cruxpup☆

More about me !!

Im crux, (duh!) I do have other blogs but id like to keep this one seperate!

I love space (astronomy and astrology) and im a leo! (Sun- Virgo, moon- scorpio, im not listing the rest...)

Id like to keep politics out of this blog please and thank you. For a hint, im from Seattle.

im on mobile so this is gonna be rough to make it all look pretty :/ sorry !!

im genderfluid pansexual, but please use mainly he/they pronouns!

I like music, (mcr mainly♡) astrology/astronomy, the color green, piano, drums, i also play kalimba, beaches, cold weather, (weird contrast...) and...ill add more when I think of more :]

do i have a tag list? indeed. ill link it. <-

i cant exactly stop minors from following or interacting, but i can rec not to. and then please dont send ur parents after me after they find this. thank yew.

if u rec smthn (anon) and im not comfy with it, I won't do it, but im not gonna publicly adress it. We all have things we're in to and we have bigger things to worry about than kink-shaming someone online. This also goes for any hate or just unkind/disrespectful things in my reqbox- I wont specifically respond to ur comment publicly but I will post smthn semi-vague abt it. You stayed anon for a reason- ill respect it.

if I ever say/do anything that makes u uncomfy, pleeeeaase tell me and ill clear it up and apologize profusely.

please dont req: rape (duh!!and yes, even that like one kink thats like rp-ing getting raped.), incest, threesomes (sorry, cant do it.) anything relating to piss/shit kinks, (im not describing no 'paint me yellow and brown' bullshit) big age gaps, angst? (Im not good at it...u can req it but I cant promise it'll be done) and thats all for now!

please have a lovely day, drink water, eat food, sleep well, and ill miss u plenty !! Thx for reading all this ♡♡♡

xoxo

I like to think for pride month they went to the comic store to get some pride-month-deals and flags cuz no way a comic store wouldn't sell pride flags. Illi got herself a trans one and frank just got a traditional pride flag BUT THEY ADORE EACH OTHER. then they try to find pride comic books n check them out and go home n read em

They just chilling in illis basement like hot hoes and read together and then make fan theories about the characters and maybe illi draws them or smthn

since its pride month they just argue abt possible ships n sexualities in the comic-and that shit gets HEATED. illi is 100% convinced this one girl is bisexual but frank cant handle that and thinks she's only for the ladies and they YELL- "NO FRANK DO YOU SEE THAT!? THAT IS A CONFIDENT BISEXUAL" "ILLI. MCMILLIN. THAT. IS A BUTCH. FUCKING. LESBIAN." its not serious though and they end up giggling and getting into a lil pillow fight cuz of it. All love.

THEY COSPLAY I PROMISE ON MY MUMMY N MY DADDY N MY BROTHER N SISTER THEY COSPLAY PLEASE LORD HEAR MY PRAYERS ‼️‼️‼️all seriousness tho I feel like theyre major like idk doctor who fans n they participate in that "dr.who night" thing n they dress up and like...yk that like UGLY ASF ?orange n yellow scarf thing from The 4th Doctor? yeah, frank wears that and Illi is the police box. Get it. Do....do u get it. (Ive never seen doctor who.)

They go to a pride parade. And they wear the flags like capes. And maybe makeout. Just a sprinkle of making out. Just a lil. They also put rainbow makeup on even tho its not really either of their things but they just wanna fag around n find out. Gays just wanna have fun. I dont have any more play-on-words. They scream at that parade n defo get some weird looks cuz of it but theyre just letting their pride out at the pride parade so who can shame em?

They go home after the parade and just sit around n try to find gay movies to watch. They end up watching like Rocky Horror and The Adventures of Priscilla,Queen of the Desert and get some candy n some popcorn n all sorts of fun stuff n snuggle up to each other all cute-like 🫶mwahhh mwahhhhh

I dunno they fall asleep on each other...illis got her head on franks chest n his arm is wrapped around her n she defo falls asleep first. EITHER WAY theyre adorable n gay and I like to think they both snore loud asf *mwah* but we dont shame theyre tired after being so gay all day yk

also they paint each other's nails. Illi does hers as the trans flag and frank gets his rainbow but paints his middle finger black so he can flip people off still. Illi puts glitter on his middle fingers tho and once its on u cant really rub it off too well so frank freaks out then decides eh whatever it matches the vibe I guess...

