But it’s October now, babey! Ha ha ha!

Coloring w/my feelings today.

making mix tapes for you late at night tonight you’re so very far away sticking strictly to forty-fives tonight it’s easier to pick and choose which songs to play and i hope you’re not too sad tonight it’s late and i hope your car stereo doesn’t eat this tape

lyrics at the original post here

I had a dream Drowned in a swimming pool Two tabs of acid in my jeans My mom gave them to me My stupid face, my stupid genes Now I blame everyone but me Let me gnaw on my fingers, I’m starting to teeth For the first time ever I’ve remembered to breathe Rip out all the words I’d use to describe The things I see in my head The things that make me believe I’d be better off dead I say we grind through the dirt Find some place better and live in the earth With only the rocks and the worms Sit and listen and watch as the world starts to turn How I should feel I may not remember But I can see what is real Our pulpy insides This dimming porch light Wind, the night Somewhere that the joy won’t find me Maybe they’ll burn through my spine, They tried to tell me I think I’d be better off without the dreams