I yearn for more plants. it is engraved in my bones. I need more chlorophyll in my homestead. Z doesnt know it but we already have kids together in the form of my several plants.

I made a roleplay blog ;; um,, its outlast, but if anyone would like to see it its @theher3t1c !! its still fairly new forgive me ;; Im also not the best at roleplay so it may um, take a long while for it to be really good ;;;;

I like my friends and my boyfriend (I like like him but shh dont tell him) and tomatoes and warm blankets and flowers,,,, I like lots of stuff,,

Z conditions me through cookies I get a cookie when I do well. do you get a cookie? not from Z you dont.

ok let me clarify, even though Ive said it a billion times before. I do not want people sending me sexual or flirtatious asks. Im dating, Im happy, and quite frankly I dont need a goddamn buffer to my relationship. dont send these period, but especially if youre a chronominor. also, dont ask me if I want a third in my relationship. Im not interested. my boyfriend isnt interested either. if people could treat me as a person with autonomy who made this decision in a safe state of mind thatd be nice.

hand holding isnt enough, I need to be glued to your skin, seeing every minute of every day and being in constant contact.

even though its Sunday and I should attend church, I really dont want to. today I think Im going to skip church and sleep in for a bit,,,, hehe,, this is probably the most rebellious Ill ever be ;;

I am so full of railroad ballast. I eat it regularly and it weighs me down and I lay on my boyfriend even though we're several hours apart and work solely as a weighted blanket.

my beloved went to bed. time to eat a whole head of lettuce.

remembering to take my medicine because otherwise itd make my beloved very upset if I didnt. and I dont want to make him very upset, no , I wanna make him homemade cookies and feed them to him. I also want to break someones spine but thats an issue I will address with my psychiatrist in a lonely room.

you irk him. not me, never me, no. I am his well-behaved boy and I shut up and listen to him if he tells me to do something. we are fundamentally different.