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I’m a young trans woman living in the US with my father, who is a violent, controlling, alcoholic abuser that has been mistreating me since I was a child. The physical, financial, and emotional abuse has got worse through 2020, especially since he found out I’m trans a few months ago by invading my room and going through my private belongings. Safety is non-existent in this house and I know that if I don’t get out of here very very soon, MY FATHER IS GOING TO SERIOUSLY HARM AND PROBABLY KILL ME.

He’s extremely manipulative, I work two jobs and he takes most of my earnings from me in order to “keep it safe” when he really just spends it all. He’s constantly trying to monitor my phone calls, texts, and internet activity under the guise of “protecting me”; this is why I had to create a whole new blog that’s blank and anonymous to post this since it’s very likely he already knows my personal blog url and would have seen it otherwise.

I’ve tried to run away multiple times before and he’s found me every time. Every time my punishment was getting beaten senseless and put under stricter watch and eventually I learned to stop trying. Now I have no choice but to leave because the violence is constantly escalating and I am so terrified of what will happen to me every night when I have to go home. My father’s abuse has already stolen so much from me. There’s so much I want to do with my life someday and I don’t want to die before I have the chance. Please please PLEASE share this post when you see it and consider donating if you’re able to.

I need help raising enough money to pay for the security deposit, first and last + a few months rent on an apartment I found in another state as far from mine as possible, as well as a plane ticket to get there and necessities like food, transportation, utilities, etc when I get there as it will be a while before I can begin safely applying for jobs using my real information. I’ll have the leave the majority of my personal belongings behind in order to get out of the state as quickly as possible so the money would also go to replacing these in the new apartment. Having someone else retrieve them and send them along to me is impossible since my father is likely to destroy them once he realizes I’m gone and I don’t want anyone exposed to danger or violence at his hands. Once I’m better settled into my new location, I’d eventually also like to afford some therapy and other mental health services to deal with my trauma but that is lower on my list of priorities.

I need to raise at least $5,500 USD for this to cover these expenses and a safety net to keep me from becoming homeless while I’m establishing new life away from my father. Please don’t ask for specifics of my situation or my plans, it isn’t safe for me and my severe paranoia could send me into a serious panic. I don’t want to give too specific a timeline because I’m so fearful that my father or someone who knows him/me might see this and tell him what I’m planning but I really need to be able to flee within the next two weeks. I tried to keep this post as calm as possible so it’s easy to read but I am genuinely so afraid for my life and I get more afraid every day. I am in so much danger and staying here any longer puts my life at even more serious risk. I desperately need your help to save my life!! PLEASE reblog this post and consider donating if you’re able to!!

C/ash 🅰️p/p: 💠 here to d0n@te 🅿️ay/p🅰️l:  💠 here to d0n@te

I’m a young trans woman living in the US with my father, who is a violent, controlling, alcoholic abuser that has been mistreating me since I was a child. The physical, financial, and emotional abuse has got worse through 2020, especially since he found out I’m trans a few months ago by invading my room and going through my private belongings. Safety is non-existent in this house and I know that if I don’t get out of here very very soon, MY FATHER IS GOING TO SERIOUSLY HARM AND PROBABLY KILL ME.

He’s extremely manipulative, I work two jobs and he takes most of my earnings from me in order to “keep it safe” when he really just spends it all. He’s constantly trying to monitor my phone calls, texts, and internet activity under the guise of “protecting me”; this is why I had to create a whole new blog that’s blank and anonymous to post this since it’s very likely he already knows my personal blog url and would have seen it otherwise.

I’ve tried to run away multiple times before and he’s found me every time. Every time my punishment was getting beaten senseless and put under stricter watch and eventually I learned to stop trying. Now I have no choice but to leave because the violence is constantly escalating and I am so terrified of what will happen to me every night when I have to go home. My father’s abuse has already stolen so much from me. There’s so much I want to do with my life someday and I don’t want to die before I have the chance. Please please PLEASE share this post when you see it and consider donating if you’re able to.

I need help raising enough money to pay for the security deposit, first and last + a few months rent on an apartment I found in another state as far from mine as possible, as well as a plane ticket to get there and necessities like food, transportation, utilities, etc when I get there as it will be a while before I can begin safely applying for jobs using my real information. I’ll have the leave the majority of my personal belongings behind in order to get out of the state as quickly as possible so the money would also go to replacing these in the new apartment. Having someone else retrieve them and send them along to me is impossible since my father is likely to destroy them once he realizes I’m gone and I don’t want anyone exposed to danger or violence at his hands. Once I’m better settled into my new location, I’d eventually also like to afford some therapy and other mental health services to deal with my trauma but that is lower on my list of priorities.

