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random things my professors have said (starters)
Just a bunch of random quotes from my professors during my first semester of college. Enjoy and feel free to make any changes !
âThe heart is a dramatic organ. The bowels are also pretty dramatic.â
âI donât remember why I put that picture of a water slide there.â
âBy that time, youâll have figured out my brain. I havenât yet.â
âWoah, you have big shoes.â
âZero is hero.â
âMake sure you donât take my picture. Iâm copyrighted.â
âWe donât really know what itâs like to be a rat or a pigeon.â
âHello. Welcome to the planet.â
âI set you up.â
âYou wouldnât be able to tell if your toe fell off in the middle of the night.â
âI know you are a millionaire. I donât want to talk to you.â
âYou donât have a clue.â
âIâve taught you to see the fun in pain.â
âGet rid of the dog mask.â
âI actually think nasty things when I smile.â
âI know you donât want to see me. I donât want to see you too.â
âIâm just making stuff up.â
âThe other day, someone called me nurturing. I was like, âyouâre ruining my reputationâ!â
âI said the exam is NEXT Thursday. Donât scare people.â
âI wasnât drunk, but I was acting like it.â
âAre you glaring at me?â
âI profoundly believe that humans are absurd creatures.â
âItâs my job to embarrass you.â
âWhen I was youngâIâm still young, right?â
âUh oh. [grunt] Iâm okay.â
âIf you solve this, Iâll buy you lunch.â
âIâm going to tell you a story about farts.â
âI know a lot about corn.â
âWow, you are super. *high fives*â
âI didnât do that!â
âI saw you walking past the library, and you looked as though you were lost in thought.â
âIâm glad to see that youâve decided to stay.â
âIn the game, you can die many times. In life, you can die one time.â
âThis is just dessert. Thereâs a banquet coming.â
âWhat do you call it? AÂ âsnakeâ, right?â
âDonât yell at me.â
âImpossible means âI am possibleâ.â
âYouâre completely aroused.â
âThereâs a stop sign. You have to stop.â
âI like sleep.â
âNo one likes to feel pain. Actuallyânever mind, I donât want to ask.â
âDo I sound cynical? Iâm trying to be nice.â
âDude, you wanna compete with Jimmy Hendrix? Fuck you.â
âI donât want to talk to most people. Itâs not a gender thing, please just go away.â
âWeâre making tortillas now.â
âIâm not very nice.â
âBe careful, somebody might beat you up.â
âI can say nice things, but if you remind me, Iâll deny it.â
âThe worldâs fucked.â
{Special} College!AU Taeyong
major: medical laboratory scienceÂ
minor: Â mathematicsÂ
sports: tennis teamÂ
clubs: was a part of math club and won a regional competition when he was only a freshman,,,,the math dept begged him to switch majors but he said he wouldnât be able to handle a degree that made him a teacher,,,,,because schools can be,,,,,,,a mess Â
taeyong is like the model student and everyone in his major thinks heâs a genius,,,,,,,,,,,,but in reality he just stays up three nights in a row neurotically drinking coffee and listening to edm remixes of like jazz songs,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,like that is the Truth of his college life
was originally going to go into pre-med,,,,but when an emt came to visit and was like âsometimes blood just gets everywhere! and i mean EVERYWHEREâ taeyong was like,,,,,,,,,,well he first got out his hand sanitizer and decided then and there that working with machines and in a lab was his aesthetic instead
having random people cough on you in the ER is not
like blood is cool in the study of hematology and taeyong will get enthusiastic over working with new specimens in his microbiology lab
but ,,,,,,, heâs a theory person,,,,,,he wants to help doctors figure out why someone is sick and then the doctors can treat them
taeyong is a-ok being behind the studying and lab work,,,,not on the front lines
which is baffling to most people because taeyong puts effort into going unnoticed but,,,,itâs Impossible to not notice him
even in his lab coat, thick framed glasses, and the usual perfectly bland outfit of black jeans and a button down,,,,,,someone might be like haha what nerd
but,,,,,,,one look at his face and itâs like WOAH WHATÂ
and countless times on his way to his internship or when heâs out getting lunch wtih jaehyun and ten people will be like excuse me,,,are you a model? a site model? a idol? are u on some tv show?
