Endless Luck Cycle

Criminals AU

Kamukura laughed with a wicked undertone in his voice as he tugged the bag over his shoulder. Bank Robbery…This was the third time this month that he had pulled off something like this. Causing people to panic..It truly was something that he loved. It was one of the things that caused the boy to feel anything anymore.. He had grown up with Komaeda after he took him in from the streets. They instantly bonded; they were two of a kind. Young, lacking in family, and lacking in motivation.There were just two differences, Komaeda had inherited everything he needed from his family, and Kamukura was also lacking a name. Komaeda suspected that due to all the trauma he had experienced, both physically and mentally, he had forgotten everything about himself…. Kamukura could never accept mooching off of Komaeda, however. It never felt like he earned that.. So when he told Komaeda he would support himself, Komaeda foolishly believed him. It never really surprised Komaeda that Kamukura would come home with his own food, he was a very talented boy, but it all fell apart when he came home..with too much. Not only did he have food for himself, he also had..Jewelry, something he obviously couldn’t have afforded with just a simple job. Komaeda made Kamukura confess to being a crook, but Komaeda felt sympathy for him after hearing that was the only thing he enjoyed anymore..and that’s when it started. That day forth, they promised to work together, committing some of the most heinous of crimes.

Well, this isn’t quite the reaction they expected. Maybe disbelief, or shock, but..denial? No no, that isn’t what they hoped for. They backed up a bit and processed their course of action.

“I can assure you that I am real. This is not a dream or apparition, this is real life. I assure you, it is very possible. In fact, it is happening right now, but I digress. If my advances are making you uncomfortable, I will cease, but I cannot assure you that I will stop loving you.”

“I just don’t understand. How could this possibly real?” Komaeda couldn’t wrap his head around it. He couldn’t fathom Kamukura possibly feeling that way about him. No! No no no no no! This was all wrong! It wasn’t supposed to be like this. it’s supposed to have just been Komaeda pining for the impossible and keeping it hidden until he dies in a few years! Not this! “How could you possibly... why?”

Criminals AU

Kamukura laughed with a wicked undertone in his voice as he tugged the bag over his shoulder. Bank Robbery…This was the third time this month that he had pulled off something like this. Causing people to panic..It truly was something that he loved. It was one of the things that caused the boy to feel anything anymore.. He had grown up with Komaeda after he took him in from the streets. They instantly bonded; they were two of a kind. Young, lacking in family, and lacking in motivation.There were just two differences, Komaeda had inherited everything he needed from his family, and Kamukura was also lacking a name. Komaeda suspected that due to all the trauma he had experienced, both physically and mentally, he had forgotten everything about himself…. Kamukura could never accept mooching off of Komaeda, however. It never felt like he earned that.. So when he told Komaeda he would support himself, Komaeda foolishly believed him. It never really surprised Komaeda that Kamukura would come home with his own food, he was a very talented boy, but it all fell apart when he came home..with too much. Not only did he have food for himself, he also had..Jewelry, something he obviously couldn’t have afforded with just a simple job. Komaeda made Kamukura confess to being a crook, but Komaeda felt sympathy for him after hearing that was the only thing he enjoyed anymore..and that’s when it started. That day forth, they promised to work together, committing some of the most heinous of crimes.

“…..” They stared at him, the red tint in their cheeks dying down. Was he serious? Did he just completely deflect that? Or.. No, he’s doing this on purpose.  

“Nagito, I am sure that you are more perceptive than that. I believe I have been straightforward enough, but if I must go into further demonstration.” With a pause, they calculated the best possible option for this situation. Several ideas already, they decide that the first idea will be the easiest course of action while making it as clear as he would like to be. They brought three fingers to their lips, kissing them gently, and moved them over to Komaeda’s, v gently tapping them onto his mouth.

I’m sorry, what? Komaeda thought, his face having completed his transformation into a tomato. No. No that, can’t be right. You can’t be asking that, why would you ask that? There’s no way, no way no way no way no way no way you love me that’s absolutely impossible, you can’t possibly mean that it’s absolutely impossible impossible impossible “impossible impossible impossible--” 

Komaeda muttered the word under his breath, over and over completely unaware he was saying it out loud. It was as if Kamukura wasn’t right there in front of him.“No this is all impossible right? This is some kind of illusion right? Right? Am I asleep? Because there’s no way this is happening no way, why would anyone-- why would you love--” me...? At that point he realised he was talking out loud.

