Quietly he was following the other one back to the kitchen, his eyes still focused on the other one. Ryoken wasn’t sure if he should worry. Part of him already couldn’t stop doing so, but the bigger part of him still was trying to figure out what exactly was wrong right now. The other one usually wasn’t acting like this. It was usually him working until he passed out. Until he couldn’t see straight any longer and Spectre had to drag him away from the computer and force im to sleep and rest. This wasn’t supposed to happen. Spectre always had been the more responsible one out of the two of them, always taking care of him.
He never had asked him to. Spectre just had done so ever since he had taken the younger boy home all those years ago.
Maybe he should have learned from Playmaker, that taking kids home always ends up more complicated than he’d been expecting, but he was so, so glad to have Spectre in his life, even though he couldn’t admit it.
Spectre’s comment caused him to smile slightly, while he leaned against the counter with his back, arms loosely crossed in front of his chest.
“Must be. I’m rather sure I was around that age, maybe a few months younger, it was before I failed to destroy Cyberse.”
Because already before that day he had gotten himself lost in his fathers mission. In work. Looking back at it now… it probably hadn’t been the most healthy thing to do, but he’d been desperate to make his father proud. To make his mistakes right.
Eventually a sigh left his lips, before he reached out to take the mug from Spectre, eyeing the slight tremble of his hands with growing worry.
“Sit down.” At this point it wasn’t actually a request anymore. “You know you could have metioned sooner that you have problems with your eyes though.”
Spectre did as ordered, sitting down without complaint at the table in the kitchen, gratefully setting his mug down. He wasn’t sure what was wrong, if anything- why would something be wrong? Spectre sighed. Everything was fine.
Except it obviously wasn’t. He didn’t like it. He didn’t like the uncertainty... the weird outburst... the feeling of failure.
“I didn’t know I had a problem with my eyes before today.” He admitted softly. “...Maybe I have more problems than just that.”
In his outburst, he had apologized for doing nothing right... Spectre looked at the mug of coffee- perfectly made coffee, he pointed out to himself- and hesitated. He had made more mistakes than usual on the code, but even before that...
Spectre was seeing a bit of a pattern. Not only was his coding sloppy, his dueling was too. Against Playmaker, against two of the Ignis... Oh. Well yes, he had done quite a few things wrong there. And messed up coffee a few times, made a few little mistakes here and there. But to lead to an outburst? He felt foolish about it!
“I apologize, Master Ryoken.” Spectre murmured.