I need to raise at least $5,500 USD for this to cover these expenses and a safety net to keep me from becoming homeless while I’m establishing new life away from my father. Please don’t ask for specifics of my situation or my plans, it isn’t safe for me and my severe paranoia could send me into a serious panic. I don’t want to give too specific a timeline because I’m so fearful that my father or someone who knows him/me might see this and tell him what I’m planning but I really need to be able to flee within the next two weeks. I tried to keep this post as calm as possible so it’s easy to read but I am genuinely so afraid for my life and I get more afraid every day. I am in so much danger and staying here any longer puts my life at even more serious risk. I desperately need your help to save my life!! PLEASE reblog this post and consider donating if you’re able to!!

C/ash 🅰️p/p: 💠 here to d0n@te 🅿️ay/p🅰️l:  💠 here to d0n@te

Please PLEASE keep sharing this post and donate if you can at all, literally even the smallest amount helps. I still need so much help to reach my goal. I’m desperate to leave before the next time leaves me hurt even worse.

I’m a young trans woman living in the US with my father, who is a violent, controlling, alcoholic abuser that has been mistreating me since I was a child. The physical, financial, and emotional abuse has got worse through 2020, especially since he found out I’m trans a few months ago by invading my room and going through my private belongings. Safety is non-existent in this house and I know that if I don’t get out of here very very soon, MY FATHER IS GOING TO SERIOUSLY HARM AND PROBABLY KILL ME.

He’s extremely manipulative, I work two jobs and he takes most of my earnings from me in order to “keep it safe” when he really just spends it all. He’s constantly trying to monitor my phone calls, texts, and internet activity under the guise of “protecting me”; this is why I had to create a whole new blog that’s blank and anonymous to post this since it’s very likely he already knows my personal blog url and would have seen it otherwise.

I’ve tried to run away multiple times before and he’s found me every time. Every time my punishment was getting beaten senseless and put under stricter watch and eventually I learned to stop trying. Now I have no choice but to leave because the violence is constantly escalating and I am so terrified of what will happen to me every night when I have to go home. My father’s abuse has already stolen so much from me. There’s so much I want to do with my life someday and I don’t want to die before I have the chance. Please please PLEASE share this post when you see it and consider donating if you’re able to.

I need help raising enough money to pay for the security deposit, first and last + a few months rent on an apartment I found in another state as far from mine as possible, as well as a plane ticket to get there and necessities like food, transportation, utilities, etc when I get there as it will be a while before I can begin safely applying for jobs using my real information. I’ll have the leave the majority of my personal belongings behind in order to get out of the state as quickly as possible so the money would also go to replacing these in the new apartment. Having someone else retrieve them and send them along to me is impossible since my father is likely to destroy them once he realizes I’m gone and I don’t want anyone exposed to danger or violence at his hands. Once I’m better settled into my new location, I’d eventually also like to afford some therapy and other mental health services to deal with my trauma but that is lower on my list of priorities.

I need to raise at least $5,500 USD for this to cover these expenses and a safety net to keep me from becoming homeless while I’m establishing new life away from my father. Please don’t ask for specifics of my situation or my plans, it isn’t safe for me and my severe paranoia could send me into a serious panic. I don’t want to give too specific a timeline because I’m so fearful that my father or someone who knows him/me might see this and tell him what I’m planning but I really need to be able to flee within the next two weeks. I tried to keep this post as calm as possible so it’s easy to read but I am genuinely so afraid for my life and I get more afraid every day. I am in so much danger and staying here any longer puts my life at even more serious risk. I desperately need your help to save my life!! PLEASE reblog this post and consider donating if you’re able to!!

C/ash 🅰️p/p: 💠 here to d0n@te 🅿️ay/p🅰️l:  💠 here to d0n@te

Please PLEASE keep sharing this post and donate if you can at all, literally even the smallest amount helps. I still need so much help to reach my goal. I’m desperate to leave before the next time leaves me hurt even worse.

I’m retiring the old post to make a new one, bc the situation is a lot more urgent than it was before, and to reflect some new changes.

I spoke to my school’s admin, and I have, at maximum, another week to try and pay this off. I can’t sign up for classes any later than week from then. This makes the new deadline September 10th, 2021.

