permanent hiatus

june 19, 2018 - today is the day i am going on permanent hiatus. i never thought this day would come for a long time. but it has.

i’ve had this blog for two years now, but really it was only a year ago that i started really putting any effort at all into it.

and it’s been one hell of a ride.

this blog has been my dirty little secret that i kept from my family, and in the end it is what has broken my family in half. i know that sounds dramatic. but it’s true. and the only thing i can think of doing to fix any of this is to stop lying. i have an addiction to lying, ill admit it. and my only way to drop it is to step away from tumblr, and my internet friends.

i’ve made so many friends on here, and even though my parents think you are all imaginary, i think i’ve learned many valuable lessons from each and every one of you. i’ve learned compassion, i’ve learned acceptance. you’ve encouraged me to keep pushing forward even when i felt like dying. you all mean so much to me and i will never ever forget any of you. you all deserve the world.

i won’t stop watching dnp. they make me happy and my parents are never taking them away from me. so i will be lurking in the comment sections once in a while but other than that i hope to be off the grid.

my mental health and my family life needs to be top priority and tumblr just isn’t letting me do that.

i do need to make one thing clear. if you ever need help. please tell someone. if you are in need of me and it’s urgent, you can contact cal or jules and they know how to get a hold of me if it’s absolutely necessary.

so i guess this is goodbye. to all 2.6k of you. to every single one of you, even if you followed yesterday. thank you all for the wonderful memories.

june 19, 2018 - today is the day i am going on permanent hiatus. i never thought this day would come for a long time. but it has.

i’ve had this blog for two years now, but really it was only a year ago that i started really putting any effort at all into it.

and it’s been one hell of a ride.

this blog has been my dirty little secret that i kept from my family, and in the end it is what has broken my family in half. i know that sounds dramatic. but it’s true. and the only thing i can think of doing to fix any of this is to stop lying. i have an addiction to lying, ill admit it. and my only way to drop it is to step away from tumblr, and my internet friends.

i’ve made so many friends on here, and even though my parents think you are all imaginary, i think i’ve learned many valuable lessons from each and every one of you. i’ve learned compassion, i’ve learned acceptance. you’ve encouraged me to keep pushing forward even when i felt like dying. you all mean so much to me and i will never ever forget any of you. you all deserve the world.

i won’t stop watching dnp. they make me happy and my parents are never taking them away from me. so i will be lurking in the comment sections once in a while but other than that i hope to be off the grid.

my mental health and my family life needs to be top priority and tumblr just isn’t letting me do that.

i do need to make one thing clear. if you ever need help. please tell someone. if you are in need of me and it’s urgent, you can contact cal or jules and they know how to get a hold of me if it’s absolutely necessary.

so i guess this is goodbye. to all 2.6k of you. to every single one of you, even if you followed yesterday. thank you all for the wonderful memories.

june 19, 2018 - today is the day i am going on permanent hiatus. i never thought this day would come for a long time. but it has.

i’ve had this blog for two years now, but really it was only a year ago that i started really putting any effort at all into it.

and it’s been one hell of a ride.

this blog has been my dirty little secret that i kept from my family, and in the end it is what has broken my family in half. i know that sounds dramatic. but it’s true. and the only thing i can think of doing to fix any of this is to stop lying. i have an addiction to lying, ill admit it. and my only way to drop it is to step away from tumblr, and my internet friends.

i’ve made so many friends on here, and even though my parents think you are all imaginary, i think i’ve learned many valuable lessons from each and every one of you. i’ve learned compassion, i’ve learned acceptance. you’ve encouraged me to keep pushing forward even when i felt like dying. you all mean so much to me and i will never ever forget any of you. you all deserve the world.

i won’t stop watching dnp. they make me happy and my parents are never taking them away from me. so i will be lurking in the comment sections once in a while but other than that i hope to be off the grid.

my mental health and my family life needs to be top priority and tumblr just isn’t letting me do that.

i do need to make one thing clear. if you ever need help. please tell someone. if you are in need of me and it’s urgent, you can contact cal or jules and they know how to get a hold of me if it’s absolutely necessary.

so i guess this is goodbye. to all 2.6k of you. to every single one of you, even if you followed yesterday. thank you all for the wonderful memories.

june 19, 2018 - today is the day i am going on permanent hiatus. i never thought this day would come for a long time. but it has.

i’ve had this blog for two years now, but really it was only a year ago that i started really putting any effort at all into it.

and it’s been one hell of a ride.

this blog has been my dirty little secret that i kept from my family, and in the end it is what has broken my family in half. i know that sounds dramatic. but it’s true. and the only thing i can think of doing to fix any of this is to stop lying. i have an addiction to lying, ill admit it. and my only way to drop it is to step away from tumblr, and my internet friends.

i’ve made so many friends on here, and even though my parents think you are all imaginary, i think i’ve learned many valuable lessons from each and every one of you. i’ve learned compassion, i’ve learned acceptance. you’ve encouraged me to keep pushing forward even when i felt like dying. you all mean so much to me and i will never ever forget any of you. you all deserve the world.

i won’t stop watching dnp. they make me happy and my parents are never taking them away from me. so i will be lurking in the comment sections once in a while but other than that i hope to be off the grid.

