I Love You.

the duality of "Please ask me if im okay bc im very much not ok and need to talk about it" and "No im okay im just a little tired" when actually asked

How is it possible to feel so sad but numb at the same time?

Little things mean the most, always.

yes im always a little sick to my stomach with anger and rage. why do u ask?

“If I really care, I'll try like 400 times. But once I'm done, it's over.”

i regret opening up to some people. they don’t deserve to know me like that.

i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

finally realizing your parents don’t care that you want to kill yourself is such a heartbreaking feeling

"you sleep alot" yeah i’m trying to ignore the reality