HELENA HEADCANONS
This song has so much meaning. G Way is too imaginative and tells stories too well, or some would say, very obsurely? IT NEEDS DECIPHERING
"We are the very hurt you sold" still confuses me and I'm thinking about what it really means
"Can we pretend to leave and then...
When both our cars collide"
He's imagining himself crashing his car into the hearse at her funeral, it's a desperate wild thought bc he's anguished and this is a way to be with her in death. Leaving = leaving this world.
"What's the worst thing I can say
Things are better off this way/if I stay"
These lines in all its variations can be interpreted as:
He considered dying to be with her in anguish but jolted back to reality, he realises he can't die too, clearly.
OR he is imagining what she would say of her ghost could speak. She sees him in so much pain and thinks, it's better if I'd stayed :(
OR it can be that after talking to her ghost for some time, she realises she can't go back. It's better for her to stay in the world of the dead.
OR it can be (on the last verse), about her legacy left to him. It's better if she stays alive in his mind through the ways she inspired him. Grandma did have a huge influence in Way's life.
"So long and goodnight /
.. So long, not goodnight"
At the end he accepts that it's going to be farewell forever, she isn't just going to sleep and she's never coming back.





















