i tried on my swimsuit for todayās swimming excursion at my in laws and i want to Die. my sister in law will be there in her cute bikini and i just. she weighs more than i do and she looks great and sheās completely fine with her body while all i do is suffer over my own reflection. other people have real problems and here i am. iām doing this to myself. itās my own brain that is killing me
can i go back to a time when i didnāt fucking hate myself
on the plus side i was hungry before i tried my swimsuit on and now iām not :)))))

