and taeyong seriously doesnât get why he gets asked this so many times,,,,every time humbly apologizing that heâs not the person theyâre looking for and getting a little anxious when people are obviously taking photos of him
like the amount of times jaehyun has literally had to get up and sit in front of taeyong so people wouldnât be noisy is insane
and the amount of times ten has started an argument on taeyongâs behave is even more because ten is always like taEYONG YOU HANDSOME FRIEND OF MINE I GeT THAT u R BEAUTiFUL but WhY DO peOPLE JusT DISREGARD UR prIVAC-
and taeyong always has to calm ten down but all of their friends agree that itâs super weird and gets out of hand
but taeyong is too nice to shut it down himself,,,,,so most of the time he slips on those glasses and a hat when he goes out and avoids looking people in the eyes
johnny once came over to his dorm and was like âbro i got you this wig. wear it if things get too creepy.â unfortunately the wig was the bright color red and mark was like hey johnny i know ur a senior and all but,,,,,,is ur head in the game,,,bro,,,please,,,
is the designated mom of his dormâs floor because he has evERYTHING on hand from extra chargers, to a first aid kit, to pain killers
and every time someone comes into his room (taeyong begged for a single bed,,,,roommates can get a Bit) theyâre always amazed at how a boy in college keeps his room sparkling clean
and i literally mean sparkling his bed sheets are white, his desk is completely free of everything except his laptop and a cup to hold pens in,,,,,his closet is organized by color: white, black, grey, and brown
and he has a little whiteboard where he writes due dates and everyone is like ur seriously a star student why cant i be clean and organized like u
except they donât understand,,,anytime before finals the clean room turns into disarray,,,,,like taeyong literally pulls all his covers off the bed and takes power naps at his desk only to wake up with post-it notes stuck to his face
and when finals are over he goes on a cleaning spree in which he offers to do the laundry for everyone on his floor because it calms his nerves
heâs a sweet, polite, hard-working kid tbh with the face of an actual god which makes some people think heâs stuck up when heâs the absolute least from it
like taeyong is that kid that tutors his seniors for FREE in subjects they should be tutoring him in like what an angel?????/
anyway youâre taking organic chemistry with him this semester but the only problem is ,,,,,,you transferred in the middle of the year and therefore are completely falling behind
to the point where you donât even care about saving your grade because no one wants to help and the teacher is super like âwell,,,,,,,,,,do it urself im not doing it for uâ kinda stick up their butt situation
so u start skipping class
because everything else ur doing fine in,,,,u have people sharing notes and teachers who get ur situation but organic chem????? the Devil
until one day as ur standing in line at the school cafe and u feel a tap on ur shoulderÂ
and u turn around to see this guy,,,,,who u know but ur not sure from where until heâs like âtaeyong,,,,im in your organic chem class.â and you roll your eyes at the name of that class but then ur like sORRy,,,,,itâs just that class is so,,,,,
and heâs like âive noticed youâve stopped coming,,,,,is the material too hard?â
and you kind of are taken aback because this chem class isnât ,,,,,,small itâs a lecture hall full of like 150 people and he noticed,,,,,,you?
but you shrug not wanting to come off like ,,,,, obvious and ur like âi transferred and a lot of things didnât make sense,,,,so i gave up? ill just retake the class next semester.â
but taeyong frowns and for a moment you think to yourself: how does someone still look so attractive frowning wth
but ur like âitâs whatever, it canât be helped.â but taeyong is like ,,,,,,,if,,,,if you still want help,,,,,,i can help you
and for a moment youâre gonna laugh because thereâs like four weeks left of classes,,,,,,the only way to save your grade is to ace the big course final
but taeyong seems to fidget a bit when u donât answer and he goes âb-but if itâs weird,,,,if i seem we,,weird,,,,,,im sor-â
and youâre like no no itâs not you,,,itâs just,,,how can u teach me so much in so little time ?? itâd be a lot of work on ur part and we donât even know each other?
but taeyong seems unfazed by the amount of work,,,,tbh he smiles a little when u mention how itâll take hard work and u dont know because ur new to the school but itâs because every1 always tells taeyong he does too much and works too hard,,,,,but to him itâs all fun like he has fun in his major
and he shakes his head and looks at you and again u catch urself sinking a little into his dark,,,pretty eyes and heâs like âim in ,,, if youâre in.â
and the line has moved up and the bored looking girl behind the register asks what youâd like to order and ur like ,,,,, one sec- and sheâs like i donât have time tell me so you say ur order,,,turn back to taeyong and ur like âok,,,,letâs try.â and heâs like âmeet me in the library at 8.â
and you watch him give a little bow and turn around and for a moment u cant be really sure that just happened,,,,,,,most people in college dont waltz up to others to offer to tutor them,,,,,
but as u pay the girl for ur coffee she goes âdonât try asking taeyong out. he never dates.â and ur like ????? what a guy like him definitely has a significant other????? right?????
