For crying out loud, settle down.

Basically, I've been made to feel like the worlds worst person because after four months, I decided to stop standing by the person I love. They've told me they've kissed other people, they've told me they are still in love with their ex, they've told me they drink constantly to blot it all out, even when I've asked them not too and offered my support. For months they told me I made them happy, they saw a future with me. Now, they're fine with not speaking.

When I told them I couldn't speak to them anymore as they clearly didn't love me and although I'd stood by them before, I couldn't stay with someone who was so easily lead astray and quite clearly didn't care about me, all I got was "Bye then" and a thumbs up emoji.

Never in my life have I felt so sick, so heart broken, and so guilty. I know i've not spoken on here for a while, but anyone willing to just let me vent to them would be appreciated.