coreyy‼️

This is happening in season 2 trust

like literally i’m just thinking of theo’s massive amount of self hatred and blame for everything in his life from the museum and his mother’s death to the painting and basically everyone’s unhappiness, even his own. and then boris being there in vegas and TAKING CARE of him like not a single human being has done since his mom died. and how boris knows this self hatred and definitely feels it himself (especially when they reconnect, because of the painting) and yet AND YET he does so much for theo not to hate himself for a moment and it literally hurts man. boris, who’s been abused his whole life and was alone before theo, still does all these things no matter the dangers and consequences (insert richard siken quote here). like he’s out here doing drugs with him and making him laugh and forget his worries (which helps them both, even if it’s obviously unhealthy as hell), but he’s also being rough with him and not treating him like he’s gonna break every second like everyone else has before vegas, holding his head under in the pool knowing he’ll yell at him, making him angry and passionate and them fucking around and beating eachother up and then kissing his bloody knuckles while his own mouth is bleeding. and when he can’t come with him he literally grabs his face and kisses him and he has no fucking idea how theo will react to that when they’re sober and out in the open but he does it anyway because it may be his last chance and maybe it’ll hurt less to be apart if they love eachother less. and i’m just thinking about boris being okay with theo hating him as long as he doesn’t hate himself for a second and like i’m not okay?

possibly the best boris character study i’ve seen

They would not go on cute dates and raise children, they would punch each other in the throat and have bad sex on the couch.

i love boreo but boreo raising kids is painfully OOC and there's a million better ships to give kids other than boreo unless u wanna raise an alcoholic baby

So freaking cute 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