Summer 2026
I have been getting up earlier and getting to work on time. Pushing myself to stay on task and keep going. I think I am close to finding a flow state at work. Now I think I need to focus on my health, and discipline. I think I will start with my diet but also incorporate more walks with my dog. Random thought... or consistent thought... I miss my father. I love that man, I remember him saying I would and thinking we would be alright without him... I was wrong... I mean I do not need him for financial purposes but I do miss him... my love for him got stronger after his death. All I try to do is be genuine with my mom and remind her I love her. I love my brother too, he reminds me of my dad so I am lucky to have him. anyways a random thought developed to a mini rant. I have high hopes for this summer.
