beau !!

because really, you mean the world. it takes this to make flames dance as they do, and the wind to make waves crash against the tide, and the air for the trees to breathe. you can be a gentle breeze or a whole storm. i like that about you.

and once i fall to the ground, the earth shall consume me, leaving wildflowers to grow over my tainted heart’s corpse. waiting still, for that seed within me to grow into another tree - my child, as i watch you reach again. over again.

you hate how you act. you hate what you do to others, and feel the need to punish yourself. but the biggest punishment for you is never changing. thus, the cycle continues.

you can run away from your pain but i can never get your stain off me.

you will never convince me my sensitivity is a curse. the strength to which i feel is beautiful.

nature will heal as our shattered bones mend

stop relying on the comfort of the pit you reside in to keep you company. there's so much light out there, i'd know.

i have outgrown my own space like the words on this page

i'm happy with myself while you're only happy with her ( how could i envy that ? )

with every eyelash i shed i wished for you. now i only wish to be happy.

i need you to apologise. not for the purpose of forgiving you, but for the comfort in knowing what you did was truly wrong.

the heavens are described as so beautiful, fields and fields of grass with fruit trees and eternal bliss. maybe i'm cynical, but it's all right here. without the human touch, the earth would be heaven. all the open space, i can finally breathe. not surrounded by walls, or looming buildings, just heaven.

nothing poetic to say here. he's just a cute little guy.

i start noticing things lately. everything. i've seen that flower before, the trees live and breathe as i do, i wonder when was the last time he smiled, i wonder what she ate for breakfast; everything pulsing and beating together. we are eternally intertwined, all of us.