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Such a killer when it shows us together. I have still never been so happy or emotionally fulfilled. You’re so beautiful, I can still smell your hair when I see our pictures.

Your so petite … I can still smiled when I remember how it felt to hug you while you are wearing one of my down jackets.

You’re so gone. It’s hard to image that you chose to go back into an abusive relationship that tortured your heart… that scares your children and family.

I thought I was broken and thought I’d never have her again. I’ve tasted her again, miss her everyday, I see glimpses of her inside others and I know I want her. She leaves lipstick marks all over me. She lights up when I come into the room. She speaks highly of me. She wants me!

The thing is, I would burn it all down just to be able to love, and to be loved in return like this. Only I don’t want it in doses. I want it all and just for each other.