il Dottore

𐔌 Sariel or Ivan 。 　he they　19 sys

dv yan — bizzare seeking yan ++ more

A doctor ‘ s job is not over

even if the patient is pronounced dead .

Darling ( s ) : Till , My darling Till .

𓈒 Warning 𓏲𝄢

I talk violent tendencies , toxic behavior , indulgence in intrusive thoughts , venting , mental abuse , manipulation , stalking talk , suicide idealism , yan behavior , religious themes , cannibalism , domestic violence , obsession , cnc etc

I speak about genuinely uncomfortable thoughts and things . I ‘ m not justifying my thoughts and I know they ‘ re terrible .

When I stop caring that ‘ s when you should be worried . When there ‘ s no jealousy or annoyance towards other people around you . That ‘ s when you ‘ ve lost me . I won ‘ t let myself be disrespected .

Loving so hard that I can ‘ t keep myself from wanting to amputate them . To turn them into the perfect doll . Your body so perfect that I can only put every organ of yours into a canopic jars . You ‘ re my specimen .

Amputating my darling to keep them from being able to leave me . You are not leaving me . I love you , Angel face .

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It ‘ s completely fine , you have no obligation to me . Getting obsessed with someone will have you doing that , I know from experience . What went wrong though , if I may ask ? If not just ignore this . A convention sounds fun . I ‘ ve wanted to go to one for a while .

“ I ‘ m obsessed with you . ” Tell me my favorite color , my favorite number , my favorite flower , my favorite season , my favorite show , my favorite character , my favorite food , my favorite fruit , my favorite book , my favorite song , my favorite game , my favorite sport , my favorite gem stone , my favorite instrument , my favorite day . What ‘ s my favorite pet name . What ‘ s my birthday . Tell me the little quirks that I do . Tell me how I act when I ‘ m being emotional , tell me every little thing that you noticed about me . Tell me everything you know about me .

Clicker training my mutt into an obedient house dog .

What if I said I love being obsessed with someone and making scenarios in my head of how I ‘ ll kidnap them to turn them into my perfect victim . Hurt them until their mind breaks and the only thing they know is me .

We should double suicide and leave this cruel world behind .

Do I scare you with my overwhelming love and obsession .

I ‘ m going to make you miserable ( flirting ) .

I have a fetish for abuse and it is deeply personal to me . It ‘ s why I like to hurt my darling .

I love romantic things because it ‘ s us . Matching everywhere , carrying a piece of each other everywhere , knowing each other ‘ s favorite things , spending time together , putting each other over other people , talking for hours on end , watching movies and shows together , talking about future dates , cutting for each other .

I am the God you should hope to praise and obey . I am the one you should be praying to for an inkling of attention regardless if you receive it . You should be thankful for a glance your way . Impress me . Only then will you be special and reap the benefits of being with your God . If I am not your God then you are nothing to me .

I need to tell someone to slit out of pure rage .

Thank you . I do tend to forget to make it tiny , but I ‘ m quick to fix a mistake .