Eldritch Poetry

If you are feel called to work but are tired/drained, sit outside. Take in all the energies around you. Nature can help charge you

Every witch does a little bit of a bunch of types of magic but sticks mainly to one or two in general. You usually won't be eclectic forever. You'll find what magics work best with you.

Never be lazy or cut corners with spirits. Always be respectful and always tell them to leave when you're done

When you see a plant or ingredient with a long list of properties, there are different things at play. Season of collection, the part of the plant, the health of the plant, etc all play a role in impacting which properties it will carry.

Don't call on spirits unless you have confidence and control

Be careful with sea/water magic. Get into it gently and slowly until you have the energy figured out because it can get out of hand quickly.

Adding a little pinch of magic into your breakfast can make a major difference in your day.

Your personal emotions/feelings over something will impact a work

Planting some plants is good, not only to have a garden, but the dirt helps cleanse you too. Get all dirty and muddy. It's good for ya

Not all trees are nice

The more you listen to your intuition, the easier it will be to tell it apart from your anxieties and worries

Incense is very easy to make which is why it's usually cheap to buy. But you can find a million tutorials online on how to make your own personal incense which is great if you want a spell to take effect over a while but also want to infuse the fire energy in it.

The more you work with something the better feel you get for it. Cinnamon goes in almost everything i cook and most of my spells because me and cinnamon just get right along

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I'm a practicing tarot reader of 10+ years and have frequently extended online services to both friends and strangers (thank you Flight Rising forums) but now I'm in desperate need of a little cash.

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My broke ass needs a place to open up at, so I'm willing to give tumblr a try.

I'm a practicing tarot reader of 10+ years and have frequently extended online services to both friends and strangers (thank you Flight Rising forums) but now I'm in desperate need of a little cash.

My starting pay is $3 for a past, present, future spread. Willing to negotiate more in depth readings for higher prices, depending!

DM me here or we can discuss alternative methods!

My broke ass needs a place to open up at, so I'm willing to give tumblr a try.

I'm a practicing tarot reader of 10+ years and have frequently extended online services to both friends and strangers (thank you Flight Rising forums) but now I'm in desperate need of a little cash.

My starting pay is $3 for a past, present, future spread. Willing to negotiate more in depth readings for higher prices, depending!

DM me here or we can discuss alternative methods!

My broke ass needs a place to open up at, so I'm willing to give tumblr a try.

I'm a practicing tarot reader of 10+ years and have frequently extended online services to both friends and strangers (thank you Flight Rising forums) but now I'm in desperate need of a little cash.

My starting pay is $3 for a past, present, future spread. Willing to negotiate more in depth readings for higher prices, depending!

DM me here or we can discuss alternative methods!

My broke ass needs a place to open up at, so I'm willing to give tumblr a try.

I'm a practicing tarot reader of 10+ years and have frequently extended online services to both friends and strangers (thank you Flight Rising forums) but now I'm in desperate need of a little cash.

My starting pay is $3 for a past, present, future spread. Willing to negotiate more in depth readings for higher prices, depending!

DM me here or we can discuss alternative methods!

My broke ass needs a place to open up at, so I'm willing to give tumblr a try.

I'm a practicing tarot reader of 10+ years and have frequently extended online services to both friends and strangers (thank you Flight Rising forums) but now I'm in desperate need of a little cash.

My starting pay is $3 for a past, present, future spread. Willing to negotiate more in depth readings for higher prices, depending!

DM me here or we can discuss alternative methods!

My broke ass needs a place to open up at, so I'm willing to give tumblr a try.

I'm a practicing tarot reader of 10+ years and have frequently extended online services to both friends and strangers (thank you Flight Rising forums) but now I'm in desperate need of a little cash.

My starting pay is $3 for a past, present, future spread. Willing to negotiate more in depth readings for higher prices, depending!

DM me here or we can discuss alternative methods!

My broke ass needs a place to open up at, so I'm willing to give tumblr a try.

I'm a practicing tarot reader of 10+ years and have frequently extended online services to both friends and strangers (thank you Flight Rising forums) but now I'm in desperate need of a little cash.

My starting pay is $3 for a past, present, future spread. Willing to negotiate more in depth readings for higher prices, depending!

DM me here or we can discuss alternative methods!

My broke ass needs a place to open up at, so I'm willing to give tumblr a try.

I'm a practicing tarot reader of 10+ years and have frequently extended online services to both friends and strangers (thank you Flight Rising forums) but now I'm in desperate need of a little cash.

My starting pay is $3 for a past, present, future spread. Willing to negotiate more in depth readings for higher prices, depending!

DM me here or we can discuss alternative methods!

My broke ass needs a place to open up at, so I'm willing to give tumblr a try.

I'm a practicing tarot reader of 10+ years and have frequently extended online services to both friends and strangers (thank you Flight Rising forums) but now I'm in desperate need of a little cash.

My starting pay is $3 for a past, present, future spread. Willing to negotiate more in depth readings for higher prices, depending!

DM me here or we can discuss alternative methods!

Hey beans, I have a bit of a hellish update. 

Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. My grandma made a huge fight happen while I was on call with a friend, and things just escalated between me and her so badly I had to leave. When I came back home, my family was also on my ass about it all, despite knowing how she lies and how she instigates. 

She threatened to hit me, she threatened to kill Sammy, she hurled insult after insult at me and this all started because I didn't get up in time to do something she asked (Which was locking the door. I waited three seconds too long and she went off). 

When I came back after trying to let things cool down I was berated and told I had no right to be so “selfish” in the house, so on and so on, and the fight got so intense I had to just physically walk away, leaving the home and going two miles up the road because I did not feel safe. 

They made me so sick I began to pee blood again, as well as my sugar spiking and causing me to have palpitations. My heart cannot take this stress anymore, and neither can my mental health. I wish I could explain how bad the situation was. I had tears down my face, gasping for air, chest heaving and in pain, I felt like I was on the verge of passing out. 

I got in contact with some good friends of mine, who say they can help get me out of not only that home, but the entire state i'm in. But I need money to do so, for travel and gas and so on. As much as they can house me, they need me to pull my weight. 

I hate having to ask for help, I hate that I'm even in this situation, to the point I'm so sick I might have to be seen in the ER or sent to ICU. 

I need to come up with 700 dollars, and I'm willing to do some commissions, but with how sick I am I may take a bit to get back with you. I plan to leave by early June, if not the beginning of July, as that's when my friends are able to drive down and get me. 

Donations are greatly appreciated, even if you can only afford a single dollar, it’ll be more help than you know. 

If you’re wanting a commission, please don't send money and then ask, for your sake and mine. I’m incredibly overwhelmed, and I’ll do my best to get with you and explain rates. 

And if you’re willing to donate anything, here’s my Ko-fi link. 

Again, I can’t thank you enough for if you donate or even spread this post around, even well wishes mean the world to me because I know you beans care and want to help however you can.

This post was incredibly hard to make, I’m still all over the place and trying to figure everything out, so I apologize if this sounds like rambling and nonsense. There is a silver lining however, as I actually have a way out this time, and I pray I can get out before things can get worse.