rhythm of the night

I honestly don't understand why people draw Charles as strong and invulnerable..... I mean, yes, he's strong, but he's definitely not a stone block with no feelings. He's terribly sensual and vulnerable but his real feelings are hidden a little deeper but they are there

I love it when he and Arthur are equals. In every way. Both think they don't deserve a place in this world, both think they are broken, both are terribly loyal to those they love and both give their whole selves without stopping. I love imagining how a sincere connection helps break the cycle of self-destruction and in their relationship with each other they can find harmony within themselves and feel loved.

So they both need to be portrayed as the omega bottoms

And about chavier.... Damn god I love it when javier is a little on the "evil" side. I imagine their lonely wandering in the world has fundamentally sealed in their minds a sense of fear (Javier) of meaninglessness and despondency (Charles). The way they deal with this suffocating feeling is different: Javier's is fight or flight response on the verge of violence, Charles' is unyielding stoicism, and sealing his heart to let no one in.