Nothing Lasts Forever

i just have this persistent feeling of “i’m not doing enough” combined with “i don’t have the energy to do anything” and it just really fucking sucks

do you get reminded of me as much as i get reminded of you?

P L E A S E C O M E B A C K

my version of you in my head is not the same as who you are now

it feels like i’m not allowed to be hurting.

do u ever just get waves of missing someone? like you’ll go for a while and be ok and then all of a sudden ur heart hurts

missing the person who hurt u the most is one of the worst feelings like u abandoned me why do i miss u n want the best for u???

i live to love and please. i don’t know who i am if i’m not hopelessly infatuated with someone, anyone.

Yeah, they should’ve treated you better. They should’ve cared more. But they didn’t and they don’t, and your life keeps moving forward.

a concept: being with someone, that won’t give up on you.

i hate the fact that i’m so dammaged i can’t fully have fun without feeling like absolute shit