Dear Luxor, @luxoracademy @luxorstarters @luxorgossip
This is a letter for anyone in Luxor and anyone thinking of joining. Iâm sure there will be some sort of letter from the Admins saying this isnât true and I am just a disgruntled member. But, I am a disgruntled member and the Admins are why I am disgruntled. I joined Luxor June 1st of 2020 and it was an amazing experience at first but I soon realized there were many problems.Â
The first problem with Luxor is one they have suffered from before and supposedly âfixedâ which in reality they hadnât. This RP suffers from cliques and it stems from the Admins. The Admins generally âpickâ who they enjoy and only seem to talk to those specific people and even create separate chats with those people. I have tried to rp with the admins and none of them have seemed to care enough to continue threads or interact with members unless itâs those they like the best of all of the members.Â
Iâll be the first to admit the first time I cried and had a panic attack about this RP was my own fault. I didnât realize I would be triggered and when it came up the Admin I contacted was helpful even though I was drunk at the time. This was June 2nd.
In the first weeks, June 14th, I was at Luxor the Admins gave me a âwarningâ because another person in the Rp complained about me to the Admins and they took that personâs word over my own. In fact the Admins didnât even ask for my opinion on the matter or for my side of the story. The following of this paragraph will be explaining what happened in my own words. This problem started without my knowing and I was not a part of the RPG. People that I knew who were a part of Luxor were talking about a specific person because they didnât understand a character. The person who had been there the longest had a falling out with myself and a few others and decided to blame us for their own words and judgment. This was the moment I knew something was wrong with this RP and I had a panic attack because of all of this. This was June 12th.
The next few weeks would be filled with problems of trying to RP with specific people and realizing only so many of this RP actually were okay with interacting with newbies. I thought this would go away in time but it did not. Still I held out because the people I had met were wonderful and brilliant people and despite the RPâs problems I like the friends I had made along the way. I did notice early on that some people didnât have to follow the rules to the precise letter and others did. I summed this up to those people being new and the others werenât. The Admins especially do not want to interact with new people and expect those new people to follow their rules while the Admins themselves do not have to follow the rules.Â
A few months later, October 2nd, the Admins would try to solve problems by asking for their members' concerns. I gave mine and the Admins generally told me no and dismissed my concerns, and comments. One of these problems is the fact that their own banner is one of their FCs. If that doesnât say this is the main character of an RP Iâm not sure what does. Customarily, I am used to no FCs being used on any banner, header, or icon. Luxor does not follow this unspoken rule.
On December 28th a discord event happened. The Admins dropped one secret and that frustrated some people. Because of this Anons were sent to the main and the admins got upset. Specifically Nora. The last time secrets were released, 10 secrets were released and I like others expected this secret drop to be the same amount. I am not going to apologize for any of the messages, in frustration people do dumb things and it is something people have to deal with. Because of these messages Luxor was completely shut down and the Admins expected those who had sent the anons to come forward. Thus was the start of a witch hunt.Â
It took two days for the Admins to âfind someoneâ and blame them for the messages. To this person I owe you the biggest apology. You were given the harshest punishment for being upset and I know that never feels good. I also owe someone else an apology, to you my friend I am so sorry. I never want you to feel the way I made you feel, you have amazing characters and you are someone I trust and I broke that. I hope someday you can trust me again, you and the person who was blamed are the victims here and I am so sorry. I never meant for anyone to get hurt.
Since June 1st I have had multiple panic attacks and moments when I have been in tears frustrated over Luxorâs Admins. The people I have met in Luxor have been amazing most of the time but those who ended up close to the Admins and icing the rest of the RP have been the reason why I am writing this letter. To those who did not see this coming and I consider my friends I am sorry this seems sudden but my health is more important than the people whoâve given me multiple panic attacks. For my friends always feel you can reach out to me on Discord, I do still want to be your friend and wish you the best.Â
Sincerely,
Three Characters, and a disgruntled Mun.