so 8pm comes around and u bring a fresh notebook and the textbook u bought for the class and find that u dont even have to look for a seat because u can see taeyong already at one of the tables
and heâs got his lab coat over his chair,,,,his laptop open with some charts up and a heavy looking medical dictionary ,,,, he looks like a straight up doctor tbhÂ
and u sit down,,,startling taeyong whoâs glasses slip down his nose just a bit until heâs chuckling and closing his laptopÂ
and u think how good of a tutor can he be to help someone as hopelessly lost as u,,,,,,,,,,,,but the minute taeyong begins to explain itâs like,,,,itâs like everything makes /sense/
nothing is complicated or abstract,,,,and u canât help but be entranced by his smooth, slightly deep voice and the way he points out keywords and writes down formulas in near perfect handwritingÂ
like everything about him is so Professional heâs like,,,heâs like a professor,,,,
and itâs kind of super cute how when u ask him to repeat something he doesnât get ticked off,,,no he gets excited because itâs obvious,,,,this is something taeyong loves
and at the end of ur first study session u feel so much better about everything
to the point that u even show up to ur class the next day and taeyong doesnât look up from his notes,,,,,so u cant say hi but,,,,,suddenly itâs not like the teacher is talking nonsense
and every other day taeyong comes to the library to teach u,,,although he moves the time up to 10pm and ur not sure,,,maybe classes or clubs
and by the sixth time as ur packing up to leave taeyong goes âi see ur coming to class, that makes me happy.â and u donât know why but,,,,,,,
just saying that,,,,,,,,it,,,,,it makes ur heart skip a beat
but u remember the words of the girl from the cafe about taeyong never dating and u itch to ask him,,,,but u donât want to make this relationship more awkward
which is why the only time u do ask is when u end up in another class of urs partnered up with yuta and taeil,,,,two boys who immediately go âyouâre the one taeyong is tutoring right?â and youâre like,,,yes??? and yuta scratches his head and is like âfor organic chem or for immunology? or wait,,,,heâs giving someone tennis lessons too right taeil??â and ur like wow,,,taeyong sure helps a lot of people
and taeil nudges yuta but nods and is like âtaeyong is really too nice for his own good,,,,,,,,,,â and u nod and try to focus on the project,,,but taeil gives u this like ???? knowing smile
and ur like ,,,, w-whats up and taeil is like âu want to know if taeyong is seeing someone?â and u straighten up because ur like ,,,,, UM,,, no-
and yuta laughs into his palm and is like âitâs ok,,,i know taeyong as a fellow pretty boy everyone always asks us thatâ and taeil rolls his eyes but heâs like âheâs not, he hasnât dated anyone in college.â and from the shock on ur face yuta can only nod his head and go âi know,,,it shocks all of us,,,,,,hot girls and hot guys and everyone else all the hot people on campus have made moves on him but he just,,,,,,â
and yuta throws up his hands in defeat and taeil shrugs and for a second u think,,,,,,,,well what kind of chance to i stand,,,,,,,but u shake it off and ur like âmaybe heâs just waiting!! heâs really nice i hope he finds someone.âÂ
and with that u leave after class,,,realizing that taeyong is helping u from the goodness of his heart,,,,,not because he might harbor something towards u,,,,and u need to accept that
but what u dont realize is that as u head toward ur dorm,,,,,taeyong is waiting in the library and when u donât show up,,,,he goes into a panic
and the next day in organic chem he comes rushing up to
and for the first time his perfect face is scarred with worry and his hair is a mess and he looks like he hasnât slept and heâs like,,,,,a,,,,are you ok?? and ur like yes wh- and he seems to calm down and even get embarrassed a bit as he steps back and is like âwi-will you come to the library tomorrow??â and ur like ofc omgÂ
and as ur trying to concentrate,,,u look over to see taeyong dozing off,,,,something he never does,,,,and u wonder why he didnât sleep
and when u go for tutoring taeyong seems a little more reserved,,,,like usually if u make a joke heâll laugh or if ur fingers brush itâs nothing
but now it seems like heâs keeping his distance,,,,,a bit more than usual and u want to ask if something is wrong,,,,,
so when ur done with the problem set he has and he gets up almost as if heâs in a hurry,,,,ur reach out and ask him if heâs ok and taeyong,,,looking down at your hand on his wrist ,,,, mumbles that u didnât show up to tutoring so he thought heâd messed up but u explain that it just slipped ur mind,,,,,,taeyong could never do something wrong
and taeyong,,,,looks up at you and smiles just a bit and heâs like âif i do do something wrong,,,please tell me and ill fix it.â
and,,,,,,,like,,,,,,,,the pureness of his voice,,,,the way heâd gotten so worried over you,,,,,it makes your heart burst because where else could someone find such a damn near perfect boy
and before you can think and stop yourself from speaking you ask;Â âthe final is in a week,,,,,after,,,,,would you want to go out?â
taeyong seems to need a moment to register what u mean,,,,but when he does,,,,itâs like all the heat in his body has rushed up into his face and he stutters over an answer until he just goes âim sorry,,,,,,,â and thatâs enough for you to get the hint
you apologize at least ten times and ur like thIS is awkward,,,ill go and make a dash for the door as quickly as possible
