted to be there before dark.

“Go inside, it’s freezing, I’ll call you when I get there.” You urged and so she did, a visual shiver running along her body. You waved and jogged over to Hyunwoo’s car.

All too soon, your out-dated apartment building came into view.

“You sure you’ll be okay?” He asked looking up at the building.

“I’ve been fine thus far haven’t I?” you poked and he nodded with an almost pained smile. “You want to come up and look? I haven’t even seen it myself yet.”

The two of you made your way up to the third floor. You struggled dragging your bag with you as you refused to let him carry it for you. When you finally reached your door, you had to catch your breath for a moment. He chuckled at the sight and took the key from your hands to open your door.

It pushed open smoothly, without the loud creaking you were used to. It was an entirely different place. You breathed out in a sound of amazement and Hyunwoo followed you in. Yet you soon noticed the bright white letter at your door.

You ripped it open, not surprised of what was inside.

“I can’t pay that.” You mumbled to yourself, but of course Hyunwoo had heard you now looking over your shoulder at the large amount stated on the letter.

“I can pitch in if you need me to.” You quickly hid the paper behind your back, not that it would change a thing. “I’ll be fine. I’m sure I’ll have a job in no time.”

He stayed over for a bit, partly to make sure you’d eat something proper without worry. But as soon as the food was gone, so was he. He had to go to work the next day after all. You gazed out the window as his car drove away, out of your view.

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Pairing: Shownu x Reader

Mafia!AU

Genre: Fluff

Word count: 955

Warnings: none (yet)

Prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5 , part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 , part 10

You dreaded the day you could go back home. You had built more of a life here than you had at home. You had a proper paying job, colleagues that are decent even though they’re a bit odd, and … someone you had fallen for. But you couldn’t just move to the city just like that. You had one more contract of a month to go trough and then you’d be out of there. You considered keeping the job, but you’d have to dive an hour to get there and seeing the hours you did it wouldn’t be ideal.

“What are you thinking about.” Your hair got pushed out of your face and your attention pulled back to the man in front of you.

“Nothing really. Just the move.” You smiled at Jooheon. He had invited you out for a drink seeing you both got half a day off. He raised an eyebrow.

“Does it concern you that much?” He chuckled, referring to the frown that had probably left permanent wrinkles on your forehead.

“In a way.” You tried to joke, but it came out dead serious.

“Look, it’s better to live out of the city. It’s a lot safer there, and I bet a lot nicer. I’m just the unlucky guy that decided to work in a law company.” He winked.

“I feel safe here though.” You smiled, “With … you guys around.” Even if Hyunwoo didn’t walk you home, one of the others would. You weren’t sure if Hyunwoo told them to though. You did find out he was the boss of the company, so it would make sense.

“So, what’s new with you?” You changed the subject with a shake of your head.

“Do you really think we have a life outside the office.” He said making you chuckle “No honestly, I haven’t been doing much lately. I went paintballing last week though. Look at this.” He rolled up his sleeve to reveal a large purple and yellow bruise on his forearm, he looked rather proud of it as well. You looked at it a bit shocked. You had such a professional view of them all, so it was a bit weird to see him enjoy such a hobby. “You should see my chest.” He winked, making a light hue of pink develop on your cheeks.

“Hey Y/N.” you looked up to see hyunwoo towering above you both “Jooheon.” He greeted with a nod. “Don’t mind if I steal her right.” He gave neither of you a chance to do or say anything before he pulled you along. You gave a quick wave to Jooheon and followed.

“Let’s go … have a date.” He suddenly stated as you walked side by side.

“Now?” He nodded in response. “I’m not exactly dressed for the occasion.”

“Well, how about movie date at my house then.” He was so forward about it all of a sudden, as if he hadn’t a moment to waste. What was practically true. Yet you agreed. A movie night with him did sound nice.

The two of you had an odd relationship. You both knew you had feelings for each other, you both knew it was a bad idea, but you also did nothing to go against those feelings. He now even asked you out on a date.

Oddly enough you felt rather comfortable even at his house. You had gotten to know this stoic man as a tall kind-hearted one. He never made you feel uneasy after that first night you met. “How about some drinks?” He walked into the room with a few bottles of soju and some snacks to get trough the night. He had told you to go sit down on the couch. You stomach growled at the sight it.

Of course, he noticed. “Haven’t you had dinner yet?” He questioned, and he shook your head. He let a sigh escape, “Can’t trust that guy with anything.” He mumbled, getting up to get his phone. “How about I order noodles.”

“Oh no, you don’t have to, I’ll be fine.” You smiled honestly. He raised an eyebrow, walking up to you, and suddenly a menu was in your hand.

He urged you with a nod, as if encouraging to pick anything you’d like.