I also like to think frank has a pride tattoo, or just a blank flag tattoo that illi colors in as a pride flag or a trans flag or just whatever whenever he let's her. She colors in any tattoo that she can, making it rainbow, before the pride parade, and also writes all over herself. Maybe they have matching tattoos i dunno...

frank punches homophobes ‼️‼️‼️‼️every time some fat ass old man comes up n is like "YOU CANT BE A WOMAN" illi either does this bit where she looks down her shirt and goes "I LOST MY TITS!" And just absolutely milks that, or frank just screams at em, sometimes resulting in physical violence. He'll stumble out of the fray with bruises or cuts but he'll always say it was worth it. ♡

(Did I hafta come back in AFTER posting and add the first kiss thing from ☕️anon? yes. yes I did.)

art student!gee who immediately asked to pair up with u when ur professor gave you guys a group art assignment. He said he liked ur work-u guys had to share ur favorite piece of ur own work at the beginning of the year-and would like to see what u two could do together, combining styles. U agreed, tho hesitantly...

art student!gee who invited u to his dorm-or he could go to urs!-to work on the project. u guys started meeting as often as u could and ended up exchanging numbers too.

art student!gee who eventually asks u if ud like to go to lunch or whatever with him-theres a cute little coffee shop not far from campus! U agree, a little hesitant still, and he guides u there after ur classes one day. You guys sit around, drink amazing coffee, and stutter around casual conversation. He pays-quite the gentleman-and yall go back to his dorm to work on ur art project.

art student!gee who always quickly sketches u in classes whenever he sees u. he has them all in one sketchbook, and occasionally he colors them. He really likes his first drawing of u-he thinks it captures u best bc he didnt even know u. one day-when u guys get closer-he'll show u the drawings.

art student!gee who doesnt dare ask u out first. Yeah he likes u but hes terrified of crossing a line...what if u dont wanna or u dont like him like that or suddenly u have a partner or uve had a partner this whole time or-

art student!gee who complimented everything u did in the project, turns it in all proud, n when u guys get a pretty good grade he takes u to that cafe again as celebration. It wasnt that big of a deal, just another project, but who could turn down warm coffee and frosted pastries? Hes more fidgety this time, like his mind is elsewhere, but u dismiss it.

art student!gee who loses his fucking mind when u kiss him. At the cafe, like always, and hes mid sentence while eating a donut and u just cant help urself and u lean forward and kiss him. He chokes on the donut and spits crumbs all over the place, squeezing out quick "im sorry! sorry!"'s as he turns away and tries to control himself. When he finally regains composer and turns back around hes all red in the face- probably from choking, but u take some credit-and giving u a big deer in headlights stare. Then he starts giggling (hes like an oversized child) and leans forward and kisses u too. tastes like donut.

art student!gee who is sooooo fucking excited knowing u like him back. Hes scared, but he shows u his drawings of u and explains when or why or whatever. Everytime he shows u one hes talking all quiet, then he stops and slinks into himself while u look at it. And everytime u say u like it or u point out some detail u enjoy he gets all cute n excited and flails to show u the next one!

Vampire!gee who begs u almost every night to feed on u-hes hungry! And he doesnt enjoy feeding on poor innocent people outside, so ur the next best option, since u understand the situation.

vampire!gee who also cant come inside without you letting him in-he always hasta knock and then wait for u to say "u can come in." It gets exhausting, sometimes he's sitting outside for way too long, waiting for u to come home.

vampire!gee who accidentally pokes your lips or tongue with his fangs when kissing u-he doesnt mean to, they cant just go away...sometimes, though, if ur lips or tongue start bleeding he'll drink the blood, like a little gift that u didnt even give him (#hisgreedsickensme)

vampire!gee who giggles like a little kid when u finally let him feed on u. ur a lil uncertain, but he assures u, it feels kinda like a shot, doesnt hurt too bad, only for a little while, like 15 minutes!