because everything is so damn EMBARRASSING and ur like WHAT WERE U THINKING @ yourself the whole time u go to your dorm
and for a good hour u just lay down with ur head in ur pillow like gkhdlfjssdf whY DID I OPEN MY MOUTH
but taeyong,,,,,who also gets to his dorm just sets down his laptop and tries to think himself,,,why,,,,,,,why did he say im sorry?? when he wanted to say yes,,,,,
and the week goes by and the final comes and goes and at the end u want to ball ur eyes out because well one that final was hARD AS HELL but thanks to taeyongs help u feel like u did decently,,,,,but also the whole time u couldnât help but look over at taeyong and not once,,,,,,did u guys cross eyes
and ur convincing urself that heâs forgotten about it,,,,,about you and helping you,,,and every night u spent in the library getting closer and god dammit if u hadnt gotten all worked up over him saying he was worried thiS wouldnt have happened
until you walk right into someone and theyâre like âwoah! watch yourselfâ and you look up to see the familiar face of taeil and ur like oh right whoops we got an A on our project did u get the email? and taeil nods but heâs like âmore importantly,,,,,,,,hows taeyong?â
and ur like ?????????/ idk im not his frie-
and taeil is like ur not??? taeyong literally tutored u right after his internship for four weeks straight sacrificing his time for u and ur not even friends? doubt it
and ur like wait what
and taeyong is like yEAH why do u think u had to meet so damn late the poor guy had a class load + an internship in a lab + tutoring and believe me as kind as he is,,,,,,he wouldnât go to such lengths for a stranger
and u canât believe it,,,,like at all,,,,,,but u feel like such an asshole and ur like âdo u know where-â and taeil is like âbus stop near the gym. he should be going there n-â and ur like thANKS SEE U LATER TELL YUTA WE GOT AN A BECAUSE HE NEVER CHECKS HIS EMAIL
and as u run u can see taeyong,,,holding his lab coat and his shoulder bag at the stop and u donât know how much time u have till the bus comes
but when u show up in front of him,,,huffing and puffing taeyong immediately worries and tries to offer u his water and ur like no no listen to meÂ
and heâs lie ???? with wide eyes and ur like âim sorry. i never thanked u for tutoring me and we left of on an awkward note and it was sUPER embarrassing but if we could push it aside like i really like u,,,,,,,,but like i want to be ur friend first and foremost because i think ur great and u helped me pass that satanic class and i just didnt know u were staying up so late to tutor me and i just i have a lot more to say but most of all thank you so much taeyong. i appreciate what you did for me.â
and u cant believe u had enough breath for all that but taeyong,,,,taeyong is smiling,,,,,,,and itâs the smile that makes his usually stoic, handsome face turn somewhat childish and warm
and he puts his hand out to carefully take yours and heâs likeÂ
âim happy i could help, but also i,,,,,,,,,â
and you think heâs holding ur hand in like ???A friendly way??? but taeyong is literally also shaking??? and ur like is he nervous???
but taeyong finally swallows the lump in his throat and goes âbut also i donât want to push what you asked me aside. i,,,,,,,i want to take you on a date,,,,,,,can i?â
and you can hear the bus approaching and you can see taeyongâs eyes flash between yours and the road and you know you need to answer
but ur like stuck and the bus doors open and taeyong is like âi need to let go but tell me-â
and heâs halfway up the steps when you get up into the bus with him and the driver is like ? and you lean up to kiss his cheek and youâre likeÂ
âyes,,,,,,,please take me on a date. it would make me really happy.â
and the bus driver is like hello are u also getting on and taeyong turns cherry red but he tells u heâll call - but wait ur number - and ur like oh !! message taeil he has it we were partners and taeyong is like ok!!
and the driver is like AHEM but this nice old lady is like âdonât ruin their momentâ
and basically,,,,you get off the bus and wave to taeyong in the window as it leaves and practically skip back to school because oh my god the undateable taeyong,,,,,,just asked you on a dATE
and the date,,,,,,is so simple and sweetÂ
everyone thinks taeyong is some stuck up snob with high taste but nooooope in reality u two go to a cafe that specialize in board games and u guys play monoply on ur first damn date and then some connect four and when u beat him at jenga ur pretty sure he might cry
but ur like âtaeyong,,,,,,top of ur major and yet,,,,,,,bad at jenga?â and heâs like !!!!!!!! im not rematch!!!!11
but u win again and poor taeyong has his head in his hands but heâs having fun and gladly does the penalty (which is buying u guys two more drinks)
and itâs like afterwords u learn that taeyong is not flashy,,,,,he takes so much happiness in just walking u to ur dorm afterwords and when u tease him about jenga he just bites his lip and mumbles that it just wasnât his night tonight,,,,,,
and when you lean up to kiss him gently taeyong mumbles against your skin if itâs alright to take u out on a second date and u think how cute,,,,but completely agree
and two dates turn into more dates and before u know it u and taeyong are dating with matching couple rings to prove itÂ
which yuta thinks is cheesy but taeil just tells him to shut it and be happy for taeyongÂ