So, you spent the evening eating noodles and watching movies. You had moved to a heap of pillows on the floor as the sofa wasn’t big enough for the two of you to lay down on, and you had dosed off.

When you woke up from your short nap and noticed the darkness outside and the credits rolling on the screen, your first thought was of your aunt. She must have been worried sick.

“It’s late, I should” You sounded just as groggy as you felt, possibly having had one too many glasses to still be sober. A hand rested on your shoulder before you could get up. “I already texted your aunt. Don’t worry.” You looked behind you and there he lay, head perched on his hand almost in a seductive pose.

“You have her number?” You asked confused.

“No.” You unlocked your phone and looked at your messages. And indeed there was a text to your aunt saying ‘Staying over at Hyungwoo’s xoxo’

“Am I now?” You smirked, laying back down. You realised the way you had been sleeping, it was almost as if you were spooning. If only you were a bit closer. So now you lay on your back, looking up at him, your shoulder against his solid chest.

“I mean it would be irresponsible of us to walk to your place after we’ve been drinking.” He smiled and you nodded, a bit exaggerated, in agreement.

“So, how about we go to bed?” He teased, a small smirk on his features.

“Hyunwoo,” You gasped dramatically “You’ve got me all wrong. I’m not like that.” But the grin on your face betrayed you.

“Aren’t you?” His face inched closer ever so slowly, blood rushed to you face and through the rest of your body as you started to feel hot “You sure?” you nodded again, a bit less confident this time. He stopped leaning down right when your faces were mere millimetres apart. “Only for you.” You sighed before connecting your lips with his. You weren’t sure if it was the alcohol, or the fact that you were all alone in a dark room, but there was no hesitation as the kiss became needy and heated. You could feel the light pressure of his body leaning into yours as his hands roamed from your shoulder to your hips never settling in one place for too long, but never nearing where you secretly wanted him most. He pulled away for only a moment, both of your breaths heavy as they tangled together.

“You’re mine, for as long as we can. You’re mine.” It was a clear statement, sealed with another heated kiss.

- 

I didn’t want to end this chapter on another kiss, but it was getting too long so, here we are again. Another cliché chapter ending. Hope you’re enjoying it so far.

Also, I haven’t been writing for over a year so please bare with me. I’ll get back on track soon. <3

~HyeJin

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Pairing: Shownu x Reader

Mafia!AU

Genre: fluff

Word count: 955

Warnings: none (yet)

Prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5 , part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 , part 10

Both of you knew it was a bad idea to date. Both of you had your reasons that you may or may not communicate to the other. So you kept it to that single kiss and continued as you were before. But as time passed, every single time you went to the coffeeshop after work would feel more like a date. You wouldn’t stick to getting a drink and walking home. Sometimes you would opt for staying there to have a cup, or two. After a while you wouldn’t just finish up and leave, but you’d linger, talking for a little bit longer. He was surprisingly easy to talk to at that. You barely talked about your personal lives, yet always found interesting subjects.

So now, for some reason, you were dressing up to go out to a corporate party. To celebrate god knows what. Hyunwoo had asked you to come, as an employee of course, but also with him. The whole situation just made you more confused and conflicted than anything before. Even the kiss was less confusing.

He came to pick you up, complemented you, brought you a rose, drove you there, offered to link arms, and stayed with you the entire evening. All just as colleagues.

At the beginning of the evening Kihyun came to greet you both. It was a large venue packed with people, more than you had ever seen at the company, and you were surprised he even noticed you that quickly.

“Hyunwoo, Y/N, what a surprise to see you both here.” He grinned “You mind if I spoke with Hyunwoo for a moment. Just business stuff I want to get out of the way.” He asked you and left you alone as they spoke.

“Why on earth would you bring her here?” He yelled in a hushed manner.

“Why not, it’s not like we’re discussing business here?” The man looked unbothered by the comment, truly not seeing a problem.

“Hyunwoo, for one, it’s not a good idea to just date in the first place and secondly this party is filled with all allied groups, but it might not stay that way.” He hissed between his teeth.

“It will be fine.” Hyunwoo muttered, looking over at you. He couldn’t find it within himself to say you weren’t dating. He’d just have to keep you safe.

“I hope you’re serious about this girl. We’re not taking some fling under our protection.” Kihyun muttered, walking away.

“I am.”

Hyunwoo joined you again where you were standing. He was secretly glad no one had approached you, looking the way that you were. After a while of chatting with random people, talking to you colleagues Jooheon and Changkyun and casually chatting with Hyunwoo, you well into a silence taking in the scene.

“How about we get out of here?” Hyunwoo leaned down to your level to speak quietly. The party was quite stuck up and barely anything was going on. Everyone was just talking and drinking.

“Sounds good.” You responded and took his arm so the both of you could walk out.

