Situationship with Josh Washington
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Summary- Josh Washington x reader porn w plot. First time coming up to the mountain with Josh and his friends since meeting in college with all the great things situationships bring lol (NSFW 18+, female reader)
Warnings- smut, unprotected piv, obsessive/toxic behavior from Josh, avoidant reader idk, alcohol, oral fem/reader receiving, creampie, male masturbating, arguing.
The car hums gently, driving up the mountain. I look over at Josh, he’s looking forward at the road, taping the wheel. There’s some music playing lowly although I can’t point pin what exactly they’re saying. Looking forward again, I have no idea how he manages to drive up here, the snow and ice lining the road is endless.
“Something bothering you?” He asks looking over. His blue eyes look nearly black in the dark.
“No.. I guess I’m just thinking.” I reply.
“Are you nervous?” He presses. “It’ll be fun, you’ve met my friends before.” He says as he lays a hand on my thigh, giving a reassuring squeeze.
“Yeah at least Ash and Sam are going to be there.” I glance out the window. “But it’s different when we’re staying up here secluded for like an extended amount of time.”
He laughs softly. “You know secluded isn’t such a bad thing.. we’d have plenty of alone time if you know I mean.” His hand moves further up my thigh.
“At least save some for the lodge Josh.” I put my hand on yours to stop your hand from moving.
“Alright alright.” He pulls his hand away, returning to its spot on the steering wheel.
The drive continues further up the mountain before an there’s an opening through the trees beside us. After he parks, I sigh looking forward. I can just imagine the long cold walk ahead.
As we get out of the car, the breeze is immediately chilling. Good thing it’s during the day. Or else it would look creepy out here.
“Hey you want some help with that?” I hear behind me as I lug my bag out of the back seat with a huff.
“Actually.. yeah” I grunt as I pick them up. Josh wraps his arms around me to grab them out of my hands.
“Hey I’ve got you princess. But hey maybe some special treatment later for your knight?” He teases, I only roll my eyes. Typical behavior from Josh.
Finally, we reached the lodge. Walking side by side with Josh. I run up to the door and look behind me to see him walking at the same pace.
“Ugh Josh c’mon.” I shiver as I wrap my arm around myself for warmth.
He smirks as he gets to the steps. “You can wait a little longer.” Unlocking the door and pushing it open with a grunt. He grins as if suddenly thinking of something sly to say, looking back me. “Should I bring them up to my room?”
“Yeah right.” I laugh. “You’ll be lucky enough if I decide to take the room next to yours.”
We start to walk up the stairs. “Suit yourself.” He calls back, I catch up to him.
“Josh this place is crazy.” I say as I look around. “Does anyone need this much space?”
“It doesn’t hurt to have extra.”
We get to the room, and I sigh as I fall into the bed. He sets the bags down and stands next to the bed with his hands on his hips. “No thank you?” He feigns annoyance.
I sit up on my elbows, “Thank you Josh, how’s that?”
He laughs as he sits on the edge of the bed, “No, that’s not enough.” He grins.
“Then enlighten me, what is?” I tease back playfully.
“Oh you know exactly what it is.” I laugh and scoot to the scoot to the edge of the bed to sit beside you.
“Oh you think I’m so easy Josh.” I lightly pat your arm teasingly.
“I know you’re not easy and that’s the worse part huh?” He says, his low voice having that irresistible effect on me although I don’t give him the satisfaction of knowing.
“Well how about we go catch up with the others?” I stand up in front of you. He stands up, and puts his hand on my hips.
“Fine babe.” He answers as I slide back and walk toward to the door.
“And maybe lighten up on the pet names since we’re not.. together.” I pause in between the sentence thinking of the word choice.
“Ok ok.” He puts his hands up in defense follows behind me as we walk downstairs to see that mostly everyone in the group has arrived.
“Yooo, what’s up?” Chris says to me, “How did he convince you to come?” I laugh.
“He has a way with words.” I joke, as I stand at the bottom of the stairs.
