x CRIME BIRD x

one thing i would really like my friends and peers to consider about my gender is that i am nonbinary on purpose. i am agender. i am not nonbinary as a step towards a binary gender. no, i am running away from gender entirely. my reason for top surgery was not to get closer to masculinity, but to get farther from femininity. people's perception of anything feminine about me makes me uncomfortable, but masculinity doesn't feel quite right either. my gender feels like a huge expansive void that my body is struggling to contain. im not interested in hormones, but im interested in more body mods. please respect that my "journey" or whatever doesn't have to parallel yours or anyone else's 🙏 im doing my own thing, as always