are you lost?

if only there was enough left of me to be saved

i hold onto my dreams like memories of other lives

im still searching

i’m nothing but empty words and false actions

what do you do when your heart is in your throat and you cant breathe?

i could walk endlessly

leave me

i’m exhausted just from waking up

what would life be like if i wasn’t so afraid ?

crawling towards an end that will never come

you’re making my head bleed

why cant everything just stop already

do i even deserve to remember you

what difference does any of this even make

nothing is more agonizing to me than missing what i can never have back

i pretend i pretend i pretend i pretend i pretend i pretend i pretend i pretend i pretend i pretend i pretend i pretend