“Damn right I do” Josh replies with a grin. “Nice to see you’ve made it up here safely.” As he goes up to Chris. Emily and Jess are standing with Mike near the entrance, as Ashley stands nearby Chris. Hannah and Beth are already downstairs talking to Sam, sitting on the couch. Slowly the group separates to claim their rooms and settle in. “Seems like we’re still waiting on some people.” Josh says as he looks at the group missing a couple people.
As the night progresses, everyone arrives and is hanging out in the living room. Bottles of alcohol litter the table, with red solo cups. I sit next to Ashley, who is the girl I’m closest with here. Me, Chris, Josh, and Ashley are attending the same college, and see each other often. I’ve met the others a few times at Josh’s many parties he throws. He’s always been known as a party animal on campus. I guess that comes with being the rich boy at university.
We first met in a film class, he walked in and sat right next to me striking up conversation while still flirting as much as he could. I can’t lie, I do think he’s attractive even though I never let him go any further than friends.. who seem oddly close.
We’ve had people ask if we’re dating. Sometimes I just want to say yes so people stop asking. I wouldn’t admit it though because I don’t want to fuel his already enormous ego. But he’s not like the typical rich university guys you would meet. Somethings different about him. I notice something I can’t quite pinpoint under it all, and it pulls me in like nothing I’ve felt before. Maybe it shows when I flirt back though.
I’m pulled back from my thoughts by Ashley nudging me slightly. “Hey are you good?” She asks quietly to not draw the others attention who are deep in conversation when I look over, I still make eye contact with Josh though. And pause. He’s been looking at me, I turn back to Ashley.
“Yeah.. I’m fine.” I say reach out to grab my cup and take a large swig. “I’m going to the bathroom room real quick.” I say as I stand up to go as the group still continues conversation.
In the bathroom, I look in the mirror examining my features. I look drunk, maybe it’s my head. It’s whatever if they can tell. I don’t care. I get on my phone to look at the time. 12am, not that bad.
Back with the group. Josh watches me walk away, that same curious but mischievous look in his eyes.
“I’m going to grab some more drinks from the kitchen.” He goes to the kitchen knowing I’ll have to walk through it to return back to the living room.
As I leave and enter the kitchen I pause. “Following me Josh?” I raise my eyebrow slightly watching him.
“I’m grabbing some drinks.” He says with a grin and turns to face the counter. I walk toward you and watch you grab a few wine bottles.
“Your parents let you have those?” I say teasingly.
He rolls his eyes.
“They won’t miss it.” He turns to glance at me. All the effects of the alcohol weighing down at once. Ugh, he really is attractive. The eye contact feels like it lasts forever although maybe it was a few seconds. “Got a staring problem?”
“No..” I play it off but I know my flushed face says it all. I’ll just hope he thinks it’s the alcohol flush.
“Hey babe you can stare as much as you want. I don’t mind.” He says as he cracks open the bottle and grabs two wine glasses. “I actually like it.” He smirks with that same smirk he always does when you just know his ego is growing bigger by the second.
I watch him pour the wine for us, trying hard to not pay attention to his hands that look too good. He glances at me and raises an eyebrow slightly, as he hands the glass to me.
“Whatever.” I take a sip and look away.
“You don’t have to act like you don’t like me. You’ve already shown me how you feel.” I blush as he grins.
“That was only a couple times.” I say quietly.
“Yeah maybe a couple times plus a few more.” He places a hand on my waist and pulls me closer. “Baby it’s fine if you wanna not do the relationship stuff in college but don’t try to hide the way you feel because I know.” He says with that mischievous look in his eyes, that always makes me feel see through to him. I set my glass down.
“Josh.. our friends are in the other room.”
“Didn’t say it had to be here right now.”
“How about we just go back? Maybe we’ll.. sober up.” I say as I put a hand on your jaw. Impulsive.
“How can you say that and touch me like that?” He closes his eyes at the touch of a moment before staring back at me. “Just tell me what you want babe.”
