Screaming Doodle Pad

(Also if I can recall, the location of a homunculus’s philosophers stone isn’t always where the tattoo is and even with Gluttony was in his torso when he got eaten.)

Anyway, this is first of many things I will post to revive this blog.

Four years? Woah, so yeah I have a huge backlog of things to show I guess? How should I do this? So what have I been drawing in those four years? - Alex, Altzmyr's self in Mage - A lot of dragons -More eldritch horrors -idk if I should put my architectural doodles here, but that occupies my mind a lot at times. I'm not an architect I just like to pretend to be one. If I lived a more privileged life I might have been one. What else might I draw? - Loki stuff. I caught the Loki fandom bug last year with Season 2 of Loki out. For the first time ever I have felt what it is like to weep at something so beautiful. - Possible some Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood stuff? If I can muster the will to overcome my mental block of drawing fanart. It takes a lot time for me to gather the willpower to draw other people's characters. - I want to also put in just random bouts of creativity here, especially pertaining to writing and trying to piece together some original fiction. What have I been doing in the past 4 years? I have been working, that is what I have been doing, and not a good job, I am severely underpaid for my qualifications and close to losing it now. I am burned out as hell and feel like I am hanging on a thread. This coming election doesn't bode well for me, but will be the deciding factor on a lot of things in my life, especially for my sister who fears for her life like many others. My family hasn't been doing well either and I find myself being the family breadwinner at the moment. I haven't drawn much because of this, I still spend a lot of time procrastinating anyway and entrenched in Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I would also like to pitch my Redbubble account which has a few things I have done recently, I'm really liking graphic design.

Left to right, top to bottom: Torrenda Ironmantle-necropolitan half-orc wizard(I was trying to slightly deviate the style on her, not sure if I should make the style match the others more), a baelnorn, and a very fancy archlich.

In order: (top to bottom, left to right) church grim, spartoi (sword cut off by statblock), memento locket(decorative side art), ghost, spirit, ankh charm(decorative side art, not an item), and mummy cat.

So lately I have been working on illustrations for my Guide to Non-Evil Undead project, at first I was going to use stock art but a lot of it didn’t really go well with and I currently can’t afford paid-for stock art.  Clockwise, left to right: Nyx Aternas-vampire dragonborn paladin.  Tarien Gilden-ghoul ranger, redeemed death knight, and restless champion. 

So yeah go ahead!  

Done on PaintBerri.

Altz being a fabulich again!  Done on PaintBerri.

Ahd’utha again!  This time a fuller body pic but still doesn’t get enough of a view of her.  Bleh, she’s a Great Old One, it shouldn’t matter!

Yet it was time I re-visit Illossen, the drow bard/warlock and her Great Old One patron in the background who may or may not be the daughter of Hastur and Yig known as Ahud’tha, Aduthastar, Adutha, whatever; she is some kind of weird ouroboros dragon from the Far Realm.

Speaking of such, I do not expect my blog to be impacted with the new Tumblr rules, but it made me think I should make mirror sites to this gallery on other sites like Pillowfort, I guess I could do that.

Altzmyr and his undead friends

This is Aduthas’dar a patron Great Old One for one of my D&D characters who is a warlock.  She is a monstrous ouroboros who values truth and enlightenment...really.

Skeleton just wants to work in retail but stupid clerics keep trying to turn him and demand discounts.

Lower right: Lich Altzmyr(my OC) casting “Fuck You”

Citizens of a necropolis