āThere is nothing more tragic than wasted potential,ā he says candidly, taking a sip of his champagne. When she asks if Greer reminds him of his daughter, he canāt help but smile. Perhaps even the way he talked about her was reminiscent of how a father might speak of their childāhe really only has known her for such a short amount of time, but there is something about her that brings out the man he used to be.Ā āShe does, yes⦠my eldest daughter, to be exact. I had three children, the other two boys. I kept watch over them for as long as they livedālong enough to see my sons die in battle, my daughter disappear without a trace, and my wife go mad with grief. There is no other pain on this earth like losing a child. I still think about them, even today.ā He eyes fall to the floor, his brain briefly clouded with what little memories he has of them. He vaguely remembers what they looked likeābut he mostly remembers the idea of them; their essence. If he ever crosses to the other side, he knows he would recognise their souls instantly.Ā āYouāre right, we do need to grow from it. I have changed so much from when I was youngāback then, I would have picked a fight with the sky if it somehow displeased me. Now I think I have more of an idea of what is actually important.ā
His eyes are drawn back to her, lingering on her neck and then onto her face. William would have written endless sonnets about her, he imagines.Ā āWho would have believed that Lysander, the Spartan admiral, hadnāt actually died and was, in fact, a vampire? Humans donāt have that kind of imagination. I have changed my surname many times, though. On my paperwork for the university I use Lysander Taylor, simply because it was the first thing that popped into my head. And, of course, my fake ID matches that.ā Name changes were always a burden to him so he didnāt care too much about what surname he chose. Sometimes heād look at a nearby book and merely choose whatever the authorās surname was. When she says she and Cleopatra grew to be more than friends, he raises an intrigued eyebrow. He thinks he feels a pang of jealousy, perhaps mixed with amusement. They have both lived such long livesāanything was possible, that much was plain.Ā āAt the time it did. I admit I felt guilty when I heard of the news of his death. He was a beautiful young man who thought he was invincible. I suppose when people revere you as a god, itās hard not to believe such a thing. Itās always been a dream of mine to locate his tombāperhaps once I am done with New York, or when it is done with me, I will make that my next mission.ā He turns his attention back to Rosamie, curiosity still lingering about her implied affair with Cleopatra.Ā āWhat was Egypt like during Cleopatraās reign? I wish I had visited.ā
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā canāt help but chuckleĀ ,Ā Ā head tilting back the slightest bitĀ .Ā Ā it feels good toĀ laughĀ ,Ā Ā she thinksĀ .Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ youād be surprised by the amount ofĀ tin hatsĀ that are around these daysĀ ,Ā Ā it seems that the internet gives almostĀ TOOĀ much powerĀ .Ā Ā even nowĀ ,Ā Ā iām just stepping into the publicās eyeĀ -Ā i wouldnāt be too laxĀ ,Ā Ā just yetĀ .Ā Ā though it seems youāre doing fine for yourselfĀ ,Ā Ā despiteĀ having first met looking at greek artĀ .Ā āĀ Ā all the signs were thereĀ ,Ā Ā but these particular wereĀ VERYĀ hard to findĀ Ā ,Ā Ā much less read and understandĀ .Ā Ā the more they talk about herĀ ,Ā Ā the more rosamie realizes she misses herĀ dearestĀ friendĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ perhaps i could come alongĀ Ā ,Ā Ā if youāre open to companyĀ .Ā Ā tombs always bring back memoriesĀ ,Ā Ā even some of those i donāt have personallyĀ .Ā āĀ Ā and she smilesĀ ,Ā Ā visage of the long gone queen in her headĀ .Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ absolutely chaoticĀ ;Ā Ā she was certainly seen as a godĀ ,Ā Ā and it pissedĀ soĀ many people offĀ .Ā Ā it was hard to be in egyptĀ WITHOUTĀ adoring herĀ .Ā Ā butĀ ...Ā there was political tension on every cornerĀ ,Ā Ā every stepĀ .Ā Ā not to mentionĀ ,Ā Ā theĀ romansĀ .Ā āĀ Ā