jess🐝

it’s been one year since we lost you

it’s been one year since they decided to take you away from us

you mean so much, and i can’t help but feel like you were taken too soon

as a way to put down everyone who you impacted

it’s been one year and we are still fighting to ensure your message is heard

you loved him - romantically loved him

and no one should be able to take that from you

the way they took you from us

and i’m still waiting for them to realize that they can’t silence us the way they silenced you

there are no words to describe the impact you’ve had on people’s lives

and i see you, whenever i see a bee buzzing by or when there’s a cloudless day and the sky is as bright as your eyes

you were unapologetically you

and though you made mistakes, you did your best to fix them

you showed me what real love is - familial with your son and romantic with your hunter

you showed me that what people view as flaws are a part of me no matter what

so maybe you had a crack in your chassis, but so do we

we love you more than words and know you’ll be watching out for us wherever you are

now i’m done rambling but i miss you so much