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It’s been awhile since I found you there

I think you feel me forgetting you

You’re just as afraid that I don’t care

But our atoms are still intertwined

We are the same dust from the very same star

So when our souls start to drift

We meet in dreams to say “i’m not that far”

Sunlight blurs the edges

We live lives that never happened

Somehow we are both nothing at all

And yet everything that ever has been

You touch my hair, I touch your face

It’s you, but not the same

You run, I follow behind

The old dance of two twin flames

I awake to shallow breath

I shut my eyes to find you again

I savor the outline of your cheek

The familiar presence of a friend

But I can’t catch it, I can’t save it

Am I a fool to even try?

Once consciousness catches up to me

I’ll be forced to let you die

Reality will hit me like a gut punch

In my bed - 3 years clean from you

I get up, I brush my teeth

There is nothing else to do.

I have my life, you have yours.

And my god, I hope you’re okay…

But is it only me who had this dream?

Or did you wake up the same way?

I guess i’ll never know…

And honestly,

thats fine.

Cause I

am no longer yours

And you