DM me methods, I can't live anymore

Please, text me what pills should I take to never wake up

I'm begging please

Envy people who can travel, who travel, who go to concerts, who go to races, who are not afraid of tomorrow, who don't cry every single night, who don't beg for death to take them every day, who don't think about hundreds of way to kill themselves every day, who don't constantly want to be hit by a car, or get shot, or else.

They have everything I want. Everything I will never have.

I'm in so much pain so much pain I can't describe I hate my parents for having me for laughing at me for saying that I make everything up

I can't leave

I have nothing

Every second of this pathetic life is miserable

Please help me end my suffering

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How does it feel living your life not hating every fucking aspect, every fucking second of it

I'll never know

when asked, those few who survived throwing themselves off the Golden Gate bridge (pure chance) all recalled:

On the way down, they realized - all of what they were facing could have been solved in life. Horribly, arduously, not easily, but IN LIFE. They then came to the sickening realization that they did not want to die, not yet, not like this, but it was too late.

The body is the body is the soul is the brain is the heart is you.

That's why I want to die in my sleep every night.

They don't care, they only laugh at me, it's so funny to them that I am in so much pain

Whatever I feel is just a joke to them. They shrug it off