You're not the only one. For me, it has kind of felt like CNCO broke up a long time ago, like halfway through the tour, and because of that, I didn't think the actual end would hit me very hard. But seeing the boys cry, seeing cncowner posts on Twitter, seeing all the people who have been part of their team throughout the years posting tributes to the boys, and even Joel apologizing for being a bit of a bitch (lol) the other day and showing his own appreciation for CNCO really does make it all hit home. I am sad, but I feel like my relief is stronger since that means the boys are finally free. The past year and a half has just been painful being a fan, watching them struggle to put on a brave face when we all knew that behind the scenes, nothing was okay. I'm just ready for them to have full freedom to do what they truly love, even if that means they have to do it separately for the time being