“You know it’s not that simple.”
“We’re on vacation baby just forget about anything else.”
I look at you indecisively for a moment, then put my arms on your shoulders, as he pulls me into a kiss. The kisses turn into something deeper. His hands move down my waist to my hips, as he pulls me against him. I gasp into the kiss as his touches turn rougher, “Josh..”
Suddenly I hear a gasp from the kitchen doorway and pull back abruptly to see Ashley.
“Wait Ash.” I say but she’s already ducted out of the kitchen. “God I hope she doesn’t tell them.”
He laughs, “it’s not a big deal.”
“Josh that’ll be embarrassing.”
“What.. making out with me is embarrassing?”
“That’s not what I mean.. you know nobody knows about this.” He backs off and raises his hands.
“I won’t touch you if it’s just so embarrassing. You always act like this but you keep coming back. Maybe you need to make up your mind.” He scoffs. “Whatever I’m leaving you alone now don’t worry.” He walks back into the other room. I stand there for a second, then swing back the glass of wine and walk into the other room to join the group.
I see that he’s make his way back to his spot next to Chris. Ashley looks over, but nobody else does. I assume she didn’t tell. I sit down next to her.
She whispers, “What the hell was that? Thought you didn’t like him?”
“Listen Ash.. it’s complicated.” I whisper back as she nods, although still has a somewhat confused look on her face. No one else seems to notice the tension. I avoid looking at him but I can feel him staring at me.
The group begins to separate as Emily and Mike go upstairs. We already know what’s going on but nobody mentions it. I still notice the look on Hannah’s face as she watches them go. I feel bad because it seems like everyone knows her.. infatuation to put it best. I guess the Washington’s can get obsessive. Others begin to go to their rooms until it’s only me, Chris, and unfortunately Josh. I begin to get up.
“I’m going to bed.” I say dryly as I glance at them. Chris notices the tension and looks between me and Josh though doesn’t say anything. When I get to my room, Chris looks at Josh.
“What’s up with her?” He says as he looks over, noticing the frustrated look on josh’s face before he quickly masks it under a unbothered persona.
“I don’t know. Don’t worry about her man.” Chris stays silent for a moment.
Chris goes silent. He’s the only one who knows about us in our situation to describe it best. “Something to do with you?”
“She can’t make up her mind.” Josh mumbles annoyed.
“Oh.. you guys back on that on your ‘complicated status.’” Chris says as he does the quotation mark around those words. He knows of our history together.
Josh rolls his eyes, “Yeah man it’s whatever.”
“You gonna talk to her?”
“Probably.” He replies dryly as he lean on his elbow resting on the couch cushion.
“Maybe get lucky.” Chris teases.
Josh chuckles, “Would be nice.” He looks over at Chris, “Maybe you should make a move on Ashley here, you’ve liked her forever.”
Chris looks embarrassed for a moment. “Yeah I don’t even know if she likes me. Listen man you know that your girl likes you.”
Josh scoffs, “Yeah right bro, still doesn’t give me a solid idea though. She just made out with me and then called it embarrassing.”
Chris laughs, “Man that’s cold.”
In my room, I hear the room door beside mine open and close. Josh’s room. Finally he came up, maybe I should talk to him. No, not right now. I sigh as I hear him moving around. I try not to listen like a creep but I still end up curiously listening to it as I read the book in my lap.
What was that? Did I just hear him moan? I lean my head against the wall behind the pillows I’m resting on, feeling the cold metal bed frame under my neck. I hear some rustling. I can’t pinpoint what is it though. I hear him grunt this time with the push of the bed frame into the wall. What is he doing? God maybe he’s.. I shouldn’t listen.
But then I hear it again. I think he got louder. There’s no way he’s doing this on purpose. But then again it’s Josh so maybe he is. My face flushes as I focus back down on my book trying to ignore it. Suddenly I notice it’s quiet.