but on a real note taeyong takes dating as seriously as his studies,,,he puts his efforts into making you happy and learning more about you
and itâs so adorable when heâll point something out and be like âit reminds me of you!â and,,,,itâs like,,,,,,,what an observant, caring boyfriendÂ
you tell taeyong once you donât like this specific kind of fruit so when u guys get a fruit salad he asks if u want him to pick out the ones u dont like and u just laugh and go i can just not eat them!!! and he gets red,,,,but like itâs the sentiment that counts
taeyong works most of his week and studies super hard so u donât get to go out a lot and taeyong apologizes for that
but you just hold his face in your hands and tell him that no. his studies come first because itâs his future
and once taeyong mumbled that he hopes ur his future too and it made ur heart,,,,,,,,,it literally made ur heart burst and you were like taeyong donât say things like that and he was like im sorry,,,but why not
and u were like because it makes me want to kiss u and u have calculus homework rightÂ
people that took pics of taeyong when u go out always just get super long glares from u and at one point u were like âthatâs illegal i can sue on behave of my boyfriendâ
and taeyong was like ,,,,angel itâs ok,,,,,,,but u were like anyone who wants to disrespect him come @ me i will prote-
u and ten get along really well just fyi
taeyong introduces u to mark and ur just like !!!!!! wow!!!!! so adorable and taeyong is like rIGHT heâs so cute heâs my son and mark is like ??? but both u and taeyong dote on him and sometimes heâs like guys,,,,please,,,,
but most of the time he likes it because u and taeyong will cook for him if he asks LOL
for someone who hides behind his glasses taeyong sends u selfies whenever heâs with mark because heâs like !!!!!! look how cute
but also sometimes he sends some of himself and heâs like âi look so bad ive been studying for 4 hoursâ but in reality. he doesnât look bad. he looks like a model. what the heck. what the actual heck
taeyong keeps his desk super clean but heâs recently let u put up some photos in frames,,,one of them is his sister ,,, another his parents,,, then one of him and his friends ,,,,,,,and then one of u guys,,,,shyly holding hands under fireworks and itâs cute
because before he used to keep everything completely in check but when u doodle a heart on his whiteboard he canât erase it,,,,he just thinks of u and smiles
doesnât share his hoodies but itâs ok because when u hug him his smell gets stuck in ur clothes and u love it
u taught taeyong how to use emojis the right way because when u sent him a bunch of hearts he was like âisnât one enoughâ and u were like taeyong no i love u much more than one heart emoji and he was like oh! i should sent more too because i love u so much and it was cORNY but so damn cute
his pda is kept to a minimum because taeyong sees intimacy as something very special and he always wants to make sure itâs shared between you and himÂ
and heâll like it when u take control because taeyong wants to do anything to please u and sometimes u have to remind him that itâs ok for him to indulge
and heâll just shyly hide into ur neck but itâs ok because when u run ur hands down his spine u can hear a low sound from him and itâs,,,,,,hot
also loves being kissed on the back of his neck like the nape it always makes him really soft and if heâs overworking himselfÂ
ull like come up from behind while heâs hunched over a book and kiss his nape and heâll completely kind of loosen up and let u drag him out for a snack so he doesnât die in all his class notes
and taeyong tells u after sometime that dating,,,,,and being close to people always worried him because he didnât know if he could make someone happy
but you tell him that he makes u the most happy,,,,even if he has quirks about him and gets excited over math,,,,,thatâs so adorable to you
like youâre the one person that taeyong should never be scared of hurting,,,,,,because you know how much effort he puts into his work and u know heâd never do anything to harm u or his friends
and itâs cute,,,,,,u wait for him to get back to campus after his internship and taeyong is always like !!!!! itâs cold and dark dontÂ
but ur always there and when he gets off the bus he makes u wait till it leaves but then u guys kiss and itâs cute and u laugh against each others lips
and although taeyong doesnt like to share his clothes heâll pull his lab coat over the two of u and be like âkiss me againâ and ur like ooo someone is actually more into pda than we thought?? and heâs like shy,,,but also u do kiss him and itâs soft
my conclusion is college!taeyong is soft ok everyone please be nice to him
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concept playlists;
youâre lying on mossy forest floors, slowly transforming into a nymph, your fingers are turning into flower vines, your limbs are bleeding honey & growing thick skins of sepia bark, wings sprout in between your shoulder blades. your breath sounds like the wind. fireflies litter the air above you
youâre hold up in an abandoned church, outside thereâs a raging storm & a horde of zombies roaming around, pressing up against the entrance doors. you & a small band of survivors are staying inside for the night in hopes to ride the bad weather out. you take first watch & listen to these tunes on an old ipod while everyone else tries to get some rest & the undead crawl outside, awaiting the taste of human flesh.
