Daddy's Little Puddle

a few weeks ago i had a really bad migraine and Daddy insisted i go to bed early and alone so i could get some rest. He told me i could even touch myself and cum, to make sure i fell sound asleep. i couldnt believe it, if the pain wasnt soooo bad i wouldve been so excited. He took me to bed and tucked me in, and i immediately started playing with myself.

i rubbed and rubbed, but evry time i got close, all i could think about was a really dirty bit of sexting we had while i was at work recently. the one thing from that conversation that rushed in and took over my mind was "you're not going to cum on your own for the rest of your life"

and even though i had permission, that thought stopped me evry. single. time. it just stopped me cold becuz the idea of staying wet, warm, and horny for Daddy felt too good to stop. and at sum point, i just...drifted off to sleep

the next day i didnt even remember any of this happened. i felt a little better and had no memory of trying to cum until Daddy asked if i did. lying never even occurred to me. i told Daddy exactly what happened. He laughed to Himself, and seeing Him laugh at me for failing to cum made me even wetter.

last weekend we had plans for me to get stoned and worship Daddy and i had to do all these things first and then shower and evrything

Daddy got so mad at me for taking too long, He started snapping at me and being kinda mean and i just lost all desire to suck anymore so i actually tried to refuse

it obviously didnt work - He easily overpowered me and explained that im His toy and i dont get to decide when im used any more than my butt plug gets to decide when i use it

i wanted to fight it so so bad, i swear...but by the time He pushed His Cock down my throat i was dripping wet

Like Daddy said, it felt so much better to be an obedient fucktoy then to be a brat trying to keep Daddy from feeling good. i was pretending it didnt feel better but sumthing deep inside me knew

and it felt like that feeling took over my whole body, just like fully belonging to Him. i didnt mean it when i tried to resist - i could never say no to Daddy and actually mean it becuz obeying Daddy feels sooooooo much better

this weekend ended my first ever Locktober. Daddy wanted to celebrate (or punish my needy pussy? still not sure) by breaking His record for most cummies in a day - previously 25, which seems fake unless uv been trained to cum on command 💦 🤤

Several hours and what had to be gallons of my juices later, i think we stopped at 46 🫣 im so so grateful that Daddy let me cum but the crazy thing is the first couple times, even tho i wanted it more than iv ever wanted anything, i almost felt, idk, like disappointed?

No, not disappointed...is itp guilty? like it felt soooo good to finally get the release id been craving but it didnt feel as mind blowing as i thought it would becuz i knew, like really knew in evry single part of me, that i did not deserve it

On Day 26 of total denial and i really really think Daddy might be about to break me for good. yesterday i was sucking Daddys Cock and He pushed my head all the way down, immediately pushing me to the edge, my brain just barely hanging on as my throat pussy throbbed over and over 🤤 my eyes started to roll back and Daddy said He would finally let me cum, just once, becuz I really deserved it! 💖💦😂

i felt goosebumps spread across my body in excitement. He asked if He let me cum, if i could do it, and i furiously nodded and bobbed my head. and then, just as i thought i was going to explode...He said no and held my head down on His Cock and i tried so hard to just go for it and push myself that last bit over the edge. but Daddys pussy wouldnt cum, it couldnt disobey its master, it's creator. it had no choice. i have no choice. i need to obey.

so for awhile now Daddys been reminding me that while i love sucking His Cock and being used any way He feels like using me, my ass is definitely my favorite hole.

and maybe all the denial is finally just getting to me, but as Daddy was using my ass a couple nights ago, i had the thought that i just love that sensation so much, like Daddy was reaching deep inside me to my very core and iv just never, ever felt pleasure like that before. i never wanted it too end.

it took every cell in my body not to cum. i was so close to the edge, and i truly didnt think i could control it... luckily my body knows i dont deserve to cum unless Daddy wants me to and i was never in control of His holes 💕

~11 years since He collared me

~6 years since i started worshiping Him like He deserves

~3 years since we got married

~1 year, 3 days since i gave up cumming on my own

~14 days since Daddy last let me cum