my mental health and my family life needs to be top priority and tumblr just isn’t letting me do that.

i do need to make one thing clear. if you ever need help. please tell someone. if you are in need of me and it’s urgent, you can contact cal or jules and they know how to get a hold of me if it’s absolutely necessary.

so i guess this is goodbye. to all 2.6k of you. to every single one of you, even if you followed yesterday. thank you all for the wonderful memories.

june 19, 2018 - today is the day i am going on permanent hiatus. i never thought this day would come for a long time. but it has.

i’ve had this blog for two years now, but really it was only a year ago that i started really putting any effort at all into it.

and it’s been one hell of a ride.

this blog has been my dirty little secret that i kept from my family, and in the end it is what has broken my family in half. i know that sounds dramatic. but it’s true. and the only thing i can think of doing to fix any of this is to stop lying. i have an addiction to lying, ill admit it. and my only way to drop it is to step away from tumblr, and my internet friends.

i’ve made so many friends on here, and even though my parents think you are all imaginary, i think i’ve learned many valuable lessons from each and every one of you. i’ve learned compassion, i’ve learned acceptance. you’ve encouraged me to keep pushing forward even when i felt like dying. you all mean so much to me and i will never ever forget any of you. you all deserve the world.

i won’t stop watching dnp. they make me happy and my parents are never taking them away from me. so i will be lurking in the comment sections once in a while but other than that i hope to be off the grid.

my mental health and my family life needs to be top priority and tumblr just isn’t letting me do that.

i do need to make one thing clear. if you ever need help. please tell someone. if you are in need of me and it’s urgent, you can contact cal or jules and they know how to get a hold of me if it’s absolutely necessary.

so i guess this is goodbye. to all 2.6k of you. to every single one of you, even if you followed yesterday. thank you all for the wonderful memories.

june 19, 2018 - today is the day i am going on permanent hiatus. i never thought this day would come for a long time. but it has.

i’ve had this blog for two years now, but really it was only a year ago that i started really putting any effort at all into it.

and it’s been one hell of a ride.

this blog has been my dirty little secret that i kept from my family, and in the end it is what has broken my family in half. i know that sounds dramatic. but it’s true. and the only thing i can think of doing to fix any of this is to stop lying. i have an addiction to lying, ill admit it. and my only way to drop it is to step away from tumblr, and my internet friends.

i’ve made so many friends on here, and even though my parents think you are all imaginary, i think i’ve learned many valuable lessons from each and every one of you. i’ve learned compassion, i’ve learned acceptance. you’ve encouraged me to keep pushing forward even when i felt like dying. you all mean so much to me and i will never ever forget any of you. you all deserve the world.

i won’t stop watching dnp. they make me happy and my parents are never taking them away from me. so i will be lurking in the comment sections once in a while but other than that i hope to be off the grid.

my mental health and my family life needs to be top priority and tumblr just isn’t letting me do that.

i do need to make one thing clear. if you ever need help. please tell someone. if you are in need of me and it’s urgent, you can contact cal or jules and they know how to get a hold of me if it’s absolutely necessary.

so i guess this is goodbye. to all 2.6k of you. to every single one of you, even if you followed yesterday. thank you all for the wonderful memories.

june 19, 2018 - today is the day i am going on permanent hiatus. i never thought this day would come for a long time. but it has.

i’ve had this blog for two years now, but really it was only a year ago that i started really putting any effort at all into it.

and it’s been one hell of a ride.

this blog has been my dirty little secret that i kept from my family, and in the end it is what has broken my family in half. i know that sounds dramatic. but it’s true. and the only thing i can think of doing to fix any of this is to stop lying. i have an addiction to lying, ill admit it. and my only way to drop it is to step away from tumblr, and my internet friends.

i’ve made so many friends on here, and even though my parents think you are all imaginary, i think i’ve learned many valuable lessons from each and every one of you. i’ve learned compassion, i’ve learned acceptance. you’ve encouraged me to keep pushing forward even when i felt like dying. you all mean so much to me and i will never ever forget any of you. you all deserve the world.

i won’t stop watching dnp. they make me happy and my parents are never taking them away from me. so i will be lurking in the comment sections once in a while but other than that i hope to be off the grid.

my mental health and my family life needs to be top priority and tumblr just isn’t letting me do that.

i do need to make one thing clear. if you ever need help. please tell someone. if you are in need of me and it’s urgent, you can contact cal or jules and they know how to get a hold of me if it’s absolutely necessary.

so i guess this is goodbye. to all 2.6k of you. to every single one of you, even if you followed yesterday. thank you all for the wonderful memories.

8: (truth) If you could go on a date with any of your mutuals, who would it be and what would you do? (dare) Send an anonymous compliment to one of your four “Biggest Fans” on tumblr.

3: (truth) What are your three favorite things about your appearance? (dare) List all nine of your tumblr crushes, and describe each blog/blogger in one word.

Fuck there aren’t three things so I have to do the dare:ALL OF THESE ARE PLATONIC:@deepbluedaniel bae@cosmos-dan sassy@optimistphan famous@daytonwentupinflames weird@aislingling ew@danielhowell furry@amazingphil gay@miraculous-howlter gayer ;)@softnsmolbean eh