โชย ย ย ๐ด๐ผ๐บ๐ฐ๐ช แถ แตสณ แตสฐแต ๐บ๐ถ๐ผ๐ณ . ย ย ( ย a ย collection ย of ย various unsorted lyric starters . ย adjust ย phrasing ย as ย necessary . ย will be updated frequently . ย )
iโm not sticking around to watch you go down .
i hope that you donโt suffer ,ย but take the pain .
the truth is , iโve never seen a mouth that i would kill to kiss .
we will be everything that weโd ever need .
you only listen to your fucking friends .
you made a few mistakes .ย itโs alright ,ย itโs okay .
iโm trying to get better , but i canโt do that when everything is about you .
i can name a couple ways this shit might go .
can you feel my heartbeat fuckinโ kickin ?
you were my everything and all you did was make me fuckin sad .
itโs kind of tripping me up , iโve got it bad for you .
iโm on my own , i had some space to deal with it .
iโve got it too good to cry .
i donโt know where i am or where iโve been .
donโt treat me like some situation that needs to be handled .
finish up the bottle , then weโll go .
this room is so suffocating .
motherfucker , donโt play with me .
thereโs no doubt in my mind that if you could ,ย then you would try .
iโm not the type to be out past dawn .
itโs been a long time since i felt this good on my own .
i really wish that i could say it to your face .
i kinda like it when you talk to me the way you do .
iโve got something up my sleeve , i walk my talk .
i love you , but i know iโve gotta let you go .
itโs getting hard to find a silver lining .
of course it hurt , of course it fucking hurt .
i know that youโre hiding something from me .
i donโt need to be loved by you .
trying to ignore it is fucking boring .
i tried to pretend ,ย but it just doesnโt feel right .
i just canโt take it anymore .
iโm not trying to change your mind .
living in the city isnโt where itโs at .
donโt waste the time i donโt have ,ย donโt try to make me feel bad .
i almost did it โฆ glad that i didnโt .
you better run , you better do what you can .
yeah , i donโt really wanna be here .
pretty things should be seen and not heard .
canโt you bother someone else ?
now iโm sitting here wondering , when did this all start ?
iโm terrified but i canโt resist .
is there someone else or not ?
iโve been around long enough now to know that good things never last .
iโd rather be the girl that got away than be under your thumb .
it ainโt so bad if i wanna make a few mistakes .
wish i could get some fuckinโ sleep without wasting all my weed .
you scared me to death ,ย but iโm wasting my breath .
i feel like a kid again .
you were always taught to believe that everything you think is the truth .
nothing comes without a consequence or cost .
i donโt deserve someone loyal to me .
thought you were headed somewhere new .
touch me like tonight weโre gonna die .
can we go back to the world we had ?ย
you should know right now that i never stay in one place .
iโd suffers hell if youโd tell me what youโd do to me tonight .
the games you played were never fun .
you said youโd stay , but then you ran .
if i canโt hold you like a lover , i wonโt hold you at all .
you and i have history ,ย or donโt you remember ?
iโll be the one to deliver the news .
iโm better than this ,ย i know my worth .
thereโs something tragic about you .
you donโt know what itโs like , waiting up all night .
thank you for teaching me how i could live without you .
tell me what it is you wanna know .
youโre not a monster ,ย youโre just human .
maybe i need better friends . or maybe i need a wake up call .
thereโs so much to do , iโll never have the wherewithal to do it .
i know iโd miss you ,ย if i left right now .
i donโt like anyone better than you .
they told me once nothing grows when a house isnโt a home .
what makes you sure youโre all i need ?
i know you feel the way i do .
forever never really felt so right .
i overcommunicate and feel too much .
you say youโve changed and youโre sorry ,ย but i donโt wanna know .
i know iโve got friends ,ย i still get so lonely .
iโve been doing greater good for a long time .
iโm no hero ,ย but i can take a punch .
i thought it would all be great when i was older .
i used to be the one that was lying .
i canโt stand your condescending tone when you talk to me .
weโre still going cause weโre not quite dead .
i wanna scream ,ย but whatโs the use ?
i know whatโs going on in your head .
you know ,ย i never wanted to hurt you .
i donโt want to be a prisoner to who i used to be .
if we could stay this way forever , would it be enough ?
canโt you see that iโm getting bored ?
i hope you donโt think that shitโs fair .
i never knew you had such a dirty mind .
sometimes i donโt have a filter .
iโm the worst mistake that god has ever made .
you know i love you , but iโm still learning to love myself .
darling , youโre sick in the head .
am i someone you canโt live without ?
if you donโt come back , at least iโve got nothing to lose .
did you think that i should listen to you ?
the meds arenโt working for me anymore .
goodbye to my good side ,ย it only ever got me hurt .
you know ,ย youโve got a real smart mouth .