I hear his door open and then I jump as a knock sounds from my door. I stay silent wondering if maybe I could pretension be asleep but that all slips away.
“I know you’re awake.” Josh says lowly.
I slide to the edge of the bed and get up, walking toward the door. I open it and look at him. He looks disheveled. And I know why. He step into the room and shuts the door. “If you’re too embarrassed to be seen with me we’ll just make sure the door is shut yeah?” He says.
“Josh that’s not what I meant.” I say trying to defend myself.
“Listen babe I’m not here to argue. I know you heard me. You can’t just get me worked up like that.” He moves to place his hands on my hips as he kisses my neck.
“Of course I heard you didn’t even try to be quiet.” I hold back a gasp as I feel his lips touch my skin, placing my hands on his chest.
“Baby I wanted you to hear me. Know how much I want you. My hand wasn’t enough baby.. need you.” He pulls back from my neck to kiss me. I melt into the kiss, my hands finding their way into his hair. I feel him pull me closer, and feel that defined mark in his sweatpants.
“Josh..” I pull us back toward the bed. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean it like.. that. I’m not embarrassed from you, I don’t know… I don’t like being intimate with other people watching.”
“Hey we don’t need to talk about it right now. I know how you really feel. I know everything.” He says as pushes us onto the bed. I think about what he said for a moment, everything? A little weird but I don’t want to deal with that right now. I just want him. I crawl into his lap, continuing to kiss deeper.
His hands go down my sides til he finds the bottom hem of the shirt, pulling at it with a huff. “Move your arm up baby…” He says huskily. I move to let him take my shirt on revealing no bra. He whistles lowly.
“I’m not going to sleep with a bra on.”
“Listen baby you won’t sleep with anything on tonight.” He grins cheekily as he moves to kiss down my neck to my chest. I laugh softly.
“Whatever josh…” I gasp softly as my hands go into your hair again. His mouth makes contact with my bust.
“Better not be hiding any of those noises..” He says as he pulls back look in my eyes.
“‘m not” I respond, he pulls me into a kiss again then pulls back to remove his shirt. “Hm I was feeling vulnerable being the only one.” I laugh as I lay a hand on your chest. His hand moves to my waist as he chuckles.
“Don’t worry any longer, now how about we lose these pants?” He smirks.
“You first.”
“Oh I have no issue with that baby.” He sits up, me still being on his lap, I move off his lap and he pushes down his pants revealing his boxers that have hearts on them, I internally roll my eyes, and of course a very obvious bulge. “You miss this?” He grins. I nod as pull your member out of your underwear. “Fuck baby, eager?”
“Yeah and it’s no thanks to your dorky underwear.” I roll my eyes jokingly and move my hand up and down on your length teasingly slow.
“Hey baby if it’ll get me this, I’ll wear them everyday.” I look into his eyes, my thumb rubbing against his dripping tip, he moans softly, almost like he tries to play it cool.
“Ew that’s gross.” I laugh softly “You know maybe I did miss you, just a little.” He grunts lowly as I move my hand faster. “Were you trying to get my attention by naming those noises?” I hum.
“I was hoping you’d heard and come… make it easier for me.” He grunts out with a chuckle.
“Why would I do that?” I spit into my hand to continue stroking your length.
He moans softly before smirking. “Because I know you’re a freak like me, I mean look at where you are now.” He huffs as he reaches out to touch me, grabbing my waist. “Baby need you closer.”
“Tell me what you want then honey.” I say as I stop moving my hand.
“God take off those little shorts, they don’t cover anything anyway. Just blocking me from being closer with you.” He almost whines as both of his hands grip my waist hard enough to bruise as he pulls me back into his lap. Only a few pieces of fabric separating us.
“I could if you’d let me go.” I put my hand on his shoulders and lean down to kiss his neck. His head moving back to give me more room.