youâre in your boyfriendâs pickup. heâs asleep in the passenger seat, youâre driving without a destination in mind & you have the window down as you let the cool night air whip against your face in a state of pleasant delirium youâre on a rooftop somewhere, thereâs 5 am air on your skin, streetlights glint like coins at the bottom of wishing wells from where you sit. youâre feeling peaceful for the first time all week
youâre lying in the middle of a crop circle forty miles from your grandmaâs old house waiting for aliens to come and abduct you
itâs four pm in the afternoon and youâve got your head in the lap of the only boy youâve ever loved & youâre reading jane eyre & heâs sipping on tea & itâs the kind of weather where itâs just warm enough for you to pretend itâs summer & itâs drizzling & youâre listening to the rain beat softly against the windowpanes youâre curled up in bed as it pours outside, thereâs a citywide blackout and the last candle you had left has finally blown out, but you feel strangely at peace within the warm, all-consuming dark
youâre making out in the bathroom of a house party with someone that makes you feel like youâve swallowed the sun youâre standing amidst a city you burned to the ground. the apocalypse has come & gone. all thatâs left is ashes & mortar & sad bones but youâre feeling empowered. a slow smile creeps up your lips as you realize how youâve always wanted to watch the world burn you wander into wonderland and now youâre suddenly being crowned fairie queen, apparently thereâs a prophecy waiting to be fulfilled itâs mid morning but itâs dark outside from the rain. you thought the tapping on the window was from the rain but itâs actually a crow that flickers out of sight when you look directly at it youâre sipping on cherry cola by the pool on a lazy sunday & youâre feeling younger than youâve ever been youâre summoning old ghosts in an abandoned parking lot on a smoggy thursday night

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Some random character questions:
1. Whatâs their full name, howâs it pronounced, and what does it mean?
2. Whatâs their date of birth? Do they follow the stereotypes of their zodiac?
3. What type of drunk are they?
4. Give three of their strengths and three of their weaknesses.
5. Whatâs their favourite food?
6. If they were to be represented by a seven deadly sin, which would it be?
7. Do they have any living relatives? If they do, which one do they like the least and why?
8. Describe (or draw) their body type.
9. Whatâs their biggest fear?
10. Are they a dog or a cat person?
11. Describe them in 5 words.
12. If your character was handed a puppy, how would they react?
13. How would they react to suddenly being hugged?
14. Whatâs their biggest secret?
15. What are their pet peeves?
16. Whatâs their opinion on pineapple on pizza?
17. On average, how much sleep do they get at a time?
18. If they were a superhero, what powers would they have? (if they have powers, what are they and under what conditions do they work?)
19. Does your character collect anything?
20. What would your characterâs favourite band(s) be?
21. How many languages do they speak, and what are they?
22. When your character is sad, what do they do to cheer themselves up?
23. Does your character snore?
24. Describe their voice.
25. How long would they last in a zombie apocalypse?
playlist about unrequited love - {listen on spotify}
a 1000 times - hamilton leithauser + rostam //Â all in my head - tori kelly //Â fallingforyou - the 1975 // fistful of sand - the bravery //Â grenade - bruno mars //Â heartbeat - christopher //Â i like you - dandelion hands //Â i wanna be yours - arctic monkeys //Â jealous - labrinth //Â leave your lover - sam smith // lies - marina and the diamonds //Â make it to me - sam smith //Â make you feel my love - adele //Â me - the 1975 // me and my broken heart - rixton // mr. brightside - the killers //Â not in that way - sam smith //Â one - ed sheeran //Â shouldâve been us - tori kelly //Â starring role - marina and the diamonds.
Words, Words, Words | Instead of Walk
Instead of walk, consider:
Amble: walk easily and/or aimlessly
Bounce: walk energetically
Careen: pitch dangerously to one side while walking or running
Clump: walk heavily and/or clumsily
Falter: walk unsteadily
Flounder: walk with great difficulty
Foot it: (slang) depart or set off by walking
Footslog: walk heavily and firmly, as when weary, or through mud
Gimp: limp; hobble
Hike: take a long walk, especially in a park or a wilderness area
Hobble: walk unsteadily or with difficulty; see also limp
Hoof it: (slang) walk; see foot it
Leg it: (slang) see foot it
Limp: walk unsteadily because of injury, especially favoring one leg; see also falter
Lumber: walk slowly and heavily
Lurch: walk slowly but with sudden movements, or furtively
March: walk rhythmically alone or in a group, especially according to a specified procedure
Meander: walk or move aimlessly and idly without fixed direction
Mince: walk delicately
Mosey: see amble; also, used colloquially in the phrase âmosey alongâ
Nip: walk briskly or lightly; also used colloquially in the phrase ânip (on) overâ to refer to a brief walk to a certain destination, as if on an errand
Pace: walk precisely to mark off a distance, or walk intently or nervously, especially back and forth
Pad: walk with steady steps making a soft dull sound
Parade: walk ostentatiously, as if to show off
Perambulate: see stroll; travel on foot, or walk to inspect or measure a boundary
Peregrinate: walk, especially to travel
Plod: walk slowly and heavily, as if reluctant or weary
Pound: walk or go with heavy steps; move along with force or vigor; see lumber
Power walk: walk briskly for fitness
Prance: walk joyfully, as if dancing or skipping
Promenade: go on a leisurely walk, especially in a public place as a social activity; see parade
Prowl: walk noiselessly and carefully in a predatory manner
Pussyfoot: walk stealthily or warily
Ramble: walk or travel aimlessly
Roam: go without fixed direction and without any particular destination, often for pleasure; see ramble
