i feel so much that i feel nothing

there’s a lot of things people don’t know about me simply because they’ve just literally never asked

i just wish people loved me the way i want to be loved

it’s no use jo, jo you gotta have it out. i have loved you ever since i’ve known you jo, i couldn’t help it. and i tried to show you and you wouldn’t let me- which is fine. but i must make you hear now and give me an answer because i can not go on like this any longer. i gave up billiards, i gave up everything you didn’t like; i’m happy i did it, it’s fine and i waited, and i never complained because i, you know, i figured you’d love me, jo.

am i the only person with bpd who feels like they have too little empathy instead of too much or what

being delusional saved my life <3

i feel so far away and removed from everything and everyone

being around people is so difficult when you know they’re going to leave

i don’t want to feel like this the entirety of my life i just can’t do it

i feel homesick for a home i never had

the world can be beautiful and i’ve experienced many beautiful things but i just don’t want to be here