LG

I sleep during the day because at night it’s peaceful and quiet but during the day I’m haunted with all of the noise

You were the unattainable dream.

Don’t listen to what they say about healthy relationships.

I cant help but wonder if you miss me.

Lately it feels like I’m suffocating. The fog refuses to lift for no more than a few days. Drowning in my own thoughts will be a painful death. A shot to the heart would hurt a lot less.

I was trying so hard not to kill myself and was failing miserably. The mask had begun to slip little by little.

The things untouchable haunt us.

I’m longing for home. Scared that I’ll never get there.

We were both mentally damaged.

The cracking always seems to bring me to the kitchen. Perhaps I should bring a pillow next time.

Someone once asked me what silence sounds like. My answer is this; silence sounds like creaking beds and faint cries when your parents would be screaming all night. Like rain and thunderstorms on the night your grandma died.

saying goodbye is like ending your favorite chapter of a book. It needs to be done to complete the story but all your favorite words get left behind.

I always find a hard time thinking of things to write about. This really helped me get into the right headspace.

Its like you’re in slow motion.

I see my parents in you every time you raise your voice. Please don’t become the very thing I tried to forget.

Loving you was like watching a beautiful sunset, intense and magical.

I always have loved the laughter and smiles of a dysfunctional family.