I’m making this post bc I need to pay my tuition for my previous semester in full before I can sign up for classes for this semester. 

Right now, I’m running completely empty, except for this post and it’s donations. I need to raise $2350.21, and I’ve raised about $105.

You can donate through the following:

Venmo: @mahh-a

Cashapp: $mahhahh

Every little bit helps, honestly. Thanks so much!!

Hey everyone, as ever this remains quite urgent. I haven’t raised much past $160, and like I said, I really need the help.

Hey guys, this is due by the end of the day tomorrow (September 10th, 2021). Please help me out, like I said, I need to make at least a significant dent in this so that they’ll let me sign up for classes by tomorrow. Thanks.

I’m a young trans woman living in the US with my father, who is a violent, controlling, alcoholic abuser that has been mistreating me since I was a child. The physical, financial, and emotional abuse has got worse through 2020, especially since he found out I’m trans a few months ago by invading my room and going through my private belongings. Safety is non-existent in this house and I know that if I don’t get out of here very very soon, MY FATHER IS GOING TO SERIOUSLY HARM AND PROBABLY KILL ME.

He’s extremely manipulative, I work two jobs and he takes most of my earnings from me in order to “keep it safe” when he really just spends it all. He’s constantly trying to monitor my phone calls, texts, and internet activity under the guise of “protecting me”; this is why I had to create a whole new blog that’s blank and anonymous to post this since it’s very likely he already knows my personal blog url and would have seen it otherwise.

I’ve tried to run away multiple times before and he’s found me every time. Every time my punishment was getting beaten senseless and put under stricter watch and eventually I learned to stop trying. Now I have no choice but to leave because the violence is constantly escalating and I am so terrified of what will happen to me every night when I have to go home. My father’s abuse has already stolen so much from me. There’s so much I want to do with my life someday and I don’t want to die before I have the chance. Please please PLEASE share this post when you see it and consider donating if you’re able to.

I need help raising enough money to pay for the security deposit, first and last + a few months rent on an apartment I found in another state as far from mine as possible, as well as a plane ticket to get there and necessities like food, transportation, utilities, etc when I get there as it will be a while before I can begin safely applying for jobs using my real information. I’ll have the leave the majority of my personal belongings behind in order to get out of the state as quickly as possible so the money would also go to replacing these in the new apartment. Having someone else retrieve them and send them along to me is impossible since my father is likely to destroy them once he realizes I’m gone and I don’t want anyone exposed to danger or violence at his hands. Once I’m better settled into my new location, I’d eventually also like to afford some therapy and other mental health services to deal with my trauma but that is lower on my list of priorities.

I need to raise at least $5,500 USD for this to cover these expenses and a safety net to keep me from becoming homeless while I’m establishing new life away from my father. Please don’t ask for specifics of my situation or my plans, it isn’t safe for me and my severe paranoia could send me into a serious panic. I don’t want to give too specific a timeline because I’m so fearful that my father or someone who knows him/me might see this and tell him what I’m planning but I really need to be able to flee within the next two weeks. I tried to keep this post as calm as possible so it’s easy to read but I am genuinely so afraid for my life and I get more afraid every day. I am in so much danger and staying here any longer puts my life at even more serious risk. I desperately need your help to save my life!! PLEASE reblog this post and consider donating if you’re able to!!

C/ash 🅰️p/p: 💠 here to d0n@te 🅿️ay/p🅰️l:  💠 here to d0n@te

I’m a young trans woman living in the US with my father, who is a violent, controlling, alcoholic abuser that has been mistreating me since I was a child. The physical, financial, and emotional abuse has got worse through 2020, especially since he found out I’m trans a few months ago by invading my room and going through my private belongings. Safety is non-existent in this house and I know that if I don’t get out of here very very soon, MY FATHER IS GOING TO SERIOUSLY HARM AND PROBABLY KILL ME.

He’s extremely manipulative, I work two jobs and he takes most of my earnings from me in order to “keep it safe” when he really just spends it all. He’s constantly trying to monitor my phone calls, texts, and internet activity under the guise of “protecting me”; this is why I had to create a whole new blog that’s blank and anonymous to post this since it’s very likely he already knows my personal blog url and would have seen it otherwise.

I’ve tried to run away multiple times before and he’s found me every time. Every time my punishment was getting beaten senseless and put under stricter watch and eventually I learned to stop trying. Now I have no choice but to leave because the violence is constantly escalating and I am so terrified of what will happen to me every night when I have to go home. My father’s abuse has already stolen so much from me. There’s so much I want to do with my life someday and I don’t want to die before I have the chance. Please please PLEASE share this post when you see it and consider donating if you’re able to.