Criminals AU

Kamukura laughed with a wicked undertone in his voice as he tugged the bag over his shoulder. Bank Robbery…This was the third time this month that he had pulled off something like this. Causing people to panic..It truly was something that he loved. It was one of the things that caused the boy to feel anything anymore.. He had grown up with Komaeda after he took him in from the streets. They instantly bonded; they were two of a kind. Young, lacking in family, and lacking in motivation.There were just two differences, Komaeda had inherited everything he needed from his family, and Kamukura was also lacking a name. Komaeda suspected that due to all the trauma he had experienced, both physically and mentally, he had forgotten everything about himself…. Kamukura could never accept mooching off of Komaeda, however. It never felt like he earned that.. So when he told Komaeda he would support himself, Komaeda foolishly believed him. It never really surprised Komaeda that Kamukura would come home with his own food, he was a very talented boy, but it all fell apart when he came home..with too much. Not only did he have food for himself, he also had..Jewelry, something he obviously couldn’t have afforded with just a simple job. Komaeda made Kamukura confess to being a crook, but Komaeda felt sympathy for him after hearing that was the only thing he enjoyed anymore..and that’s when it started. That day forth, they promised to work together, committing some of the most heinous of crimes.

“…..” They stared at him, the red tint in their cheeks dying down. Was he serious? Did he just completely deflect that? Or.. No, he’s doing this on purpose.  

“Nagito, I am sure that you are more perceptive than that. I believe I have been straightforward enough, but if I must go into further demonstration.” With a pause, they calculated the best possible option for this situation. Several ideas already, they decide that the first idea will be the easiest course of action while making it as clear as he would like to be. They brought three fingers to their lips, kissing them gently, and moved them over to Komaeda’s, v gently tapping them onto his mouth.

I’m sorry, what? Komaeda thought, his face having completed his transformation into a tomato. No. No that, can’t be right. You can’t be asking that, why would you ask that? There’s no way, no way no way no way no way no way you love me that’s absolutely impossible, you can’t possibly mean that it’s absolutely impossible impossible impossible “impossible impossible impossible--” 

Komaeda muttered the word under his breath, over and over completely unaware he was saying it out loud. It was as if Kamukura wasn’t right there in front of him.“No this is all impossible right? This is some kind of illusion right? Right? Am I asleep? Because there’s no way this is happening no way, why would anyone-- why would you love--” me...? At that point he realised he was talking out loud.

Criminals AU

Kamukura laughed with a wicked undertone in his voice as he tugged the bag over his shoulder. Bank Robbery…This was the third time this month that he had pulled off something like this. Causing people to panic..It truly was something that he loved. It was one of the things that caused the boy to feel anything anymore.. He had grown up with Komaeda after he took him in from the streets. They instantly bonded; they were two of a kind. Young, lacking in family, and lacking in motivation.There were just two differences, Komaeda had inherited everything he needed from his family, and Kamukura was also lacking a name. Komaeda suspected that due to all the trauma he had experienced, both physically and mentally, he had forgotten everything about himself…. Kamukura could never accept mooching off of Komaeda, however. It never felt like he earned that.. So when he told Komaeda he would support himself, Komaeda foolishly believed him. It never really surprised Komaeda that Kamukura would come home with his own food, he was a very talented boy, but it all fell apart when he came home..with too much. Not only did he have food for himself, he also had..Jewelry, something he obviously couldn’t have afforded with just a simple job. Komaeda made Kamukura confess to being a crook, but Komaeda felt sympathy for him after hearing that was the only thing he enjoyed anymore..and that’s when it started. That day forth, they promised to work together, committing some of the most heinous of crimes.

Taking note of the change in cheek color, they leaned back a bit to look the other over. Why was this so easy all of a sudden? Was he trying at this point? Or were they just too good at this? Yes, they would assume that they were really good at this. What were they doing with their hands? Who knows, but now they’re hovering over Komaeda’s. Not quite holding…but not quite not-holding.

