i think i'm going to take a break from this blog for a bit & then decide if i want to delete or keep running it (& if so then how). i've had pushback on this tumblr since day1 of heated rivalry, back when i used to get a lot of hate for talking about conçois or even daring to insinuate there might be something going on between connor & françois. or having the guts to say i don't think hudcon is a thing. since the beginning i've felt like i've had to be very careful with what i decide to publish & that not everyone's opinion is valid. because there's always someone who takes things the wrong way or starts accusing me of being a hater of xyz & sending me hate as a result. & having to second guess & think through a fucking anonymous ask in your inbox is no fun. i've always liked reading other people's opinions & talking to people about it, but it's exhausting when only certain opinions are considered correct & everyone else who thinks or feels differently isn't allowed to say anything. i'm not saying it's okay to hate/harass anyone but it's incredible to witness how it's considered fine by the fandom to talk shit about some cast members but not even question the behavior/motivation of some other cast members (so how are you any better than hudcels???). celebrities are human, they aren't perfect, they make mistakes & i can't understand this blind worship. anyway, maybe i'll see ya again, maybe i won't. take care.
