Creed

long walks in the forest by your house with a boy, pointing out all the cool lil things you see to him, hearing him laugh and point things out to you. gathering a bunch of sticks and some old cloth from your house and making a fort that you spend days in. having a picnic by a river and then going for a swim. setting up a tent in a clearing and cuddling in it all night.

i wanna try new things with a boy. go rollerskating, skydiving, eat crazy ice cream flavors, climb trees and build a treehouse. do things that we’re scared of, but it’ll be okay because we’re doing it together.

can someone like... date me?

i want to write poetry for a boy. i want to make candles with him, make lipstick that we wear around every day. i want to paint with a boy, draw on each other, do each other’s makeup. i just wanna be creative with a boy and have a boy be creative with me.

i want a boy who’ll promise to never leave and keep that promise. i want a boy who’ll stay up to three am with me. i want a boy who’ll give me kisses randomly. who i can go on adventures with. who i can sit on the roof in the rain with. i want a boy i can get a cute little house with and grow all sorts of plants and raise so many animals and collect whatever we want to. i want a boy who even if we don’t have enough to live comfortably by society’s standards, we’ll live comfortably because we’re together. i want a boy that i can love for the rest of my life.

i want to live with a boy who collects as much stuff as i do. piles of things all over the place. drawers of bones and feathers and stones. bookshelves crammed full of books on everything under the sun. getting new clothes all the time, massive old sweaters and hoodies full of holes but also fishnets and black skinny jeans. tons of eyeshadow palettes and glitter eyeliners. and of course, you can’t forget the knickknacks. beads and artwork and fabric and sticks and wands and sketchbooks and pencils and markers and pens. everything we wanted and more.

going for long walks with a boy in the forest, collecting moss and rocks and feathers, having a lil picnic and drinking water from a stream? sign me up.