i know iโm where i belong .ย deep down inside ,ย iโve known all along .
iโve been putting myself on the sideline .
i was worth something , and it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food .
i know i took the path that you would never want for me .
my tongueโs gotten real tired of me biting it .
youโre acting like your deadbeat dad .ย youโre better than that .
i swear i changed my ways for the better .
i hate it when dudes try to chase me .
when youโre in love ,ย you get so cruel .
sorry , but i guess iโve gotta let you down again .
just fucking leave me alone .
i walk through this world just trying to be nice .
i canโt be your savior ,ย i donโt have the power .
will heaven step in ?ย will it save us from our sin ?
follow my lead ,ย take my hand .
you shouldโve made some plans with me ,ย you knew that i was free .
there are things that weโll never say , but we know .
the only way you can know is to give it all you have .
iโm not gonna stay and watch you circle the drain .
you get me through every dark night .
i know that iโve done some wrong ,ย but iโm trying to make it right .
now youโre over there ,ย and iโm way over here , what are we gonna do ?
think about what you believe in .
if i keep my eyes closed ,ย he looks just like you .
i donโt wanna feel better .ย no oneโs ever gonna love me like that again .
there are things that you say ,ย and you donโt say .
all my filthy life i loved someone i barely knew .
bless your soul ,ย youโve got your head in the clouds .
what did you say ?ย youโre breaking up on me .
if you adore me ,ย ย why do you ignore me ?
youโre not as brave as you were at the start .
it was a bad idea ,ย calling you up .
i see it on your face ,ย youโve had a bad day .
people are so fake ,ย this world is a cruel place .
iโd rather be hunter than the prey .
someoneโs gonna hate ,ย itโs never gonna change .
never gonna be easy ,ย was it ?
every dayโs another shot but all i do is fuck it up .
i can take the hate and all the pain .
it doesnโt matter whoโs wrong or right .
tell your baby that iโm your baby .
theyโll kick you and theyโll beat you ,ย and theyโll tell you itโs fair .
i wanted to pretend that this time was the end .
no one around me knows who i am or what iโve done .
i wouldโve gave it all for you .
i wonโt run ,ย iโm not afraid .
same way that they come ,ย thatโs the way they go .
somehow ,ย i just want you more .
i never regretted the day that i called you mine .
i donโt want to get over you .
take it out on me .ย i donโt mind if we fight if you make me bleed .
you look better in that dress than i do .
i know i let you down ,ย didnโt i ?
itโs a cruel ,ย cruel world .
i know i donโt want to live without you .
iโm always tired ,ย i just canโt fight it .
iโm too consumed with my own life .
you didnโt think itโd be so much fun .
i wonโt let you go ,ย so donโt let go of me .
darling , youโre so pretty it hurts .
howโd i ever get so off my rocks ?
tell me where i went wrong .
whatโs a king to a god ?ย whatโs a god to a non-believer ?
theyโre out to get you ,ย better leave while you can .
i know iโll never know just what to say .
goddamn it ,ย i was worth something .
we donโt need to be enemies .
shouldโve kept my ass in bed .
i tried to love you ,ย but youโre not my type .
thereโs something here that i just canโt explain .
baby ,ย is that really what you want ?
iโm not good at making friends .
i keep a close watch on this heart of mine .
iโm obsessed ,ย iโve never met someone like you .
canโt you see that youโre lost without me ?
when iโm like this , youโre the one i trust .
i was born into this , wonโt hesitate to use my fists .
i always get my revenge .
the world thinks iโm a mess .
thereโs something wrong with me ,ย cause all i wanna do is get high .
itโs been a long time since i gave a shit .
sometimes i have these thoughts , they leave me all confused .
when i said take me home ,ย that wasnโt what i meant .
oh my god ,ย why are you sad again ?
you have to show them that youโre really not scared .
i donโt have many friends .ย most of them are pretend .
i had my cake ,ย and i ate it too .
iโm too afraid about the things i might say .
shit wasnโt real ,ย it was all in my head .
itโs too late to apologize .
i know my disposition gets confusing .
youโve gotta be so cold to make it in this world .
satisfaction is a distant memory .
thereโs you in everything i do .
i wish i could say that iโm sorry ,ย but iโm over that now .
youโre playing with your life ,ย this ainโt no truth or dare .
fool me twice ,ย and i know thatโs all i need .
i hope if everyone leaves ,ย you choose to stay .
i was afraid to leave you on your own .
where along the line did we stop seeing eye to eye ?
if they laugh ,ย then fuck them all .
iโm sick and tired of everyone in this place .
i miss the way you made me feel .
heโll never stay . they never do .
take a dose of something to forget .
arenโt we too young for this ?
iโm not the type to admit iโm wrong .
i shouldnโt think the things iโm thinking .
i donโt wanna know where youโve been ,ย or where you go .