vampire!gee who loses control a little bit-ur blood tastes good-!and goes for a little too long, and u start to get a bit woozy...no matter what u say-gee...gee? hey..hey,gerard? B-babe-?-or what u do-squirming, soft grunts, at one point u try pushing away, but he hisses like an animal and gets right back to it-he wont stop.

vampire!gee who only stops once you slump over a bit, eyes heavy, woozy and dizzy. He stops and backs up likes he woken from a dream. He grabs you and shakes, then runs to get you water. Hes apologizing, blood dripping out of his mouth still, panicking. He gets u to drink some water, puts a towel on ur neck where he bit u...

vampire!gee who apologizes ever so much when u get all faint. hes apologizing until ur well enough to talk, and he answers the questions u ask. He kinda rambles on a bit-"i-im sorry, its bloodlust I just-i-i understand if u dont want me to do it again-" but u do. ur fine with it. Just...maybe he should feed more often so hes not super hungry (thirsty? hungry??)

♡ definitely a cuddler, but hes kinda insecure at first (and scared hes gonna hurt u somehow.)-am-am I squeezing too tight? is this comfy? do-uhm-do u want like another blanket?-hes just tryna make sure ur okay !! after a few months of cuddling he stops asking, knowing what u like now, but he also will occasionally just get so fuckin excited-even though you both have done this countless times-that he squeezes a bit too hard-he apologizes like a madman afterwards tho

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

♡ hes...okay...at cooking and cleaning...he just doesn't really enjoy it? like, yeah, he could clean his room, but he knows where everything is-on the floor-so why would he do that? Cooking-well, he mainly relies on easy stove-top corner-store foods: Ramen, tornados, those shitty burgers u can get at gas stations, snack foods, maybe some McDonald's or whatever, but once you come along he realizes he gotta step up his game and he starts learning how to cook proper meals! Its rough at first, but you help him out !!

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

♡ first off, he couldn't imagine breaking up with you. He does everything he can to make sure hes not fucking up so it doesnt happen. However, if u did something...he wouldn't really get mad, just confused. he would ask questions then just sit there and think. Later he would turn to mikey or his friends-ray, frank,- to see what he should do. If he did something to make u wanna break up, he'd be on his fucking knees. Begging, crying, asking questions, grabbing at u, tugging, all very pathetic, honestly, but he cant control himself, ur everything to him !!

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

♡ hes been thinking about it for a LONG TIME. a few months in he was already set on marrying you, but he knew he had to wait. Maybe a couple years in, or on ur 1 year anniversary, he proposes with a ring hes been saving up to get-kinda cheap, in ring terms, but u love it anyway !! Hes mumbling, fumbling-he drops the ring and freaks out-cant even look u in the eyes, babes too scared of rejection ♡ but when u say yes hes so excited-hugging u as tight as he can-owowowowgeeomigodicantbreatheGEE-!-and apologizing-oh, oh!! omigod im so sorry i-i got excited i- he gets it together tho and u both go home to plan !!

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

♡ like on a scale of 1-10 hes like a 15. My boy is so sensitive-not in a bad way-to emotions and physical touch, he feels it all very intensely. He always makes sure ur comfortable-physically and emotionally-and he'll sacrifice his own comfort for urs-its okay, he can manage!

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

♡ oh fuck yeah he likes hugs. Prolly his favorite thing, honestly, besides just being near u. He hugs all the time, he adores doing it, feeling u pressed up against him, ur body heat, its comforting!! Usually his hugs are long-even if he just saw you 20 minutes ago in bed, hes gonna hug u for like a minute when he sees you in the kitchen. He always shoves his nose into the crook of your neck or on top of ur head and breathes u in, then plants a small kiss there. If he hasn't seen u in like a week he basically body slams you with a running hug !!

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

♡ he waits for so long. He doesnt say it first, he waits for u-he doesnt wanna cross a line !! When you first say it he gets to giddy he forgets to say it himself...and yes, he does do that thing where he says "who loves me?" when u dont put the "I" in front of your "Love you." u gotta say the full thing, babe !

