i’m sorry for being abnormal about that middle aged woman it will happen again

it's thousand yard stare summer

I get that sex and drugs are fun but even im like. at least have a 3rd thing. at least one more hobby. you can have a 3rd hobby. this isnt a purity thing this is a some of u are fucking boring thing.

rock & roll

girl i just walked into that one like a coyote with a painted tunnel

deep and aching desire to sink my nails into the center of my chest, fingers digging deep into my chest, and pull harder and harder until my bones pop and body tears apart leaving a bloody cavity for a truer me to emerge from

and Yes that truer me is a gruesome creautre

when you first start transitioning you think 'oh now i have to practice my girl moan' but really you should be learning how to breathe gently and raggedly like a dying animal with its spine snapped its throat torn open breathing and breathing slowly gurgling a dead thing dying

“I turned out fine,” she says, staring so far off into space that you can see andromeda reflected in her eyes

A trans woman will say “I’ve made peace with it” while clutching a stuffed animal so tightly that it begins to come apart at the seams

i feel like i’m cursed forever but other than that i’m doing alright

no dude it's so cool how attached you are to that character who is singled out and ostracized due to the external monstrousness that clashes with their internal spark of humanity. and i love how drawn you are to themes of horror and love, nature versus nurture, otherness, isolation, and the abject. i bet you have normal feelings about your own personhood

biting the hand that feeds me but im also sucking on the fingers a bit

daughter (non-practicing)

sister (deadbeat)

“This kink is problematic when you think about it” ohhhhhh shit ok lemme head on over to the kink store and trade these kinks in for one that make my jackoff fantasies morally superior

*coughs blood* youre all just jealous of my wound. yuore trying to make me get rid of it because you wish you had a wound this cool

Maybe if I just work harder, this empty cup will pour again

Maybe the cup needs a bit of time to rest and refill?

Maybe the cup needs to lock the fuck in???

you're mommy's good little printer aren't you? you'll print whatever mommy tells you to because otherwise mommy gets sad and leaves you for one of those free use library printer sluts