You strolled down the empty street in the cold winter air. You let out a laugh.

“That party was horrible.” You giggled, a slight bit tipsy.

“Yeah, I’m not the best host.” He chuckled. And you turned to him, still walking.

“That was your party?” You pointed accusingly. He nodded. “Next time, let me do the party planning.” He had caught up with you and you poked his stomach, which was surprisingly hard may I add.

He took your wrists in his hands, pulling you towards him, both your steps stilling.

“I’ll be sure to do that.” He smiled. You had come to a halt merely centimetres away from him, having to look up to see his face. His hands trailed from your wrists, up your arms, to your shoulders, and finally your neck.

“Stop me.” He whispered, eyes threatening to close as he stared into yours. Lips nearly touching as you could feel his breath on your skin.

“I won’t.” You stated, having longed for him all this time. He closed the gap and gently kissed you. The both of you stood in the middle of the street once more, showing how much you truly longed for one another. You felt him release his grip a little, slowly inching away, but you wouldn’t let him. You laced your hands trough his hair letting the kiss grow more desperate.

“Let us at least enjoy this until I have to move back to my apartment.” You said as soon as you broke apart. Many emotions flashed through his eyes, but you could make out none. Until he nodded and kissed you once again. You never thought such a seemingly emotionless man could poor all his heart into one kiss. Yet he did.

“Would you like to come up?” You asked out of the blue. Only now did he notice you were only a few buildings away from yours.

“Your aunt?” He wasn’t sure if that would be the best idea.

You nodded in response, with a giggle at your offer. That would have been awkward.

“Well, you better take me on a real date then, next time.” You said, only half joking.

“I promise I will.” He smiled, yet you could see some pain behind his grimace right as you turned to go inside.

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Pairing: Shownu x Reader

Mafia!AU

Genre: getting fluffy

Word count: 651

Warnings: none (yet)

Prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5 , part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 , part 10

You were working intently, eyes fixed on the computer screen. At least that’s what you were pretending to do. In all honestly you never had much work. Whenever a new appointment came in, you’d plan it in. Whenever a client walked in, you’d show him where to be. Whenever there was the smallest spec of dirt, you’d clean the entire room. You’d ask for more work but having read your contract, there wasn’t much else you’d be allowed to do. Even picking up phone calls was off limits.

You let out a deep sigh, glancing over at the door that lead to their offices. You were waiting for Hyunwoo to walk out, to go have your evening beverage, but he seemed to be working late. Two hours had passed and still no sign of him. At the thought of it another sigh left your lips and you let your head rest on your desk.

“I should have just left two hours ago.” You mumbled.

“Why didn’t you?” You hadn’t even heard a sound.

“Hyunwoo!” You shot up, almost falling from your seat. “I was, uhm, lost in work.” You nodded. At which Hyunwoo raised a brow. Obviously, he didn’t believe that, you wouldn’t even believe that knowing the type of boring work you did.

“Come on, it’s late, I’ll walk you home.” You nodded. Still getting mesmerized by the looks of the man. And as he turned, you could have sworn he was wearing makeup. His skin was so smooth.

You gathered your things and almost ran after him, seeing he was already near the entrance.

The both of you walked in a comfortable silence. Your shoes cracked the freshly fallen snow and a shiver went down your spine. Naturally Hyunwoo noticed, taking of his scarf and putting it around your neck. “Oh no, you don’t have to do that.” You uttered. But he held his hand there for a moment so you couldn’t take it off. A small smile crept on your face and you weren’t sure if you were blushing because of the intense cold.

“Do you like me.” He asked out of the blue. You looked up at him, trying to make sure if you heard him correctly. “Excuse me?”

He stopped you in your track and stood in front of you.

“Do you like me?” He asked again, his face completely serious.

“Well, uhm, yes, I mean, it’s no…” “Stop.” He interrupted your words as soon as he had heard enough. “What?” You breathed, a small vapor of white air and disbelief rolling of your lips.

“Stop liking me, I’m not … that good a guy.” He struggled to find the right words but opted for some vague ones.

“In my opinion you’re a great guy, and a gentleman. And there are more reasons that I shouldn’t like you. We work together, and I’m leaving in less than a month. But I can’t just stop liking you.” You reasoned; net even embarrassed about liking him anymore. You didn’t even know it before that moment and now it was just rolling of the tongue as if it were nothing.

His face looked pained, he visually swallowed, and he stepped closer, now towering above you. “Just, … please, stop.” He nearly begged “Because I can’t.”

You knew exactly what he meant. There were reasons you couldn’t be together, so why just not just do the logical thing and stop. But neither of you found it within yourselves to do so. So, you did the next best thing. You stood on your toes, reaching out for him, and connected your cold lips to his. Your hand on his now bare neck stopping him from pulling back. At least that’s what he told himself when he deepened the kiss. The world fading more into darkness than it already had. There was only him, and you, and the cold air whizzing past.

