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I think I know why I get so uncomfortable with my co-workers. Theyāre all very nice, all really put in the effort to be inclusive, and have been nothing but kind to me. But the thing is that I realized recently that theyāre all so....close to one another? Like theyāre all friends with one another and all get along so well. And I feel like maybe because Iām new to this organization and that I feel like my stay here is so temporary, that I donāt want to put in the effort to integrate into the staff. Not like I donāt feel welcome. Itās not that. But also, thereās an age difference between me and the rest of them because Iām in my early twenties (and almost MID-TWENTIES -- WHAT !!!!) and theyāre all 30+ and the youngest person on staff besides me is someone who just turned 27 today. I envy their sense of community here in this organization, but I donāt feel exactly...part of it because I think I intentionally separate myself.Ā













