I hate how perfectionism and productivity has driven me to be lazy.
Like, I have free time and with my creative side I want to do so much like write, craft, or draw, but I never fully enjoy it because "It's not amounting to anything, you're not making money out of this, what I'm making isn't purposeful..." I don't know how to be fully happy doing what I love anymore.
Now I'm stuck doing nothing. A dreamer imagining castles but stuck with sand.












