Donāt let me goā¦ćpart2ć
I wonāt let you goļ¼
Wellā¦ hi allļ¼
Firstly, I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy out thereļ¼š
And secondly, as you guys know, iāve been quiet for a while. I had to deal with some of my real life problemsā¦ albeit unintentionallyā¦ And it was a period that seriously hurt me emotionally. So if you remember, when I was at the beginning of everything, I posted an art about it, also mentioned that I will share the rest of that art depending on the situation. And according to this result, it would end as a good or bad endingā¦
So today, this problem finally came to a conclusionļ¼
What do you see when you look at these pieces? It feels like a bit of a bad ending, right!? But itās notļ¼Yes, the result is really the good ending oneļ¼ļ¼ļ¼Iām just happy to be back with good news after such a long waitļ¼And guys, half of these results are thanks to you, i knowļ¼'Cause you all sent so many positive comments and wishes that things turned out well (y'know I have some superstitions like good wishes)ļ¼So I canāt thank each and every one of you enoughļ¼
I really thought for a moment that I had reached the end of the roadā¦ And I donāt know if I can use the right words about my feelings during this periodā¦ Thatās why iām not even going to start that āfeelingsā part. Justā¦ I guess Iām a little old-fashioned. I mean I canāt get used to the changes easily. Ofcourse one day Iāll say that Iām doneļ¼(I canāt draw these two boys until i die). But I can only accept this if it is a situation under my control. And since I donāt feel like saying Iām done yet, this just damaged my emotional state indescribably. Many days when I was quiet and inactive, I kept telling myself ābe patient, be strong, be patient, be strongā and I didnāt tell anyone how hard it was for me because didnāt want to bother any of you with my *constant* emotional breakdowns. So, special thanks to the few people who didnāt turn down my request for help to avoid a panic attack (they know themselves)ļ¼
Honestly, this problem is about a topic Iām uncomfortable talking about. Thatās why I wonāt talk too much about it. (But even so, I was going to tell you all what this is about, if this had ended with a bad ending. Because if i had to leave i think you guys have the right to know whyā¦) So for now, itās just enough to know that this is about a serious legal issue. I may be just a simple fanartist that you all see here but there are some serious issues going on in my real life and canāt have fun with. And it was an issue that would hinder my entire artist career, not just about my fanarts. Thatās why I asked all of you for help (normally i hate asking for help butā¦) And the bad ending one is still in my documents, but i will never share this. Because Iām still afraid of something and maybe this will cause things to go bad in the future, idkā¦ But mmh for those who are still wondering, I can explain a little, i guess. So it was the same beginning but a different ending, something like Sasuke leaving without looking back, and he couldnāt even hear Narutoās voice and what he was saying behind his backā¦ like an unstoppable farewellā¦ā¦ So I still feel lucky that I didnāt have to post this oneļ¼
But, after this period that I lived for almost two months, I cannot say that everything is over nowā¦ unfortunately. āCause from now on it seems like another period awaits me. A period when I will be much busier and not even have time to talk muchā¦ But iām not complaining, because I can still stay around. So i havenāt planned it yet but i will try to prepare a monthly schedule for myself. And nothing is finalized but for now it looks like I can only spend two weeks a month on fanarts/commissions. Sorry in advance for being less active from now onļ¼
But HEY iām still happyļ¼ļ¼ļ¼
Iām happy to be able to continue what I love to do, happy to be able to stay here with you all and happy that I donāt have to leave my accounts. So, endless thanks to everyone who spoke up or stayed silent but never stopped supporting meļ¼I never asked you to do, but y'all just donāt know how much strength you give me with your words and supportļ¼
Hope the future brings more fun and happiness to all of usļ¼Letās have fun doing the things we loveļ¼And donāt also forget to take care of yourselfļ¼ļ¼
(Uhmā¦ Ok I wonāt be writing such long articles for a long time, donāt worry, I wonāt have time for that ^^;ļ¼So just, thank you if youāve read this far) ļ¼
See you guys aroundļ¼ā¤ļøā¤ļø
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