A Great Man

Why does everyone else get to be happy except for me, have I done something wrong in life

Nah dude I’m so fucking sad

Nah fuck this dude, id be better off dead

It’s a Bon Iver kind of night, which means it’s a get sad, get lonely, and think about your existence kind of night

It’s gonna be one of those fucking nights

I am truly meant to be sad in this life. I feel like that is my only option. I am not meant to be happy and have things go my way. And I know things have come and gone my way all the time, I am very fortunate and lucky. But there's this sense of nothing I always am stuck with. Why can't I be happy with what I have? Why do I always have to strive to want more? I guess I'll never truly be happy. Whatever, I think its better to be sad, you don't get fucked as royally when that happnes.

I am human being, I’m here, but why don’t I feel anything

I haven’t been able to feel for three months

I am truly an awful human being and maybe I should just kill myself

I just want to talk to someone about how I feel

Oh man, I hate myself sometimes

Jesus Christ guys, IM THINKING WITH NO BRAIN RIGHT NOW, I have no clue what I’m doing in this situation and I don’t even know what I’m doing

It’s all starting to fall