Ava

ᥫ᭡ ʚ ava ღ she/love/bunny/angel ღ minor ღ the cutest bunny devil ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ demigirl + ღ mono ღ demi ღ taken ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ jirai ღ yandere ღ edblr + shblr ღ block don't report ღ not attempting to get better ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ block freely ღ basic dni ღ asks open ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ likes bunnies , milk tea , pink , music , attention , horror , dark girly style , strawberry ღ warnings for sh , cal counting , ed , splitting , obsessive & possessive thoughts , breakdowns ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ dividers found here ! ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ i always feel super bad when ppl are in pain bcuz i wanna help out i just sound rlly angry ab it on accident ... my worry always makes me sound angry but im just scared a lot & thats on me ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ remembering things is so strange ... i just wanted to watch more of the nso anime & now im back to the feeling from last summer ... i cut so much then & i want to get back to that but ik i cant here ... i want to so badly ... just a few ... i used to have 50 or more at a time ... i want to go back to that ... i was so much more loveable & happy during breakdowns ... ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ i wanna believe u but ik it in my heart that ppl always move on & i can be replaced w someone better ... ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ hope he finds someone that wont ruin anything ... no one should love someone like me ... i just ruin it all ... ill run away when no one is around & im not needed ... itll make everyone better ik ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ i hate feeling ugly and dirty ... i hate it all ... i wanna be normal so i dont always feel like this ... idc if half of what makes me feel this way is a normal body reaction but its so gross to me ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ back on my journey of not eating !!! maybe that will make me better & cute ... i just wanna be loved & ik i am but im 2 mentally ill so ppl should leave me 4ever ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ so tempted to see if i can sneak sh in later 2 ... i have places on my body i can hide them at anyways !! ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ thinking ab running away just so ppl can have fun w / o me ... so tempted to tell boyfie that he can just leave me to rot & not worry ab me ... ik i cause problems & i dont even mean to ... i just ruin everything good ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ i wanna make more jirai friends but i am sooooo bad at interacting ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ wanna spend time w boyfie but hes asleep & im in 2 much pain to go on a walk like i wanted aha ... i wanna get out of the house rather than being inside all the time ... idc how hot it is anymore ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ i want smth good to happen but it always feels like nothing will ... idk how to be around ppl im not close to & i dont wanna take things from ppl ugh ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ i wish stability was smth i knew ... now it all feels like my life will get worse & worse ... maybe he'll leave me 2 ... i hate this ... ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ scared ab how this week might go haha ... i wanna die if my life gets worse ... i want it to be better ... ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ i pray to god that i might die or finally have a chance at life that isnt filled w pain & constant problems ... this asshole wants me homeless but i dont wanna be !!! i wanna be happy so y do i constantly get cursed w the worst outcomes possible ??? ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ was all of my childhood not enough ..? y do i need to struggle more ?? what have i done wrong for this ..? i wish i could have a streak of being happy forever ... i hate being alive ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ did a few more cat scratches so i dont act die lmao ... im still healing from the other cut ... i wanna cry & im hungry ... probs end up cutting deeper l8r ... ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ 2 afraid 2 cut deep so got 4 bby stryros or deep cat scratches ... bleeding tho ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ i wanna do more but my heart isnt in it ... i might just do more anyways ... so what if it hurts or i pass out ?? ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ hiii !!!!! i hope so 2 !!! anons r super super fun from what ive seen !!! im a big big yapper at times tho !!! r u here to stay nonnie ?? ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ my life is hell & i no longer see the point in living it ... gonna spend my day carving into my flesh ... theres nothing else 4 me ... y should i bother ?? i wont eat & make it easier to pass out 2 !! y should i bother being happy when i wanna die anyways ?? not like any1 would miss me once their grieving stopped haha ... ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ im so afraid of dying tho ... ill probs only end up cutting rather than everything else i wanted to do ... im such a mistake ... ɞ ᥫ᭡

ᥫ᭡ ʚ hiiiiiiii tyyyyy !!!! i have suuuuuuper low self esteem so this means sm to me !!!! tysm !!!! ɞ ᥫ᭡