Rove: travel constantly over a relatively lengthy time period without a fixed destination; wander
Sashay: glide, move, or proceed easily or nonchalantly; seeparade
Saunter: walk about easily
Scuff: walk without lifting oneâs feet
Shamble: walk or go awkwardly; shuffle; see scuff
Shuffle: walk without lifting the feet or with clumsy steps and a shambling gait; see scuff
Skulk: move in a stealthy or furtive manner
Somnambulate: walk in oneâs sleep
Stagger: walk unsteadily
Stalk: walk stealthily, as in pursuit
Step: walk, or place oneâs foot or feet in a new position
Stomp: walk heavily, as if in anger
Stride: walk purposefully, with long steps
Stroll: walk in a leisurely way; see saunter
Strut: walk with a stiff, erect, and apparently arrogant or conceited gait; see parade
Stumble: walk clumsily or unsteadily, or trip
Stump: walk heavily, as with a limp; see lumber
Swagger: walk with aggressive self-confidence
Tiptoe: walk carefully on the toes or on the balls of the foot, as if in stealth
Toddle: move with short, unsteady steps, as a young child; seesaunter and stagger
Totter: walk or go with faltering steps, as if from extreme weakness; see stagger (also, sway or become unstable)
Traipse: walk lightly and/or aimlessly
Tramp: walk heavily or noisily; see lumber and hike
Trample: walk so as to crush something underfoot
Traverse: walk across or over a distance
Tread: walk slowly and steadily
Trip: walk lightly; see also stumble
Tromp: tread heavily, especially to crush underfoot; see lumber
Troop: walk in unison, or collectively
Trot: proceed at a pace faster than a walk; see nip
Trudge: walk slowly and with heavy steps, typically because of exhaustion or harsh conditions; see plod
Waddle: walk clumsily or as if burdened, swinging the body
Wade: walk through water or with difficulty, as if impeded
Wander:Â to move from place to place without a fixed route;Â seeramble
ok im having the worst writerâs block so iâm opening requests for scenarios, bullet scenarios! any groups tagged, i will write for. send them to my ask box :-)
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btw ;; the reader will be introduced in part two of this little series thing (ĘĆŞ'âŁâ)
also credit to nakamotens for the cute ass gifset of nct dream omg
HELLO iâm here (sadly) with a headcannon kind of thing for this idea
it could honestly be a fanfic on itâs own but youâll see more of chenleâs presence in the other nct dream stories iâm planning
moving along
chenle was such a happy person during his lifetime. a very lovable kid in his academy, his family, his close friends and outside of school
he made everyone smile no matter what the situation was and his hyper energy rubbed off on everyone else majority of the time
âsunshineâ to âloud kidâ went around the academy
he had a good amount of friends but of course! nothing replaced the dream for kids crew
dream for kids crew was for the boys in the academy who came here on scholarship or had a difficult home life
everyone in it valued the after school activities, random field trips to theaters or any other event someone mentioned and then the friendships everyone made with each other
the dream kids typically got their scholarship based on what they were strong in (e.g music theory, any instrument, sports, science, the art department, math, languages)
the academy particularly loves these boys (and girls because they have their own crew/program!) since they ended up usually being the success stories
chenle was determined to be one of those kids, the kids who had their photo taken for the wall with a ribbon on the side of it LOL
see chenle use to play the piano
he was really fucking good at it and he spent hours upon hours crafting the quality of the sounds that came out
his home life was a struggle but it was filled with warmth and love
chenle came from a pretty poor family consisting of his single father, his grandmother and younger sister who was only in pre school when he passed away
his mother had walked out on the family for another man so chenle didnât really see her much except for holidays and sometimes birthdays if she wasnât angry at his father
he didnât really care if she did visit
his grandmotherâs homestyle cooking, his fatherâs hearty laugh and his little sister whining to be held by him was all he needed
chenle discovered the piano when he entered into the academy
at first, he didnât know exactly what he wanted to do since he was only six years old but as time went on⌠he was confused
he didnât know what to do
he tried out astronomy with renjun but he wasnât as stellar at it like his best friend
jaemin suggested joining the book club heâs in but after reading one chapter of a thick novel, he gave up
mark convinced him to do soccer but met with the words of âno thank youâ because chenle knew those jerseys were itchy
jisung said to join the art community with jeno or come with him to an ap algebra class but chenle didnât agree with any of those
haechan reminded him to be gentle with himself and wait it out
of course chenle got frustrated and vowed to be undecided for the rest of his life
until he heard the piano piece clair de lune and he knew he wanted to learn that instrument
so! he begged his father for a keyboard on his thirteenth birthday and wow! his father managed to buy it for him
he still owns the keyboard and yeah, itâs in bad shape but mark put all these stickers he got from the local dollar store plus jisung scribbled âbutter fingersâ on it so heâll keep it even if it breaks
cliche but he loves playing fĂźr elise and thatâs one of his go to audition songs
funny story : since it is mentioned that he auditions with that song, the teachers there always say âchenle, can you please pick another piece? we heard this last week lolâ and heâs like âuh?? but you know you like hearing it so no!â they gave him this look so he starts playing a jazz piece bye
chenleâs pretty much self taught because taking lessons couldnât happen for him
so he watched youtube videos and before you know it, he wasnât tone deaf!