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

♡ well, baby is insecure! He tries not to show it and push it down-he knows ud never leave him-but sometimes he hates the attention u give other people rather than him. Frank has played some cruel pranks using this.casually telling Gee abt how frank took you out to dinner? oh boy. Gerard on a roll. calling frank, trying to keep his voice low so u dont hear while he rambles-frank! what the fuck? why would u even do that, like, its not funny, dont take my partner out to dinner! i mean y-you could like, tell me!?- frank giggling-im sorry, im sorry! jeeeesus gee it was a prank I thought it would be funny!- well, to gee it wasnt funny, and he always gets really suspicious whenever frank talks to u now...he did ask frank where he went and if u liked the food tho, and took up that suggestion for later.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

♡ well, ur his first kiss, obv, so it was sloppy and weird at first. He got used to it though and now he doesnt stop doing it. He loves sitting next to you, your head on his shoulder while u guys do whatever, and u press a little kiss to his shoulder. he turns to look at u and ur still pressing ur face into him, eyes all big like a begging puppy. Gets him so giddy !! He always kisses your neck or hands. When you tell him to get u outta bed in 30 mins he comes in and crouches next to ur bed and lightly shakes u awake, then grabs ur hands and kisses them allllll over until u wake up !!

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

♡ he acts like hes never seen them a day in his life. Like, theyre another species. Yeah, hes older than Mikey, but like only 3 years. When Gerard was a toddler, mikey was a baby, and gee doesnt remember it well, so he has no idea what the fuck to do with them. Hes been around them before-family or friends n what-not, but hes always been awkward. I could just imagine him tryna hold a baby-h-how do i hold-? oh, oh okay uhm-yeah-talk to it? uhm....h-hi? what....whats...ur favorite color?- hunny they just popped out, baby ain't got no idea what the fuck a color is...

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

♡ hes not a morning person-more of a morning person than frank, but still no. He usually stays up real late and hasta get the sleep back by sleeping in a few hours, but never past like 12. On the off-chance he wakes up before you he moves super slow to not wake u up, real careful is our boy. When u get outta bed hes drinking coffee and trying to wake up, waving, smiling, still clingy and sleepy, perfect. Hes not very productive in the morning-psssh, that can wait! so until like 11 or 12 he just sits around with u !!

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

♡ eventful, to say the least. Baby's a night owl, so of course hes up and doing stuff-including all the productive chores he put off all day-and sitting down to watch a movie or play games. Even then, even tho hes snuggled up next to u to watch a movie-lights off, TV loud, popcorn and snacks and energy drinks all over the place-hes still jittery to do something. If u guys are playing video games, hes yelling, laughing, eating candy and snacks and drinking soda, "letting you win" (yk he didnt) until all the candy wears off and he cant keep his eyes open

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

♡ hes more hesitant than frank-not cause he doesnt trust you, no no, but because he doesn't wanna overshare and freak u out. This goes to the point that on ur guys first date he barely answers the questions u ask him. u leave the first date knowing he has a brother, mikey, (u asked abt family)has a bed (u asked abt his living situation) "uhhhh yeah. Got that covered." (u asked abt a job) and "i like colors, yeah, pretty cool. Uhm...red...is pretty...alright....so is orange...and yellow..." in the end, after a little while, he does open up tho

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

♡ not at u-every time he gets angry is at a video game, that comic panel he cant get right, his brother, whatever. Even when u do something that pisses him off, he keeps it in and deals with it calmly. He doesnt like yelling at u, and prolly never will. But sometimes when u really frustrate him he does that thing with his hands where he looks like hes clutching something, just anywhere, then talks real slow and kinda loud. Later, when hes calm, he apologizes oh so much-and of course you forgive him !!

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

♡ and unbelievably high amount. He has a notebook hes kept entirely empty except things u say briefly in passing that he wants to remember, and he loves surprising you with it. He has alarms on his phones for birthdays you dont even remember, like friends, and ur always shocked when hes already went out and bought u smthn to give them and signed the card.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

♡ your one year anniversary. He bought a fuckton of gifts-comics (still)candy, ur favorite food and drink, flowers, a few trinkets uve talked abt, jewlery-laid em out all pretty on ur bed, had this adorable note, and even got nicer clothes-not a suit, just like a dress shirt and slacks-and took you out to dinner before letting you see. When you guys got home, he acted like that was it, just a dinner, and let u wander to the bedroom. He was trying to be casual, but he was smirking as he followed u. When you opened the door and saw it all, went up to it, admired it, read the card-no sorry i just cut onions, nobody is crying- he just stood there smiling. You hugged him big and long, gave him a huge sloppy kiss, and you two indulged in cheap chocolate all night♡

