also potential 12 hour shift instead of 8 hours no comment

um hello i think i jumped timelines in my sleep again

i absolutely believe i deserve a gun

there's no way im alive in a flesh vessel with conciousness i don't believe this i will never come to peace with this I FUCKING HATE THE CIRCUMSTANCES

do i kill myself is the issue me or is it with others or like what actually is it do i kill myself do i kill myself do i kill myself do i kill myself

i hate having streaks im sorry if this makes me sound horrible but like it's likeeee stupid and i gotta keep up with it everyday 💔💔 im tired of having streaks fr fuck you and your streaks and then there's ppl from the past i have streaks with i just have memories of the way they've treated me :(

WAIT i found my new source of happiness

when that psychiatrist lady was like what's your family's medical history i was like how do i not tell this poor lady im adopted