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I noticed that your request fitted with the plot of this story. So decided to make this into the story for #fulllove. I hope you like it!! :)

Pairing: Shownu x Reader

Mafia!AU

Genre: none really, just a setup for the story, but angst & fluff on the way

Word count: 955

Warnings: none (yet)

Prologue, part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5 , part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 , part 10

A few days in, you got a phone call from the renovation company saying they had found signs of fungus and rotting. So, by result, it would take at least a month to get the place in order. You rented the apartment so barely had to pay a thing, but now you could see the price tag rising. You were out of a job, got set out of your apartment for renovations, living mostly off your aunt and just didn’t know what to do. To say you were desperate was an understatement.

“Where are you going?” Your aunt asked after breakfast. You had dressed up more than usual and draped your bag around your shoulder.

“Jobhunting.” You smiled before making your way out. You knew that not permanently living in the city wouldn’t be a help in finding a job, but you desperately needed one.

“Would you be willing to work for us for over a year?” probably not.

“Where would you see yourself in 10 years?” I have no idea.

“Why do you want this job?” I need the money.

These were not the answer you gave, obviously. But even the answers you gave didn’t seem to land you the job. They didn’t seem interested anyway.

“I’m sorry, we’re not taking anyone right now.” The owner of a local coffee shop stated apologetically. You sighed.

“You looking for a job?” A voice sounded as a hand reached for the freshly made coffee. You turned to see the man who had guided you home the week before. You timidly nodded in response. “They’re looking for an assistant where I work, could try your luck there.” He was far from the charismatic man you had met that night. He was rather quiet and seemed stoic even. Barely meeting your gaze.

“You work at the law firm down the block, right?” He gave you a quick nod in confirmation. He was about to walk away until he spoke one last time. “Oh, and be honest, they have no need for suck ups.”

You made your way to the firm and looked up at the tall building.

‘MX-corporation’ It said in large golden letters on the front. You let out a deep breath and pushed open the glass doors and walked right up to the main desk. But no one was there, in fact the whole building seemed vacant

“Hello!?” You called.

A man entered at your call from a door further down. You did not seem to be who he had expected. “Good evening.” He raised an eyebrow, and you only now realised how late it was. “Oh, uhm, Hyunwoo said there was a position open for an assistant. But I didn’t realise how late it was, I can come back tomorrow.” You all but stuttered, a little ashamed. He was probably on his way home when you bumped into him.

“That’s alright.” The man smiled “That empty seat needs to be filled as soon as possible. It’s quite the problem as you may have noticed.” He walked up to you sluggishly, hands in his pockets.

“Lee Minhyuk.” He introduced, holding out his hand for you to shake.

“L/N Y/N.” You smiled, he motioned for you to follow him and led you to an office, where he had just come from.

You decided to follow Hyunwoo’s advice and just tell the truth. It didn’t feel right, telling someone you didn’t actually care about the job you were applying for, just the money. But as Minhyuk clapped his hands together you were shown that honesty can work.

“If you can start working tomorrow, then here is your contract.” He placed the contract on the desk in front of you along with a pen.

You started reading, and he leaned back in his chair that tilted with his weight, his feet resting against the desk. “Good, always read contracts trough. Don’t forget the smaller lines.” He said pointedly.

“Why am I sworn to secrecy?” You wondered with a frown. “I’m just a secretary.”

“It’s in the word isn’t it?” He joked “No, but you never know what you might pick up while working in a law firm. And we need to be able to promise our clients full confidentiality.” His reasoning seemed fair, along with the rest of the contract, and so you signed. Above all the contract was monthly. So, every month it could be renewed, or you could just leave, as long as you swore secrecy.

It was the perfect opportunity.

So there you sat, every single day, from morning till evening. You honestly didn’t have much work. You were in charge of the planning, letting people in, showing them to where they needed to be, serving drinks and sometimes cleaning up the place.  You honestly got payed way too much for the work you were doing. Sometimes you’d let people in but wouldn’t see them again on their way out. But you knew there was a back entrance, so you didn’t think much of it.

The men you worked with, or for, were quite delightful, and you didn’t mind seeing hyunwoo more often either. You’d almost say you had a crush on the tall stoic yet friendly man. Almost. You were an adult after all.

“Y/N. You leaving too? Want to get a coffee together?” You were packing up your bag one late evening when Hyunwoo approached you. You honestly didn’t understand his need for coffee that late in the day, but would opt for a tea and accepted his offer.

From there on, you’d often join him after work and he’d walk you home every evening. To make sure you safely returned to your doorstep. You felt safe in this large city with him around.

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