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

♡ he doesnt really have a need to be protective. he knows you can handle your own, and if u couldn't in a situation, he'd try to help, but he doesnt look very intimidating. If a dude hits on u with him right there? yeah, he'll say hes ur boyfriend, but he doesnt see the need to go up and beat his ass. He knows ull say no. If the guy gets physical, he'll stand between you, and yeah, hes totally gotten his ass beat, but ur safe and thats what matters !!

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

♡ all that he can. Is our boy broke? yes. does our boy have a job? Basically. Does the job pay well? not exactly. Is he still going to try to buy you everything in the store? absolutely. Hes always there, making sure ur okay and u dont need any help and everything alright.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

♡ (*checks timeline* basement gee hasn't gone to rehab yet, right? *flips papers* I think so...? he got sober in 2004...so like no??) Either way, drinking and drugs, ya know? No, he doesnt force it on u, but u do hafta deal with it and he can be kinda...mean? how many things has he broken while stumbling drunk? A lot. How many times has he hit his head falling over while high? also an unbelievable amount. Its a lot to deal with but u managed until he finally went to get sober-and u supported him all the way !!

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

♡ obv not too much. Scroll up a bit for me babe? you see that hair? Hes sniffing underwear baby. I dont think he cares that much. I mean, he does eyeshadow sometimes but...nope, not very many cares. Like, you could do whatever. Paint his nails, do silly makeup, do his hair all fun, whatever.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

♡ ohhhhh yeah. He got so used to u being around that when ur not he gets all bored and confused-groaning, laying in bed, doing nothing...sometimes he'll call you or text you, but when u cant answer he just spam texts u pictures of him and what he's doing so u feel like ur there. You love it tho-coming home from whatever busy thing u were doing and looking at all the texts-i miss u, i love u, look at this!- and then laying down with him and telling him about your day.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

♡ he. steals. ur. Clothes. Especially undergarments and hoodies. Then he puts them on his pillow to sleep with so it smells like u as he drifts off. Undergarements-well, thats more of a nsfw alphabet thing, so u can imagine what he does with those. He loves wearing ur hoodies or shirts or whatever, even if they dont fit quite right- hes committed to wearing em...

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

♡ I feel like basement gee is a desperate fucking slut and doesnt exactly have like a set type in partners-if u like what he likes, u tolerate his bullshit, and he thinks ur fucking awesome, he'll prolly start crushing on u, so theres not much he wouldn't like. (I love the cheerleader/preppy x basement gee idea n thats what I mean here-u could be anyone) but he wouldn't really like ur lifestyle being forced on him. Sure, he'll try things u enjoy, but he doesnt wanna dress like u or act or look like u-he likes being him. That would possibly be a deal breaker. Hes subby, but not subby enough to be walked over.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

praise kink! mikey who babbles through it, whimpering and asking if hes good, if he can cum, if hes done well enough-p-please i-i-nhhg-i wanna cum please I just i-ive been good, yeah? I- auhh fuckk- and when u finally let him hes sporadic and loud, thanking you over and over even though he can barely talk, then slumps against you and whispers nonsensically-what a stupid puppy this boy is...

praise kink! mikey who-when jerking off-has to tell himself that hes doing a good job or else it just doesnt feel the same when he finally cums. After discovering that lil tid-bit with you, its become difficult to enjoy himself when ur not around to...help him.

praise kink!mikey who looks up at u over the rim of his glasses-if he chooses to keep them on-when in between your legs, eyes large and begging, trying to figure out the best way to make you feel good-thats all hes there for, anyway. When your close and you grab his hair, pushing him down, still mumbling on about-ye-yeah mhm, oh fuck, doin' so well f-for me mikey-augh-fuck-mhgg, yeah right-oh fuck-he starts fumbling and whimpering...turns out he was palming himself through his pants the whole time, just for you !!