he learned any song ranging from twinkle twinkle little star for his little sister to stevie wonderâs isnât she lovely
he finally knew where he belonged in the academy and what he wanted to be
he wanted to be a conductor one day
no one questioned him or made him feel crummy for it not being a typical dream job
but he didnât care either way since it was his soon to be life, not theirs
the dream kids support him so much!!
jeno even lets him conduct his flute practices from time to time
chenle during the practice : ( ŐਠŐ)
jeno during the practice : (`_ăŁÂ´) âchenle keep moving your freaking arms im off beatâ
renjun wouldnât let him conduct his percussion practices though lmfao
jeno and renjun would be like âband geeks united!â and chenle would have stood there pouting and mocking their handshake since piano wasnât really in band or orchestra
it soon becomes âmusical geniuses united!â
playing the piano made him feel safe
it was a whole new world for him besides his own earbuds and the dream kids
SPEAKING OF THE DREAM KIDS lets get mushy before the angst
chenle loved all of them
definitely jisung but he loved the slightly older kids like mark and renjun
jeno was his main dude though for arcade games if they had either enough spare change or they somehow smoothly talked the owner to let them in. sometimes the latter worked.
jaemin helped him tackle vocabulary terms in their english courses and taught him how to properly learn the difference between effect and affect
he still didnât know
haechan helped him with science homework and actually helped him pass with a c-
jisung!! oh jisung!! was his childhood friend, basically since toddler days since their families mingled during community church meetings and such
jisung always told chenle that they are brothers and that no matter what happens, they wouldnât live life to the fullest without each other
this is random but i forgot to mention that they live in really small town as well so everyone knew everyone. tight community i suppose
back to the mushiness
everyone in the group cherished and let me tell you, PROTECTED HIM WITH THEIR LIVES! jisung and chenle was everyoneâs little brothers
chenle enjoyed teasing them and laughing with them with his iconic laugh (wow i really just heard his laugh in my own head bye) probably screaming too when mark didnât get him ice cream
everything was to be kept light hearted and fun since things at home were pretty shitty for everyone
now for the angst
well sad angst
it was around the autumn seasons and it happened to be close to thanksgiving so school was out and families planned their own dinner parties
jaemin had invited all the boys to his house for the different tastings of breads and cheese his parents were serving
chenle ate a lot as per usual but everyone kind of already figured that would happen
jisung and chenle walked home together that evening whilst chewing on the sugar cookies jaeminâs mother left them
the little conversations they have are silly but calmingÂ
jisung and chenle pretty much talked about anything and loved adventures in general, even if itâs just these two they always manage to have fun
âwhen thanksgiving day is over, do you wanna go to the aquarium?â
âhm, sure, chenle. iâm gonna pay though. my dad gave me apology money.â
another random thing i forgot to mention but jisung and chenle have twinning skateboards iâm kinda crying about it
anyways
chenleâs aunt had decided to come down because she missed her brother and simply to eat her motherâs good cooking
chenle and his aunt were close you know, super close and whenever she came down to visit, they would go rollerskating
so she took him rollerskating and out for pizza before hopping back in the car to go home
on the way back, they did their own version of karaoke and it ended up being a huge laugh fest between the two
his aunt wanted to save this moment with him so she pulled out her phone
âwe need picturesâ
âyeah we definitely need picturesâ
it was at a stop light
it wasnât time for it change yet on either sides but the streets were empty and a car had decided to come through
during the pictures, in the camera finder, chenle could see the car swerving and coming straight for them
but before he say anything, all he saw was black and the white noise of ringing in his ears
his family had soon seen the manila folder with the words âhit & run, two dead, five minutes before death took placeâ labeled across it
chenle was identified by wearing a yellow hooded jacket and the receipt ticket from the skating rink lying next to his aunt with a small smile on his face

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â artist! kyungsoo âş sea pools
â he could study them, unclassified muse studies as he would call it, forever. everything about them to their nose, lips, eyes and body proportions made perfection seem closer than what the universe expected. the museâs heart dripped blue on the canvas, crushing in the callous fingers that belonged to him.
âş should i fully write this?
âş itâs blurry but for nicer quality, you can find this and my other moodboard prompts on instagram @whiplashnct127 đˇ