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My parents in Czech. Taken with a disposable camera, September 21, 2018.

Is the day I went home from my Europe trip.

In transit

Photo was taken during the heaviest snow in years in Hatfield - Dec 10, 2017 with Fujifilm disposable camera ISO 400

I had always wished that I was a better person. I wish I was smarter. I wish my English was better. I wish I graduated with a good GPA. I wish I could make my parents proud. -er. I wish I excelled in what I do. I wish I excelled in other things too, like writing, playing music, singing, everything. And above all, I wish I had found my passion. I am greedy, way too greedy for my own liking.

Had you ask me this question, “are you happy?” I would say that I am content. Many times I found myself being ever so thankful for everything that I have. I do know that I don’t take things for granted, I know how extremely lucky I am to be where I am right now.

Some other time, I’d question my self, do I even deserve to be here? What have I done, contributed to the world, in my 22 years of existence? Many others that are way better than me-smarter, better GPA, passionate and excellent in what they do-deserve my place more than I do.

Heard this song when I was in the bank, waiting for the lady to figure out why the bloody hell my account is blocked. Stuck with the song since, been too long since I listen to this one.

I have been falling in and out of love with k-pop since 2009. Recently, I got back into it, looked up the news, and found out that Hoya left Infinite.

I have a soft spot for these babies, because Infinite is one of the few (by few I mean like 3 to 5) groups that keeps me falling back in love every time they come up with a new song.

Hoya, in particular, was kind of my favourite. Yes, kind of. He’s so talented he can rap sing dance and act, but at the same time I think he knows that he’s good. One arrogant bastard. So it’s a love and hate feeling, ha.

Anyways, him leaving Infinite left me heartbroken. My hatred towards him grows, my respect for him gone. Infinite is one of the few groups from my k-pop craze era that still have the same members as it was back then.

Well not anymore. Guess it’s actually time for me to say adios to these pretty boys

made this post ytd but it wasnt posted so retyping zzz. Yesterday I did my first ever 5K. It wasnt that tiring, which means that all this time I'm just too lazy and too content with my 3K. During the last km I realised that I had lost my key, so I kind of lost the will to run. I track back the route and I saw the key from afar. Mind you I had no glasses nor contacts. When I picked up my key, simultaneously I hit 5K! Double the happiness. Some gorgeous sky below-

so beautiful

another one that hasn’t been crossed off my list

one commented,

“This is what people listen in heaven“