“It’s not fair.” He huffs out, as I move my hips against his. Before look back at me and stilling my hips with a low grunt. “Fucking tease. I hope you keep the same energy when I pound you into these sheets.” He pulls at my shorts, I lift my hips to let him pull them down as he moves us to where I’m lying beneath him.
I pull down my underwear, and kick them away with my shorts. A finger moves down to my heat as he feels the wetness, I blush knowing once again he’s won in this weird power play but it’ll come back around.
He kisses down my neck to my navel looking up at me with those eyes. It’s like they hold something so deep you’d drown if you fell in. The way he looks as if I’m the only thing in the whole universe. Before he reaches my mound placing a kiss on my clit.
He runs his tongue in-between my lips before reaching his fingers to spread them open. Chuckling as I squirm when he blows cold air directly onto my slit. I hold back a moan as I reach a hand down to run through his hair.
“Uh uh baby I saw that.” He says before prodding his fingers at my hole. “You just want me to make it real hard for you huh? Can’t hide it, you’re dripping all over my fingers princess.”
“All I’m seeing is all bark and no bite.” I grunt out.
“Really?” He continues eye contact as he sinks two fingers into my cunt.
“Fuck.” I moan feeling the stretch squeezing around him as he begins to slowly move his fingers.
“Have any more complaints?” He smirks that stupid cocky smirk. I just want to push his head down and ride his nose to show him but I know he’d love that. Maybe even cum humping the bed like he did last time. He’s such a sick freak but he’s also made me cum harder than any other guy has.
“Put your mouth to good use and shut up.” I say as I pull on his hair, he makes a noise between a moan and grunt before he sinks down to run his tongue beside his fingers in my cunt.
“I’ll give you whatever you want baby.” He says lowly, sending the vibration of his voice through my pussy. “Just tell me I’ll do anything.” Running his tongue up my cunt to reach my clit before sucking softly as his fingers rub my g-spot. I grip his hair with both hands now tightly as I lay my legs on his shoulders gasping, his other hand resting on my thigh so softly it starkly contrasts the onslaught on my bud.
He continues his assault, bullying a third finger beside the second one. I push his head down as he meanly sucks harder on the bud, he glances up at me, I try not to look by throwing my head back. I know he’s just so pleased with himself. And I won’t give him the satisfaction of seeing me like this.
I shove his head back down with my hands in his hair and wrap my legs tighter around his head just as I notice the way the bed moves as he rubs himself against it, his hand gripping my thigh tighter now.
“‘m close Josh.” I say breathlessly as I hear him mumble something into my cunt. I can’t make it out. It’s all fuzzy right now as it snaps and releases soaking his face with a desperate whine that hopefully nobody else can hear. I release my legs around his head, and his mouth lets go of my nub with a wet pop.
“You’re so hot babe. So hot when you cum on my face right where you belong.” He says as he removes his fingers sucking them one by one before climbing over me. “Spread those legs for me sweetheart.” He continues as he kisses my neck sloppily before moving up to kiss me on the mouth desperately. I move to make space for him between my legs.
As we separate from the kiss, I place a hand on his face. He looks at me and it’s clear to me I’m deeper in this than just stupid hookups. And he knows it too. Maybe it was his plan all along. Introducing hooking up when I was too avoidant for a real relationship to weasel his way into my life so heavily. But neither of us comment on it. Only looks down to link his arms under my thighs to push them into his shoulders as he sinks in. I harshly take a deep breath.
“Mm.. Josh, fuck.” I say as his hushes me softly at the sting before kissing me once again. His hands moving from my chest to my face as he pulls me closer like skin to skin isn’t enough. He begins to rock his hips softly, his hands resting beside my head.
“Yeah baby.. you feel so good.” He says his voice carrying this low irresistible tone. I nod. He places a kiss on my collarbone. “I would live inside this pussy if I could. You feel so perfect.”
I run my fingers back up throw his hair from the back of his neck as I pull him back into a kiss. His hips speed up, the loud wet smack fills the room along with breathless grunts from Josh and lewd moans from me. I don’t want to think about how bad this would sound to anyone who walks past the room. I lean my head back with a gasp as his hand snakes down to rub my already overstimulated bud from his earlier stimulation.