I need help raising enough money to pay for the security deposit, first and last + a few months rent on an apartment I found in another state as far from mine as possible, as well as a plane ticket to get there and necessities like food, transportation, utilities, etc when I get there as it will be a while before I can begin safely applying for jobs using my real information. I’ll have the leave the majority of my personal belongings behind in order to get out of the state as quickly as possible so the money would also go to replacing these in the new apartment. Having someone else retrieve them and send them along to me is impossible since my father is likely to destroy them once he realizes I’m gone and I don’t want anyone exposed to danger or violence at his hands. Once I’m better settled into my new location, I’d eventually also like to afford some therapy and other mental health services to deal with my trauma but that is lower on my list of priorities.

I need to raise at least $5,500 USD for this to cover these expenses and a safety net to keep me from becoming homeless while I’m establishing new life away from my father. Please don’t ask for specifics of my situation or my plans, it isn’t safe for me and my severe paranoia could send me into a serious panic. I don’t want to give too specific a timeline because I’m so fearful that my father or someone who knows him/me might see this and tell him what I’m planning but I really need to be able to flee within the next two weeks. I tried to keep this post as calm as possible so it’s easy to read but I am genuinely so afraid for my life and I get more afraid every day. I am in so much danger and staying here any longer puts my life at even more serious risk. I desperately need your help to save my life!! PLEASE reblog this post and consider donating if you’re able to!!

C/ash 🅰️p/p: 💠 here to d0n@te 🅿️ay/p🅰️l:  💠 here to d0n@te

I’m a young trans woman living in the US with my father, who is a violent, controlling, alcoholic abuser that has been mistreating me since I was a child. The physical, financial, and emotional abuse has got worse through 2020, especially since he found out I’m trans a few months ago by invading my room and going through my private belongings. Safety is non-existent in this house and I know that if I don’t get out of here very very soon, MY FATHER IS GOING TO SERIOUSLY HARM AND PROBABLY KILL ME.

He’s extremely manipulative, I work two jobs and he takes most of my earnings from me in order to “keep it safe” when he really just spends it all. He’s constantly trying to monitor my phone calls, texts, and internet activity under the guise of “protecting me”; this is why I had to create a whole new blog that’s blank and anonymous to post this since it’s very likely he already knows my personal blog url and would have seen it otherwise.

I’ve tried to run away multiple times before and he’s found me every time. Every time my punishment was getting beaten senseless and put under stricter watch and eventually I learned to stop trying. Now I have no choice but to leave because the violence is constantly escalating and I am so terrified of what will happen to me every night when I have to go home. My father’s abuse has already stolen so much from me. There’s so much I want to do with my life someday and I don’t want to die before I have the chance. Please please PLEASE share this post when you see it and consider donating if you’re able to.

I need help raising enough money to pay for the security deposit, first and last + a few months rent on an apartment I found in another state as far from mine as possible, as well as a plane ticket to get there and necessities like food, transportation, utilities, etc when I get there as it will be a while before I can begin safely applying for jobs using my real information. I’ll have the leave the majority of my personal belongings behind in order to get out of the state as quickly as possible so the money would also go to replacing these in the new apartment. Having someone else retrieve them and send them along to me is impossible since my father is likely to destroy them once he realizes I’m gone and I don’t want anyone exposed to danger or violence at his hands. Once I’m better settled into my new location, I’d eventually also like to afford some therapy and other mental health services to deal with my trauma but that is lower on my list of priorities.

I need to raise at least $5,500 USD for this to cover these expenses and a safety net to keep me from becoming homeless while I’m establishing new life away from my father. Please don’t ask for specifics of my situation or my plans, it isn’t safe for me and my severe paranoia could send me into a serious panic. I don’t want to give too specific a timeline because I’m so fearful that my father or someone who knows him/me might see this and tell him what I’m planning but I really need to be able to flee within the next two weeks. I tried to keep this post as calm as possible so it’s easy to read but I am genuinely so afraid for my life and I get more afraid every day. I am in so much danger and staying here any longer puts my life at even more serious risk. I desperately need your help to save my life!! PLEASE reblog this post and consider donating if you’re able to!!

C/ash 🅰️p/p: 💠 here to d0n@te 🅿️ay/p🅰️l:  💠 here to d0n@te