I haven't been sleeping well at all lately sorry I think that is why I am sad

Trying to work out what I want to do with life but ultimalty what I want is to not exist alot of the time

Ok it might be fine.. I really extremly hope

Taking melatonins like that is gonna help

Horrible mess situation just got 20x fuckibg worse oh my god I need to just die I will not but holy fucking shit

Feet have gone numb whilst my blood sugar is dropping right this is so helpful

Having anxiety sucks so bad like the mental stuff is wtv but the physical symptoms are dreadful why am I on the verge of throwing up.. why does it feel like my stomach and guts will fall out of me. Why is this my daily experience and can it stop. I feel like my body treats shit like just showing up at work on time or showering as an equivalent to jumping off an cliff

hope you are doing ok out there

There's no fucking way I'm getting to work on time