dead grim reaper called nico

the way people say nico's out or character on TSATS get's me thinking cause it's lowkey ironic how people keep claiming a character is "out of character" in a book about changes, especially when it ends with nico saying that he could feel he'd changed, finally dealing with the grief for bianca, maria and jason, embracing his past, being finally happy, with the way he said he've learned new things and changed some of his features and thoughts. he's not out of character, he is changing and healing

these people lowkey look like nix wanting to get bob and nico to don't change tsc tsc

will has a puffy morning face and nico has that crazy morning bedhead. dont even get me started.

actually I’m so sorry Jason Grace for not seeing how fucking goated you were before. a tall built blond gentle child-soldier guy who doesn’t really belong anywhere, makes it his purpose in life that no one is forgotten, and was RAISED BY WOLVES?? I’m sorry I said you were boring Jason.

i’m not gonna lie the erasure of transmasculinity everywhere i turn is really starting to get to me lads. multiple characters that are either gnc or outright trans in their source material are being hyper feminized in their television adaptations. a cis lesbian lgbt historian’s video comes across my path and in it she asserts clearly that stormé delevarie is a cis woman, the comments all agreeing on what a wonderful womanly woman she was, no one does it like women do. another video someone with nearly two million followers posts a video essentially saying trans men don’t experience discrimination compared to trans women. it gets tens of thousands of likes. a video of a cis woman in support of trans people next, all the comments talking about how trans women must be women because they are oppressed like women are, i wonder what that makes me to them. two trans men dead this last month. another two trans men with their teeth broken from hate crime assault this week. one of them in a trans sanctuary state, in broad daylight, screaming out for help and everyone around him looks away. looking away. everybody is looking away. we are the thing in the corner of their eye that they would rather not see and what crime did we commit to be treated this way? are we truly seen as so pitifully grotesque for our harmless aberration from the female sex that it feels natural to pretend we are not there? that we were never there? i’m terrified. i’m terrified by what is going to happen to us in the silence. i wish i wasn’t.

guess who's trying to come with a new username again?

thinkinf about something to match the joke of my profiles name telling im dead (if you didnt knwe, hi ntmu im a dead person talking) do some of you have ideas

im getting really pissed off rn cause tumblrs telling me theres someone with the name i wnat to put on my blog BUT THERES NO ONE. IVE EVEN GOOGLED IT UP

guess who's trying to come with a new username again?

thinkinf about something to match the joke of my profiles name telling im dead (if you didnt knwe, hi ntmu im a dead person talking) do some of you have ideas

idk how to explain it but im never truly comfortable with the way people insinuate that all older folks are inherently bigoted. it always feels like it kind of hand-waves away personal responsibility like ohhhh grandpa cant help homophobic, hes old. well ive met plenty of older folks who are normal about gay people. i think grandpa could be better. i think we should hold grandpa to higher standards.

happy pride month for it/its users, polyamorous people, xenogenders, non-transitioning trans people, and other "weird" identities. btw