“Josh.” I whine out hopelessly. Feeling him stretching me out combined with his fingers is too much. He’s already thick enough to burn every time and hits that spot so well.
“Tell me babe. Can you even talk?” He grunts out as he makes an especially deep thrust. I gasp and move my hands down to his back, clinging to him tightly as if I didn’t tell him I wouldn’t want to be seen with him earlier. “No? It’s okay baby I know.” He says as he leans down to land a kiss below my ear. “That’s why your meant for me. Made for me. Nobody else could please you the way I could. That’s okay. You don’t need anyone else.” He rambles almost whining into my ear as he continues to place more kisses in the same spot as he deeply thrusts so hard, it kisses my cervix every time.
“Has anyone else made you cum the way I have? Any other guy really treat this pussy the way it wants? Tell me sweetheart.” He says desperately. My nails dig into his back at a particularly hard thrust that pushes out a loud moan from me. A loud smack to my clit snaps me back out of it. “Answer me.”
“N-no.” I say as he moves my legs down from his shoulders, and I wrap them around his hips. The feeling of the squeeze around him combined with the feeling of my nails raking his back. He could cum on the spot there by the way his hips sputter helplessly.
“That’s what I thought.” I gasp feeling the nudge on my clit stronger, in time with his thrusts. “C’mon wanna make you feel so good. Want to feel you cum around me this time.” He says in practically a whimper as I feel his thrusts continue to sputter before he pulls me into another sloppy kiss. Any experience with him is fully consumed by him. Like he wants to be the only thing you feel.
One more particularly hard thrust pushes me over the edge. Looking up at him, the upturned corner of his mouth, the glint in his eyes. He knows he’s the only thing I can feel, and he couldn’t be more pleased.
A hopeless whimper and I come undone around him fully, shaking under his touch. My nails scratching his back as my legs tighten more around him. I can feel by the way he loses rhythm, he’s close behind me. His hands grip my hips pulling me closer as if I could be any more. He releases inside me with a loud whiney moan. His face lying in the crook of my neck, my legs still around him pulling him deeper.
Breathlessly we both lay there. Neither of us say anything. I don’t want to bring up anything he said. Maybe he’s right. He’s the only one who’s right for me. And maybe I’m okay with it.
“You okay?” He asks, followed by placing a few kisses on my neck, as I bring a hand back up to his hair.
“Mhm.” I hum as I release my legs around him. While he’s still folded over me, pushing his release deeper inside me. Good thing I’m on birth control.
He leans back to pull out with a groan from both of us at the loss. “Fuck baby.” He says as he look down at where we were connected.
“Stop looking at me like that.” I say softly looking back at him.
“Like what?”
“Like you can read my mind.”
He chuckles then teasingly leans back down kissing my shoulder. “Maybe I can. That scare you?”
“Shut up.” I say feigning annoyance. Only now I realize how messy the bed has gotten. Even a few pillows have fallen off the bed.
“Can I sleep in here tonight?” He asks suddenly and I glance over.
“I already thought you were.”
“Even better.” He says while he leans against the back of the bed frame before rolling to his side when I lay on my side to face him.
“I think maybe we’ll need to change these sheets tomorrow.” I say tiredly.
“No point in washing it if I know I’ll just get you again tomorrow.” He smirks as if he the smoothest guy to exist.
“Ew Josh that’s so gross.” I laugh softly and nudge his shoulder.
“You didn’t deny it though.”
“That’s not the point. Honestly go to bed now.” I sigh as I jokingly turn to face away from you.
“We can just go in my room next time while these sheets get cleaned then.” He replies as he settles behind me, wrapping an arm around my waist and pulling me closer.
“Oh my god Josh goodnight.”
Hi author here sorry my bias does show up in my writing I like obsessive complex characters but hope you love this freaky writing 😛