“I only apologized that many times due to the sheer…habit of it. I will work on it.”  With the pause in Komaeda’s speech, they allowed themself a moment to take into consideration the weight of his words and what they could mean to Komaeda. Still, even after a review of their choice of words, they see no reason to take anything back. They meant it wholeheartedly. 

It was at this point when Komaeda started questioning if this was a competition anymore. He could admit he was losing, but his questions from earlier only amplified. It had to be a contest right? Kamukura saw him as a valued ally, why anything beyond that? Komaeda was sure he was reading too much into things, but these doubts continued to plague him. No, it was definitely the contest. It had to be. Komaeda was prepared to end it. It’s better to end it sooner than later.

Criminals AU

Kamukura laughed with a wicked undertone in his voice as he tugged the bag over his shoulder. Bank Robbery…This was the third time this month that he had pulled off something like this. Causing people to panic..It truly was something that he loved. It was one of the things that caused the boy to feel anything anymore.. He had grown up with Komaeda after he took him in from the streets. They instantly bonded; they were two of a kind. Young, lacking in family, and lacking in motivation.There were just two differences, Komaeda had inherited everything he needed from his family, and Kamukura was also lacking a name. Komaeda suspected that due to all the trauma he had experienced, both physically and mentally, he had forgotten everything about himself…. Kamukura could never accept mooching off of Komaeda, however. It never felt like he earned that.. So when he told Komaeda he would support himself, Komaeda foolishly believed him. It never really surprised Komaeda that Kamukura would come home with his own food, he was a very talented boy, but it all fell apart when he came home..with too much. Not only did he have food for himself, he also had..Jewelry, something he obviously couldn’t have afforded with just a simple job. Komaeda made Kamukura confess to being a crook, but Komaeda felt sympathy for him after hearing that was the only thing he enjoyed anymore..and that’s when it started. That day forth, they promised to work together, committing some of the most heinous of crimes.

“Of course I mean this, why else would I say it?” They puff quietly and continue to avoid looking at his face. Honestly, they know that they can’t not look forever, but they just have to not look long enough to win the……gay-off? No..No homo…… But how could they not love him? He’s only the most perfect person on the planet, aside from Kamukura themself. Plus he has that stupid face that’s always looking perfect, and that stupid hair that’s just so cute and. Nope. Not gay… Just in love…. Wait. What did he just say?

Perhaps Komaeda overestimated his comeback, because he’s right back where he was before, cheeks tinged pink and flat out of ideas. They must really be determined to win this huh…. Komaeda couldn’t fathom why else he’d keep pushing this far otherwise. No, that doesn’t matter. What matters is Komaeda find a comeback and fast before things spiral out of hand. (Aren’t they already spiraling out of hand?) Quick, Nagito think.

Komaeda laughed awkwardly “You don’t have to apologize that much. It’s not a big deal. I–” but he stopped. He caught himself before finishing that statement. Could he even say it out loud? Was it even safe to admit just how much Komaeda NEEDED Kamukura, even under the pretext of a competition? Still, he needed to do something if he wanted to catch up. He needed to win soundly before this got out of hand.

“Every fist is clenched                                                                                       But I’m so tired.”

                                        Kamukura Izuru rp sideblog

Kamkukura stared down at his wrist. It was chained to that of the other boy, Nagito Komaeda. How he got himself into this predicament, he will never know, but he did. And now the cuffs won’t come off. How god awful is that? … Not too awful. Komaeda was reasonably normal.. For Komaeda. 

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Wow, it’s been six months on this blog. Seriously, it feels like it was just yesterday that I was making this blog and scrambling for people to interact with; it’s really hard to believe that I made so many lovely roleplay partners despite how slow I am with my replies.

Thank you all for encouraging me to keep going on this blog and for just being overall supportive. I have lots of fun in this community and I hope I can continue more many months to come – even for when I get to a year!

Okay, so let’s get to this follow forever business!

I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box.

Dear person I hate,

Dear person I like,

Dear ex boyfriend,

Dear ex girlfriend,

Dear ex bestfriend,

Dear bestfriend,

Dear *anyone*,

Dear Santa,

Dear mom,

Dear dad,

Dear future me,

Dear past me,

Dear person I’m jealous of,

Dear person I had a crush on,

Dear girlfriend,