FUCK

davidalvarez: i know you do, baby, don't be so hard on yourself

davidalvarez: or we could keep it and remember it is a good day as well

“Are you kidding me? Those are nerves I will never forget about, I was so shaky and I almost dropped the ring as I slid it on your finger,” he said with a laugh “Thank you and of course I’ll go with you and we can vlog those too, well for the most part,” he said “You’re not? Is there something you’d like to do?”

“Oh yes, that is the first video for sure, I get that question all the time too and I think it’ll be nice to live that memory over again,” David said with a smile as he leaned his forehead against hers. “I just want to make sure you and baby are good, my overprotectiveness is kicking in,”

“Just show the real us, how it really is day to day with us,” David said with a smile as he wrapped his arms around Jazmine kissing her shoulder, “Hmm, good question, maybe we should post it out on twitter and have people give us suggestions,” he said “We should make you a doctors appointment,”

“Baby, lets do a family channel, how cute would that be? People are always asking for vlogs with the boys,” David said “I’ll come up with a design for a graphic and we can sit down and have people ask us and the boys questions, it’ll be cute,” he said as he leaned over putting his hand on her abdomen and kissed her cheek “I love you both so much,” he said softly feeling the little bit of a curve “Do you know exactly how far along you are?”

David smiled and rested his hand on Jazmine’s back “You could’ve come talked to me about video ideas, Jaz, you know I’m good at that kinda stuff,” he said softly as he took her hand into his. “I love you so much, just don’t do that to me again, please?”

David looked at Jazmine “I needed time to cool down, I didn’t want to talk when I was at the height of feeling all the emotions that coursed through my body like a hurricane,” he said “Well I know now and that’s the important part of it, I believe you, I was just a little butt hurt but now that I know the truth, we can talk,”

“What are you talking about? Don’t be ridiculous, you’re sleeping in bed with me,” David said as he walked back over to the bed “I was in the bathroom and I noticed something in the trash, I knew it was a real one so tell me, are you actually pregnant for real and this test is a hundred percent like you went out and bought at a store, opened it, came home and peed on it,”

“Are you just gonna stand outside or are you gonna come in and get ready for bed?” David asked as he paused the show he was watching and got up walking to the door leaning against the frame as he looked at Jazmine and sighed. “We need to talk about what happened earlier”

“Hey good job you two, now it’s pajama time,” the male said as he took his youngest first to get changed into his pajamas and tucked him in “mama will be in, in a minute to say goodnight,” he said kissing his sons forehead “goodnight little bear,” he said as he walked into the other room of his oldest who was already in his pajamas “You’re growing big and strong without me, dude,” he said as he tucked his son in and kissed his forehead. “Mama will be in soon for you too,” the male said as he left his sons room and into his own bedroom where he put his pajamas on and jumped into the bed turning on Netflix.

David walked downstairs and into the living room picking up both boys “You heard mom you two, bed time but we gotta clean those teeth first,” he said carrying them into the bathroom getting their toothbrushes ready. “Alright you two you know what to do,” he said handing the toothbrushes to each of the boys. 

David put his hand over his mouth as he tried to focus on his work but he couldn’t. He laid back the back of his chair and put his feet up on his desk putting his hands over his face, he knew he had to go talk to Jazmine but he just need to cool down for a moment.

“Wait, what?” David said as he looked at her “Is this fake?” he asked rolling his eyes trying to hide his disappointment. “Was this for a video?” he asked tossing the fake test on the bed. “Funny, yeah,” David said walking out of the room and back into his editing room where he sat down in the gaming chair and sniffled bouncing his leg a little bit as he went back to editing his video.

When Jazmine handed David the pregnancy test he looked up at her and smiled “No way, really?” he asked putting his hand over his mouth he stood up and wrapped his arms around her putting his head on her shoulder. “We’re having another, baby, Jaz,” he said picking her up a little bit

David was editing when he heard Jazmine call for him, he got up from his chair and walked in the bedroom. “What’s up, babe?” the man asked running his hand through his hair as he sat down on the bed and looked up at the woman, a little bit nervous about what she was about to say.

davidalvareeezy: listen i can't risk that, jaz, i just can't