dasealvester

I really really want to be an active member in a community online n stuff. i think im too awkward and fricken stupid for people to care about though... i dont know how online conversations should go, im not good with talking with strangers. im not even good with talking in general even irl. i always say too much or too little, no inbetween. and i always tend to just lurk because i have no idea how to navigate conversations. it feels like everyone knows what to say beforehand and what kind of demeanor to project. i think im just really really stupid tho idk.

I write fanfiction of my bf is that normal

I hate school :(( it hurts doing it and people in it suck. Classmates are soulless monsters, teachers are husks and shouldnt be teachers, they should be nice to themselves and look for another job :(( demolish the government and kill everyone. God bless anarchy :((